Warning: Thist is just my कल्पना coming through. And some information to you; the story plays before Bella became a Vampire and there is no Nessie in sight. So its just for out little Jacob's sake, he needs some luving.
Even when your दिल breaks...
I had to get over it, i kept telling that to myself, but प्यार was such a cruel monster. Bella Swan. She was what i wanted, and yet the only thing that i couldnt get. Since she came into my life, all the other girls became grey and blurry. Everyone around thought i had लॉस्ट my mind, and i couldnt blame them. I couldnt sleep, i only ate cause my body wanted me to and that was it. I didnt talk to my भेड़िया brothers, and whenever i could i remained in my human form. Otherwise they would get too much of my pain, and they already were annoyed with Leah. So the only choice i really had was keeping it inside, trying to survive. Even now that i hadnt seen her for a while i remembered every detail of her face. Her wonderful deep brown eyes, and her full lips. I wanted her, और than anyone could want her. Okay, everyone apart from that damn bloodsucker Edward Cullen.
There it was again, that कड़वा taste of jealousy sending a wave through my body. What the hell was wrong with me? And even और important, why did she have such a hold on me. You need to wake up Jacob Black. Again i was so लॉस्ट in my thoughts that i didnt hear Embry coming, he appeared behind me, sighing.
''Whats the problem, man'', he tried to sound careless, but after all he was my best friend.
I didnt answer, and that was और than he needed. Cause deep inside he knew what it was, just like all the times before. He took a सीट अगला to me, staring into the sea, that brought up heavy waves. The wheater was about to change, that was what my भेड़िया instincts told me. The smell of a heavy rainshower was in the air, i liked it. I would change into my भेड़िया form later on, running for my life. Running to forget whatever was about to hunt me, running from her.
''I dont think thats healthy, your too much into this.''
I looked at him, trying my best to see the brother he was. But i couldnt help it, my temper played tricks on me. And without any other chance i raised my voice, feeling the anger.
''I didnt ask for your opinion. Keept out of it'', my voice sounded strange and wrong. Like from some old black/white movie, done in the sixties. I was suprised that i even remember how talking worked, its been too long.
''We are all worried about you, आप need to get out of that dark hole. She didnt choose you'', again he walked on dangerous ground. The right answer didnt come to my mind, so all i had left was getting up not looking back. I wanted to leave before i कहा something that i couldnt take back, something that hurted him. I could feel his eyes burning a hole onto my backside, but i started to run. Still human, but probably faster than anyone else i knew. In no time i had reached the forest, and got deeper into it. I would stay focused, trying to find something to do.- trying to forget. And just in the moment that i thought it was working i heard a scream, it was pretty far away.- but i was able to hear it. That was a girls voice, and she seemed to be frightened. Without thinking i started to run, while running changing into my भेड़िया form.- making sure i could run faster. And then i reached a meadow, the one where we fought against the newborns.- not too long ago. But it was empty, apart from this girl lying on the ground over her some wild animal. My दिल skipped a beat.
There is nothing आप can do
She was laying on the ground, not doing any fast moves, probably trying to find a way out. Her long brunette hair was on the ground aswell, and i could smell blood. I ran faster, my mind didnt work right anymore. Without a सेकंड thought i jumped on the bearlike thing, getting into an unfair fight. The thing didnt have a chance, and was down in an instant. I tasted some of the फर and meat in my mouth, allowing my instincts to take over. Behind me i heard some very quiet breathing, she was still in shock and probably crying. But could i make that better? Wouldnt she be scared of me too? I was huge, i was a भेड़िया and i appeared out of nowhere. Not the best way to introduce yourself, apart from the fact that i saved her life. I wanted to turn around, face her and seeing her reaction, but then something happpened. Something that i wouldnt have guessed in a million years, she was there standing अगला to me. Her hand reaching out to touch my fur, it was insane. A part of me wanted to growl, but the bigger part waited for her hand to reach me. The सेकंड she did i held very still, feeling her soft hands.
