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Riku114 कहा …
Bird wound stress :v पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
And done. 3 hours off to being a good mama bird XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Also, even though we lied and कहा the $100 we spent to get her helped was $30, my dad stil lsays it was a waste of money even though she would have likely died in the near future if we didnt एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Pretty much such lack of care for जानवर is kinda what got my parakeet killed so *shrug* Not surprising एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
All's well that ends well for now !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Btw, meditation, stretches, and breathing gym / exercises (the ones we did when I was training with an open class DCI group) are good for loosening up body tension पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^ #LefterisVerified !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
हे आप people that cheat on आइकन Contests and/or have multiple accounts, can yall like just use your other accounts to प्रशंसक this club so I can reach a number which theyll let me add a background XD Thatd be cool fam

Jk jk. Id be और annoyed that the प्रशंसक count would be a poor representation of the people who are / were interested in this club पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I also dont even know when that number level is XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Honestly, the ability to make Multiple Accounts could be of good use. Putting cheating, trolling / spamming and deceiving others aside, certain aspects of this Website can benefit from such support !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Im messing up my schedule and cant write cos Im in too pissy of a mood

I already missed an animal volunteer दिन since I was busy yesterday

And Im already behind on exercising :v पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Fuuuck एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I need to get out of this pointlessly disgusted disappointed mood एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Some chance of pace would do आप good. Hope आप managed to relax !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
If आप are going to be a parent, please go through extensive planning before hand so आप can be responsible with it. Even if its an accident child, please plan while pregnant.

And please

Never

Use

Pregnancy

As

A

Trap

If someone wants to go, dont force them in with a child. आप are screwing over both your partner's life, and the kid that is being used.

If आप are a parent, take responsibility पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
"THERE IS A SATISFACTORY AMOUNT OF SEROTONIN IN MY BRAIN RIGHT NOW CAN आप BELIEVE" ~Gyldenyovth पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
See Riku made a mistake asking me to watch प्यार Stage with her cuz now we get weird statements like "So Rape is ok so long as आप put them through hell?" पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Personally, part of the reason the reason I am working mostly on my trauma and PTSD and recovering from it over all the other stuff I have is because Im like 90% sure pretty much every other issue of mine has strong roots in कहा trauma.

If I try to knock those out, theyll just come back sooner या later if the thing they are rooted in isnt fixed first. Do such a thing is like trying to remove weeds द्वारा clipping them in half. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Akashi - KNB
Byakuya - Bleach
तोप - Umineko no Koro Ni
Daiki Aomine - KNB
Eggsy - Kingsman
Ferid Bathory - Owari no Seraph
Guren Ichinose - Owari no Seraph
Hibari Kyoya - KHR
Izumi Sena - प्यार Stage
James - Pokemon
Kano Shuuya - Kagerou Days
Lussuria - KHR
Misogi Kumagawa - Medaka Box / Muramasa - Bleach
Nagito Komaeda - Danganronpa
Ogami - Danganronpa
Peko Pekoyama - Danganronpa
Quill Peter - Marvel
Raikou - Nabari No Ou पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Saix - Kingdom Hearts Tsurara - Nurarihyon Ukyo - Amnesia Viral - Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagaan Wallace - Pokemon Xanxus - KHR Yuri - DDLC Zack Foster - एंन्जल्स of Death एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I'm going through my यूट्यूब "Watch Later" which is pretty much a सूची of वीडियो I saved cos I likeed them and felt Id like to see them again in the future, so if I post a lot of वीडियो on this club, thats why पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
BlindBandit92 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Ya I do that a bit too much with other sites tbh. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
cool
GDragon612 कहा …
eyo guys I am back nowe tehehehe
so whats up in da house =D पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
हे sup XD Nothing much एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Welcome back, Kitkat. Nothing much for me either. Just trying to enjoy some of Summer's freedom. How about you? एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
GDragon612 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
omo thank ya riku and leftie I am doing F***ing great hehe,kat is relaxed now and getting brown skin like a चॉकलेट *eats myself* =p एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Okay so rant time. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Part of the reason DCI is amazing - at least with the world class corps - are that they BLAST your face off while sounding great. Its one of the things that come with the name of Drum Corps and its loved. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
LAST year, a huge trend was a shit ton of amplification with microphones everywhere and shit and personally, it was quite annoying since it didnt sound nearly the same या as good. Yeah, amplification for the soloist and shit is good and normal, but they went around pretty much amplifying the entire band and it was bleh. It actually became a स्रोत of वाद-विवाद among people who like DCI एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Havent looked at any of the non-west coast shows yet tho. Saving that for Finals एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
There is no pair of games और addicting than Sonic Forces and Huniepop पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I am stubborn as hell, both for and against my own good XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
It's super annoyi-I mean charming XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
jk एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
mooooostly XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
d e p e r s o n a एल i z a t i o n

