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Various Shades my eyes turn

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Blackheart pissed demon form

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Blackheart pissed demon form

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Kem Senef

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Life And प्यार

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Don't put your life in someone's hands
they're bound to steal it away
no matter how I try, it always remains the same
it cuts like a knife
when आप tell me get a life
for I real I will never find love

is it possible for true love
the power's in your hands
you must live your own life
before it's all thrown away
before it's cut away with a knife
everything stays the same

since everything's the same
perhaps there is no love
the hearts have been slashed with the knife
and mine lies in my hands
so no one can take it away
and so I control my life

Since I control my own life
I refuse to be the same
I won't be swept away...

Fluffuls and her story

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long ago, when i was 3, me and mother went into the store. it's my earliest memory, going into that store. mother कहा "u can pick one toy. u've been really good this past year. u didn't complain and u didn't cry." i should explain. that past साल they didn't have any money 4 any क्रिस्मस gifts or...any gifts at all. father has spent it all away on stupid shit. mother just got some money and we'd gone 2 the store. i didn't expect her 2 say anything. i didn't cry या complain when i didn't get anything. i didn't think we'd gone 2 the store 4 me....i thought we were just getting stuff....but...

I Don't Understand/Just Because...

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I don't understand...
    why I hate
    why I lie
    why I trust
    why I try
    why I cry
But most of all...
    why we fight
    why kill
    why we hate
What I understand most is...
    why I stay द्वारा myself
    why I can no longer feel
    why I'm now numb to what happens
    why I won't दिखाना my pain
    why I can't not write

Just Because I lie...
    doesn't mean I don't cry
    don't think I don't try
    still count me as here
Just because I lie...
    I still try
    I don't even know I do it
    I still wanna be here
Just because I lie...
    I can still trust
    I still have a heart
    I still have dreams
Just because I lie~don't think I do it on purpose, don't think I haven't tried to stop.

SBS ultimate soundtrack

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ok, so these r, quite simply, the songs that sound like my life. i'm putting the name of the band/singer, then a सूची of songs underneath it. और may b added l8er, this is just what i thought of in one sitting. this is also not going 2 have and SussieXBlackheart songs cuz this is a soundtrack 4 the past, not the future.

2Pac (or on a 2Pac cd):
wake me when I am free, when your दिल turns cold, can u c the pride in the panthers? if there be pain, a river that flows forever, the rose that grew through concrete, in the event of my demise, sometimes i cry, lady liberty needs glasses, family tree,...

Sekhmet (War Goddess)

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Kem's story

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i guess u could say tht i once was a good boy. mostly because i was beat into being good. i used 2 give a fuck, now i give a fuck less. i was दिया the death penalty because they finally caught me...i should explain.

u c, my parents...me and Meshrew's....well, meshrew was the prince and got everything. he was pampered and they told him he was gonna b great and....what didn't help....he was. at everything. being number 2 sucks once in a while, being in constant सेकंड place...will put u in a state of rage which most will never know because they're good at sometime. since i was useless compaired...

Dear Agony

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I know आप won't let go of me
You're my greatest faceless enemy
Though all आप do is hurt me
I guess misery loves company...
And आप won't let me leave आप lonely....
Though sometimes आप speak so soothingly....
I almost don't want आप to leave me....
I'll suffer very slowly....
Because आप know just what to say to me.....
To keep me here, knowingly.
Because this is just the way it must be.

I have no choice
Because your voice...
It keeps me here...
So I can not fear.
The most difficult thing...
Is the ring ring in my ear...
Telling me to let go
That I don't belong here...
But I feel instantly drawn
To the bloody...

Short Poems

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~Life After Death?~
is it possible to live after death?
I guess so...
memories never truly die
but will anyone remember...
such an insignificant speck?

~Anyone Care?~
Does anyone care?
Truthfully...
probably not
even if they say they do...
people don't always...
mean what they say

~Love Struck~
Love
Adoring, smiling, electric
my heart
quickly
fell
to the floor

~Black~
Makes me think of night
with no stars, no moon in sight
in the emptiness of space

~Hate~
Boiling, Jumping, Pounding
restless in the heart
of me