''Thank you'', it was a whisper. I felt her warm breath reaching my body, it smelled sweet. A mixture of her personal scent and strawberries. Yeah get yourself in और trouble with girls. I babbled to myself, of course in my mind only. Maybe i had saved an एंजल here, someone that really deserved to be saved. Someone that came from another world, my कल्पना was playing tricks on me. None than less, my eyes were focused on her face. It was friendly and yet it was so far away, and i wanted to have a better look. I expected her to get her senses back, running away but that never happened. Instead she kneeles down in the grass, अगला to the slaugthered bear.- her hand still on my fur. It was like i couldnt get away, and then it hit me.- i didnt wanted to get away. Jacob Black and the ladies... Her green eyes were shining towards me, she smiled again.
''I am not sure if आप understand me, neither am I sure if it makes sense. I think i know you, since a long time...'', for the first time i heard her, for real. Her voice was stronger now, like she got over things too easily. And there came the moment when i wanted to answer her, when i wanted her to rub my shoulder.- not my fur. She seemed to understand me without knowing i was in there. It was without a doubt the strangest feeling i had felt in my life, and at the same time it was the best. I laid my head on her knees, another strange हटाइए but it seemed right.
Jacob, where are you?, it was Embry now again, but of course in his भेड़िया form.
Leave me alone., i tried to sound mean, but it didnt work. I was currently too relaxed, she made me feel that way.
Sam will send the pack if आप dont come घर soon., i wasnt sure if that was Embry या Quil, but no matter who they were going on my nerves.
Good i will come, and now shut up, i looked up at the girl, wondering what was going through her head. I wanted to talk to her, telling her i would save her from whatever.- but that was not possible. First of all it would have been odd to change to human form and then stand naked in front of her. Plus i wasnt allowed to give away my secret, so no matter what i was damned. The only girl that ever knew, was the one girl that send me to hell. I was sure that Sam would send the others, and that would make things और complicated. I mean it would be hard to believe to have one huge monsterlike भेड़िया in front of your eyes.- but ten? I didnt wanted to mess her brain up, but i couldnt go.
All of the sudden it seemed like something had sprung to her head, as she looked at me. Her head lowered and she kissed my head, not minding the dirty fur. Then she got up, looking at me with this big eyes.- turning around. Her dress was messed up, everything was messed up.- but she was adorable.
''I have to go now, my love.''
I watched her leaving, fighting with myself if i should run after her. The decision was taken from me, when i heard something moving in the forest.- the pack.
What happened here?, of course it was Sam's voice, the leader. He was a good alpha, but right now i wished he would just die.
A भालू tried to attack me...?, this only worked cause it wasnt a real lie. It was just bending the truth. I heard some laughter, it was Paul trying to mock me.- which didnt work currently. They were gone as soon as they came, and i remained a little longer on the meadow. I was laying on the cold ground, looking at the spot where she was just सेकंड्स ago. Was this even real? या did my mind play tricks on me, probably i was going insane. Wouldnt have been a suprise to me. I did soak in her scent again, to make sure i wasnt totally crazy. And that afternoon it happened, for the first time it wasnt about Bella हंस and her complicated life. It was about me, myself and I. And something spread in me, happiness combined with प्यार interest. I had to see that girl again, and I would.
End of the first Chapter...
Even when your दिल breaks...
I had to get over it, i kept telling that to myself, but प्यार was such a cruel monster. Bella Swan. She was what i wanted, and yet the only thing that i couldnt get. Since she came into my life, all the other girls became grey and blurry. Everyone around thought i had लॉस्ट my mind, and i couldnt blame them. I couldnt sleep, i only ate cause my body wanted me to and that was it. I didnt talk to my भेड़िया brothers, and whenever i could i remained in my human form. Otherwise they would get too much of my pain, and they already were annoyed with Leah. So the only choice i really had was keeping it inside, trying to survive. Even now that i hadnt seen her for a while i remembered every detail of her face. Her wonderful deep brown eyes, and her full lips. I wanted her, और than anyone could want her. Okay, everyone apart from that damn bloodsucker Edward Cullen.
There it was again, that कड़वा taste of jealousy sending a wave through my body. What the hell was wrong with me? And even और important, why did she have such a hold on me. You need to wake up Jacob Black. Again i was so लॉस्ट in my thoughts that i didnt hear Embry coming, he appeared behind me, sighing.
