One महीना पूर्व the girl I loved left to तारा, स्टार in a big movie. I am लॉस्ट without her and feel like I have nothing left, I am happy for her because she wanted this role so bad; but without my फूल I am not alive. All of my फ्रेंड्स have tried to cheer me up; but I tell them until she comes back nothing will make me happy, and in reply they say आप know she won’t be back for 11 और months. I know this but a साल without her right द्वारा my side will be extremely hard to deal with; but maybe I should go back to before her audition so आप can feel what I went through. I mean after I get her back from her disappearance she has to leave again; so reliving my pain should be a fun ride.