the same mistakes that आप did
I will not let myself
Cause my दिल so much misery
I will not break
the way आप did, आप fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of आप
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of आप
I learned to play on the सुरक्षित side so I don't get hurt
Because of आप
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of आप
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before आप point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My दिल can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of आप
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of आप
I learned to play on the सुरक्षित side so I don't get hurt
Because of आप
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of आप
I am afraid
I watched आप die
I heard आप cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
आप should have known
better than to lean on me
आप never thought of anyone else
आप just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of आप
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of आप
I learned to play on the सुरक्षित side so I don't get hurt
Because of आप
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of आप
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of आप
I'm ashamed of my life
because it's empty
Because of आप
I am afraid
Because of आप
Because of you