''Whats the problem, man'', he tried to sound careless, but after all he was my best friend.
I didnt answer, and that was और than he needed. Cause deep inside he knew what it was, just like all the times before. He took a सीट अगला to me, staring into the sea, that brought up heavy waves. The wheater was about to change, that was what my भेड़िया instincts told me. The smell of a heavy rainshower was in the air, i liked it. I would change into my भेड़िया form later on, running for my life. Running to forget whatever was about to hunt me, running from her.
''I dont think thats healthy, your too much into this.''
I looked at him, trying my best to see the brother he was. But i couldnt help it, my temper played tricks on me. And without any other chance i raised my voice, feeling the anger.
''I didnt ask for your opinion. Keept out of it'', my voice sounded strange and wrong. Like from some old black/white movie, done in the sixties. I was suprised that i even remember how talking worked, its been too long.
''We are all worried about you, आप need to get out of that dark hole. She didnt choose you'', again he walked on dangerous ground. The right answer didnt come to my mind, so all i had left was getting up not looking back. I wanted to leave before i कहा something that i couldnt take back, something that hurted him. I could feel his eyes burning a hole onto my backside, but i started to run. Still human, but probably faster than anyone else i knew. In no time i had reached the forest, and got deeper into it. I would stay focused, trying to find something to do.- trying to forget. And just in the moment that i thought it was working i heard a scream, it was pretty far away.- but i was able to hear it. That was a girls voice, and she seemed to be frightened. Without thinking i started to run, while running changing into my भेड़िया form.- making sure i could run faster. And then i reached a meadow, the one where we fought against the newborns.- not too long ago. But it was empty, apart from this girl lying on the ground over her some wild animal. My दिल skipped a beat.
There is nothing आप can do
She was laying on the ground, not doing any fast moves, probably trying to find a way out. Her long brunette hair was on the ground aswell, and i could smell blood. I ran faster, my mind didnt work right anymore. Without a सेकंड thought i jumped on the bearlike thing, getting into an unfair fight. The thing didnt have a chance, and was down in an instant. I tasted some of the फर and meat in my mouth, allowing my instincts to take over. Behind me i heard some very quiet breathing, she was still in shock and probably crying. But could i make that better? Wouldnt she be scared of me too? I was huge, i was a भेड़िया and i appeared out of nowhere. Not the best way to introduce yourself, apart from the fact that i saved her life. I wanted to turn around, face her and seeing her reaction, but then something happpened. Something that i wouldnt have guessed in a million years, she was there standing अगला to me. Her hand reaching out to touch my fur, it was insane. A part of me wanted to growl, but the bigger part waited for her hand to reach me. The सेकंड she did i held very still, feeling her soft hands.
''Thank you'', it was a whisper. I felt her warm breath reaching my body, it smelled sweet. A mixture of her personal scent and strawberries. Yeah get yourself in और trouble with girls. I babbled to myself, of course in my mind only. Maybe i had saved an एंजल here, someone that really deserved to be saved. Someone that came from another world, my कल्पना was playing tricks on me. None than less, my eyes were focused on her face. It was friendly and yet it was so far away, and i wanted to have a better look. I expected her to get her senses back, running away but that never happened. Instead she kneeles down in the grass, अगला to the slaugthered bear.- her hand still on my fur. It was like i couldnt get away, and then it hit me.- i didnt wanted to get away. Jacob Black and the ladies... Her green eyes were shining towards me, she smiled again.
''I am not sure if आप understand me, neither am I sure if it makes sense. I think i know you, since a long time...'', for the first time i heard her, for real. Her voice was stronger now, like she got over things too easily. And there came the moment when i wanted to answer her, when i wanted her to rub my shoulder.- not my fur. She seemed to understand me without knowing i was in there. It was without a doubt the strangest feeling i had felt in my life, and at the same time it was the best. I laid my head on her knees, another strange हटाइए but it seemed right.
Jacob, where are you?, it was Embry now again, but of course in his भेड़िया form.
Leave me alone., i tried to sound mean, but it didnt work. I was currently too relaxed, she made me feel that way.
Sam will send the pack if आप dont come घर soon., i wasnt sure if that was Embry या Quil, but no matter who they were going on my nerves.