i s

w e i r d

a s

f u c k पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Actually I only had it for like.... two मिनटों but being slowly pushed out of your body and not being able to connect your face with your identity in the mirror for like.... that small period is weird as fuccccck एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I leave आप alone for three hours...Riku Riku Riku. Imma have to keep a closer eye on आप XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Shut up :vvv एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
UPDATE. I still kinda fear and anxiety around women that look feminine and social. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
I have a really nice बिस्तर पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
आप are in Florida एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
So is my bed. Thus...I have a really nice बिस्तर that I get to lay on एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Why? What आप think I meant? एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I want to lay down on a reaaalllly nice बिस्तर पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^ #Relatable !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Riku now officially thinks I know nothing about how rape works पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Naaah XD I was just playing with your game एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Rape isn't a game, Riku. Seriously दिखाना some restraint.... एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
They certainly wont XDDDD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
:v एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Seriously though. Its been a while since I spent 50% of the time Im awake being mildly depressed या down / low mood for no reason and if आप remove the time Im distracted, its probably a good 80% of the time.

Sometimes it goes from mildly to kinda badly at night if Im not on my A game at countering it but... eh.

Also my scale of "mild to severe" depression might be skewed cos Im referencing it off past experiences and mannnn was a bad before.

It just really sucks नितंब, गधा पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I'll be fine because its something I've had for a long while and compared to other things Ive lived through, this is literally like going back to the first dungeon in a RPG game after आप completed the game एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Its not really concerning, but it just sucks ass. I should try to find some time to talk to some other people from my school and maybe hang out but thats a huuuuge step for me. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Yeee. I dunno if it is REALLY a good thing, but at the very least in the like... week या so that Ive been on summer break, Ive probably a massed और hours of genuine good mood / happiness than I did all of last years summer :v yeesh last साल summer was bad :v But Ill take that as a positive note XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Oh my goooood. That was such a friggin long दिन at work.... पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
THIS आइकन HELPS MY MOOD SOME HOW पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Seriously प्यार Stage has been great for keeping my mood up at night. Might watch it myself again after I finish it and might just keep rewatching it at night until summer is over. Either that या swithc over to Romeo X juliet एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
प्यार Stage is both WAY और gay than I remember and wayyyy cuter than I remember पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly my dad going back to actually laying a hand on my mom is really all it takes. Im like... pretty sure I might just call social services on my dad so I can perhaps go to UC Davis feeling like Im not leaving my mom alone to be beat पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Because apparently hes perfectly fine hitting my mom when my back is turned and not watching him with the constant unspoken threat that Ill kick his नितंब, गधा when he tries to एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
And I have been disowned द्वारा him for saying he deserves the deepest layer of hell, which honestly to that I say "Good riddance" एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^ एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Had to beat my dad for hitting my mom. Would have put him in a chokehold until he fainted if my mom let me. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Lefteris knows how much I want cannibalism in Danganronpa so if I don't get any from V3, I'm blaming him पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Gotta let it go, my Man XD !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
JetBlack_ कहा …
Let’s watch Riku sleeping

https://imgur.com/a/DY4lSo8 पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
That kinda Creepy though... एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
JetBlack_ टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Be quiet xD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I प्यार watching Riku sleep एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
I'm so fucking angry....

The one time Riku actually wants to stay up and hang out and I fell asleep in my chair.

ugh....I'm just so pissed off right now.

and she's asleep so all I can do is vent in बिना सोचे समझे places. UGH पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
fuck my life एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
fuck my job for making me tired एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
JetBlack_ टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Drink soda या coffee xD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I'm honestly not used to the feeling of people liking me and wanting me just for being myself and doing nothing. Its not something my mind can लपेटें itself around properly. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Gotta get used to it because we wouldn't have it any differently XD !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Seriously tho, pretending your intrusive thoughts are some really annoying blabby outspoken person make it a lot easier XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Suggestions: 12-year old X-Box kid, annoying backseat driver, super uptight religious lady, Know it all Greg, Casper the Wanna-Be Horror Ghost एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Personally, I dont really like seeing little kids too often since it usually puts into perspective the shit I was going through.

I प्यार kids and all, but I always have that "Oh shit." moment when I realize how young I really was. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Hot diggity, I had to get new headphones cos my old ones were pretty shitty and I had to like... mess with it to hear संगीत right

And shit the ones I got my boyfriend a while back for a gift were AMAZING.

I got him better headphones than I currently had :v I mean I only buy heaphones once a साल and usually go for whats cheap / on sale rather than anything else

But dang. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I'm honestly quite concerned my mom wont maintain the attention and training Ive done with Lucy and Avery over the साल Ill be gone at UC Davis without an ability to have a pet :/ पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
JetBlack_ टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Don't आप know anyone who can temporarily adopt your birds who is expert with training? एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Nah I wouldnt trust that honestly. And no not particularly cos Im the bird person in the like... entire school XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Best person I know is my older sister who is in Utah but getting them there is.... eh. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Man I know I have to write her bio but T-T

Poor Koko....I feel bad for her having such a fucked up premise पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
:v I dont thinks shes half as bad as like 30% if not और of mine XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I kinda wanna play the School Days Visual Novel XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Same. I might not be a big प्रशंसक of the Series in general but it is certainly intriguing !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Fanfic: Anal bead पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
*Colorful anal bead एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
*Colorful singular anal bead एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Welp. Riku accidentally added $50 onto her Steam when she meant to wait for my response.

So I guess I don't have to be indecisive on the big commitment Danganronpa games with Riku is XD

Cuz I am now $48.58 cheaper. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
आप are welcome for me accidentally clicking "Purchase" while I was setting it up as a possibility. Now we both have Danganronpa V3 and didnt have any indecisiveness XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Welp. I literally accidentally added $50 onto my Steam when I meant to just consider, check my account, then buy it

So I guess I dont have to be indecisive about buying Danganronpa V3

Cos if I have $54 on my Steam, I might as well. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Hopefully my PC can handle it एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
If not itll be put off till I proabbly get a new computer part way through या before college XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
ACCIDENTS CAN BE SO WONDERFUL AT TIMES !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Apparently spending 3 hours cleaning bird shit makes आप smell really bad पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
या it makes the birds smell nice एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Me: Im having stomach issues

Psychiatrist: Its probably the medicine - eat yogurt daily

Me: Kay *does it for a week and then stops*

*four months later*

Me: Yeah I kinda got used to stomach issues. They dont really stop so *shrug*

Mom: Its probably the medicine

Me: Yeah I was told to eat yogurt

Boyfriend: Then eat yogurt

Me: Ugh but thats so much work. Fineeeee

*literally hasnt had stomach issues since I started eating yogurt again* पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Yes, I am the type that would be too lazy to ask for and eat yogurt daily even if it means Ill be having daily stomach and digestional issues everyday एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Im honestly the type that takes a huge push to ask for what I need tho. Like I should probably ask for some kind of orthopedics cos my feet are getting flat af and it has been hurting और and और XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Yogurt can be really nice XD It has certainly done wonders for me !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
It helps द्वारा lining the stomach XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Part of the reason and manner I managed to repair my mental health and stay mostly in a good mood is cause I got really good at deciphering which thoughts were necessary and which werent and avoided letting the unnecessary negative ones linger

But honestly when they last a whole day, morning to night, it gets kinda hard to keep the energy to constantly decipher which it is and sort it and mentally focus on not letting it get to you.