Good i will come, and now shut up, i looked up at the girl, wondering what was going through her head. I wanted to talk to her, telling her i would save her from whatever.- but that was not possible. First of all it would have been odd to change to human form and then stand naked in front of her. Plus i wasnt allowed to give away my secret, so no matter what i was damned. The only girl that ever knew, was the one girl that send me to hell. I was sure that Sam would send the others, and that would make things और complicated. I mean it would be hard to believe to have one huge monsterlike भेड़िया in front of your eyes.- but ten? I didnt wanted to mess her brain up, but i couldnt go.
All of the sudden it seemed like something had sprung to her head, as she looked at me. Her head lowered and she kissed my head, not minding the dirty fur. Then she got up, looking at me with this big eyes.- turning around. Her dress was messed up, everything was messed up.- but she was adorable.
''I have to go now, my love.''
I watched her leaving, fighting with myself if i should run after her. The decision was taken from me, when i heard something moving in the forest.- the pack.
What happened here?, of course it was Sam's voice, the leader. He was a good alpha, but right now i wished he would just die.
A भालू tried to attack me...?, this only worked cause it wasnt a real lie. It was just bending the truth. I heard some laughter, it was Paul trying to mock me.- which didnt work currently. They were gone as soon as they came, and i remained a little longer on the meadow. I was laying on the cold ground, looking at the spot where she was just सेकंड्स ago. Was this even real? या did my mind play tricks on me, probably i was going insane. Wouldnt have been a suprise to me. I did soak in her scent again, to make sure i wasnt totally crazy. And that afternoon it happened, for the first time it wasnt about Bella हंस and her complicated life. It was about me, myself and I. And something spread in me, happiness combined with प्यार interest. I had to see that girl again, and I would.
End of the first Chapter...
For those Twilight Saga प्रशंसकों who are located in international film markets, the movie resource website IMDb has provided this सूची of known worldwide release dates for The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn – Part 2.
November 14th – Belgium, France, Italy, the Netherlands, Sweden, and Switzerland (Italian and French speaking regions).
November 15th – Argentina, Australia, Brazil, Croatia, Czech Republic, Denmark, Greece, Hungary, New Zealand, Portugal, Qatar, Russia, Thailand, and the Ukraine.
November 16th – Bulgaria, Canada, Colombia, Finland, Ireland, Lithuania, Mexico, Norway, Spain, Taiwan, Turkey, the United Kingdom, the United States of America, and Vietnam.
November 22nd – Armenia, Germany, Singapore, and Switzerland (German speaking region).
December 20th – Hong Kong.
December 28th – Japan.
November 14th – Belgium, France, Italy, the Netherlands, Sweden, and Switzerland (Italian and French speaking regions).
November 15th – Argentina, Australia, Brazil, Croatia, Czech Republic, Denmark, Greece, Hungary, New Zealand, Portugal, Qatar, Russia, Thailand, and the Ukraine.
November 16th – Bulgaria, Canada, Colombia, Finland, Ireland, Lithuania, Mexico, Norway, Spain, Taiwan, Turkey, the United Kingdom, the United States of America, and Vietnam.
November 22nd – Armenia, Germany, Singapore, and Switzerland (German speaking region).
December 20th – Hong Kong.
December 28th – Japan.
Hit the jump to check out the images. The film stars Kristen Stewart, Robert Pattinson, and Taylor Lautner. The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn – Part 1 is set to open November 18th.
I sang this song in choir my sophomore साल maybe it will help आप keep strong and have faith in Robsten
The Rose,
Some say प्यार it is a river that drowns the tender reed,
Some says प्यार it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed
Some say प्यार it hunger is an endless aching need
It's the one who won't be taken who can not seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying never that learns to live;
When the night has been to lonely and the road seems to long and आप think that is only for the lucky the strong;
Just remember far the winter snow, lies the seed that with the suns प्यार becomes the rose the rose
The Rose,
Some say प्यार it is a river that drowns the tender reed,
Some says प्यार it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed
Some say प्यार it hunger is an endless aching need
It's the one who won't be taken who can not seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying never that learns to live;
When the night has been to lonely and the road seems to long and आप think that is only for the lucky the strong;
Just remember far the winter snow, lies the seed that with the suns प्यार becomes the rose the rose
Kristen Stewart, who shot to fame as Bella हंस in "The Twilight" films and is the शीर्षक character in "Snow White and the Huntsman", jumped to the चोटी, शीर्ष of Forbes.com's annual सूची of highest-paid actresses.