Yesterday was rough पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I could use some genuine affection though.

I will let that statement stay on the दीवार since its true. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Never hesitate to seek it out. There are those who are genuinely willing to give it to आप !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I honeslty do not handle the social isolation (or rather demand for me to actually go and put effort into talking to people), lack of a set schedule and goal, weather, and amount of time at घर I get in summer

It just really makes summer really bad for my mental health and shit. Especially with college being added among all that for my brain to try to make me anxious या depressive over.

It was starting yesterday and it put SO much effort to it today पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Man I just प्यार the game Sonic Forces so much. It gives me such a feeling of bliss. I even loved it so much, I wanted to invite Riku to watch.

She कहा no. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Look at her. I'm deeply saddened and she smiles. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
A cruel mistress she is एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Also I dunno if I sound like it, but I dont hate YandereDev या anything. Its just a bit of a shattered image I had before. I still do appreciate his work towards things and his ability to chase his dream and all, plus I understand where he is coming from. I just disagree with his personality and his actions.

Personally, Im still going to follow its development, but yeah. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Ugh. Its literally been two days into being out of school - a literal weekend worth

And my brain is already excited to start Summer Mental Hell-th पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Dissociation feels like that really disorientating feel when आप were REALLY deeply asleep या engrossed into your dream and wake up completely confused as to where आप are, who everyone is, and whats going on for a good few seconds

Cept it isnt a few सेकंड्स and आप werent asleep पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
And Im saying this not cos of dissociation but cos I was napping in the car and kept going back to sleep when I woke up and I was and still am extremely disorientated to the point my balance is kinda off, my words are slurred and sentences make noooo sense. XD Super extremely disorientated and the length of this post-sleep disorientation is almost getting concerning एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
"Why didnt आप just leave? Why didnt आप tell someone?"

I was kinda watching a Doki Doki Natsuki प्रशंसक game episode randomly and those सवालों came up and honestly, when it comes to child abuse - या abuse overall, there is a lot that goes into it. Especially if it has been long term. At that point, आप dont say anything and dont leave because its the normal and everyone आप live around seems to feed into that 'normal'. Sometimes they let आप know doing so would make things worse. etc. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Personally, even now I bite my tongue on it because personally, telling anyone who can actually do anything about it and maybe getting a bit of help to fix my family situation, is really not worth the side effects and probable disowning of everyone in my family except my oldest sister. Id rather keep those bridge open than loose financial support from my parents while Im at college for years and possibly loose my middle sister as family एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
There is A LOT that goes into it, and personally, my experience with people who do hear about the situation, they really have a hard time grasping how hard / bad of an idea actually telling people who can fix it या leaving is, can be, या can seem to the person being abused एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
"If someone were REALLY that bad, at that point आप would just leave?!" Honestly... no, not if that was the every day. There are a lot of people that are that bad या worse than how Natsuki's dad was portrayed and they are never actually told about. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Im trumpet sexual पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
JetBlack_ टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
link एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly, I dont even know what my brain was या where I was in the past years.

Like... Seriously, especially in 9th grade, I was literally like... crazy. I really should have had a therapist then. But to be fair, 9th and 11th grade werent that far apart in how badly I should have had a therapist. XD Just I had one in 11th grade. Who knows how bad 11th grade could have been without one पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
My face is so badly burnt पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Gotta be careful in such a Climate. Do not stand in the Sun for long. Especially if there's isn't any sort of protection to be applied !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
JetBlack_ टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Aw feel better 💐 एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
BlindBandit92 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^ एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
XD The graduation cooked our faces एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
God what the fuck is wrong with me....I don't want to worry anyone, but I had a completely 100% legit urge to mail my income tax money अगला साल to Riku so she can buy a computer....