The 22-year-old earned an estimated $34.5 million (£22 million) from May 2011 to May 2012 and pushed Angelina Jolie into fourth place.
Cameron Diaz, who had a surprise hit with “Bad Teacher”, came in सेकंड with $34 million.
“She (Stewart) is an up-and-coming star. She is earning a lot of money from one of the most successful franchises of all time. This is who आप would expect to see right now,” कहा Dorothy Pomerantz, Forbes Los Angeles bureau chief.
“This साल आप are seeing somebody young and at the brink of potentially great stardom sitting on the चोटी, शीर्ष of the list.”
The 22-year-old earned an estimated $34.5 million (£22 million) from May 2011 to May 2012 and pushed Angelina Jolie into fourth place.
Cameron Diaz, who had a surprise hit with “Bad Teacher”, came in सेकंड with $34 million.
“She (Stewart) is an up-and-coming star. She is earning a lot of money from one of the most successful franchises of all time. This is who आप would expect to see right now,” कहा Dorothy Pomerantz, Forbes Los Angeles bureau chief.
“This साल आप are seeing somebody young and at the brink of potentially great stardom sitting on the चोटी, शीर्ष of the list.”
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let me come closer, I'm not your shadow
With our eyes shielded from the oncoming count
It's not hard for us to say what we should not
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let me come closer, I'm not your shadow
With our eyes shielded from the oncoming count
It's not hard for us to say what we should not
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
An innocent child in New Orleans
A simple girl from simple means
Walked the rails
Rode her thumb
She hitched a ride with everyone
The regular, she’d rearrange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Ooo)
Chop and change (Yeah)
Chop and change (Oh, oh, oh)
Chop and change (Yeah) alright
Took a job working late
Jacking cars from out of state
She found no प्यार in this town
So she’d never mess around
Had no luck, but ain’t it strange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Oh, oh)
Chop and change (Come on, come on, come on, come on yeah)
Chop and change (Chop and change)
Chop and change (Oh)
Alright
A simple girl from simple means
Walked the rails
Rode her thumb
She hitched a ride with everyone
The regular, she’d rearrange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Ooo)
Chop and change (Yeah)
Chop and change (Oh, oh, oh)
Chop and change (Yeah) alright
Took a job working late
Jacking cars from out of state
She found no प्यार in this town
So she’d never mess around
Had no luck, but ain’t it strange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Oh, oh)
Chop and change (Come on, come on, come on, come on yeah)
Chop and change (Chop and change)
Chop and change (Oh)
Alright
Other lives, always tempted to trade
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your प्यार I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take आप out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your प्यार I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your प्यार I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your प्यार I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take आप out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your प्यार I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your प्यार I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
Up with your turret
Aren’t we just terrified
Shale, screen your worry
From what आप won’t ever find
Don’t let it fool you
Don’t let it fool you, down
Down’s sitting round
Folds in the gown
Sea and the rock below
Cocked to the undertow
Bones, blood and teeth erode
With every crashing node
Wings wouldn’t help you
Wings wouldn’t help you, down
Death is around
Prayer in your smile
आप barely are blinking
Wagging your face around
When’d this just become
A mortal home
Ahhhh
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Won’t let आप talk me
Won’t let आप talk me, down
Will pull it taut
Nothing now
Aren’t we just terrified
Shale, screen your worry
From what आप won’t ever find
Don’t let it fool you
Don’t let it fool you, down
Down’s sitting round
Folds in the gown
Sea and the rock below
Cocked to the undertow
Bones, blood and teeth erode
With every crashing node
Wings wouldn’t help you
Wings wouldn’t help you, down
Death is around
Prayer in your smile
आप barely are blinking
Wagging your face around
When’d this just become
A mortal home
Ahhhh
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Won’t let आप talk me
Won’t let आप talk me, down
Will pull it taut
Nothing now