My grasp on how important it is to not waste money combined with my desire to give things to people is really scary sometimes. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^ एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I am officially graduated and officially on summer vacation!

BUT EVEN BETTER

STEAM SUMMER SALE WOO

PEOPLE GET AMNESIA WHILE ITS $3

शामिल होइए MY CULT पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
ONCE AGAIN, CONGRATULATIONS, RIKU !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly though, I dont really like eating with my whole family या doing family events without my boyfriend simply because I just feel out of place, awkward, and like a sore thumb. It usually just feels like Im intruding या just dont simply mesh with the people there and the conversations they talk about so I honestly kinda avoid eating with them.

Thus why I kinda DONT want a graduation dinner. Its just... eh. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
If I could have one with just one of my sisters, then one with the other, cool. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
But just everyone together its just... eh. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Tomorrow I graduate for real. Wooooo.

Finally done with high school XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Honestly tho kinda feels weird to be joining the फैन्पॉप College Kids Club cos Ive always been the like... little maknae of the people XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
JetBlack_ टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
link एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Also, I welcome आप to the Club XD !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
So i have my sims on Free Will and try not to intervene much out of guiding them to fufill wishes and I ended up on a तारीख, दिनांक with one of my RP characters since he asked me out

>character is known for being mentally unstable and psychotic / psychopathic
>arrives to a completely empty lot
>empty lot is द्वारा पार करना, क्रॉस roads
>tries to watch a movie but instead goes to tour the theatre
>dumpster dives with date
>gets nauseous and vomits
>chases deer
>apparently the तारीख, दिनांक ended at some point पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Meanwhile Wanta's तारीख, दिनांक with an RP character consisted of her complaining, them lookign at a painting, then splitting up एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Riku: "Dammit Wanta! I was expecting आप to say something serious!"

Wanta: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WCFbdOOmOY पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Once you've gotten to the point of hating yourself and wanting to die and trying stuff recommended for BFRB, तोता feather pulling, self mutilation, and drug addiction to stop plucking, आप gain a large resistance to the disheartening feels of a relapse since its hard to hold yourself accountable या to have your hopes dropped when आप kinda never had them high in the first place पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
It really wont go away until things are fully handled, and thats in the best situation. I am just kind of still trying a bit out of formality and stubbornness एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
But really, try to not do something most people dont do for like.... 9-10 years straight with little success despite massive effort, research, attempts, trials, methods, etc. At a certain point, it just becomes the usual annoying friend आप got paired up with एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Literally looked into a long scientific lab रिपोर्ट on तोता feather plucking and trichotillomania in hopes itd bring up some interesting information. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly my parents are so disgustingly judgmental and in denial over it.

Like pretty much assuming my sister is aspirationless, goalless, and doesnt want to do anything / CANT do anything because she cant / wont answer their सवालों right away.

I tried explaining my older sister's reasoning, backing, and shit cos they were trash talking her in front of me and my oldest sister is the one Ill defend to the death

And just right over their head and ignored पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Talking to them about anything that doesnt fit their initial view of hwo things are is like arguing with a three साल old plugging their ears going "LALALALALALA I CANT HEAR YOU" cos they dont listen at all एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Rikus प्रिय character from G-Senjou no Maou would likely be Tokita Yuki या just Maou. Blind's would prolly be Shiratori Mizuha. Lefteris I would say....eh....Haru या Ei-chan.

Clearly for me Haru is the best. My प्रिय द्वारा a wide margin.

God I loved that game. I might play another 50 hours of it just cuz I प्यार the characters so much...or I might hold out for Riku to get the game and I might watch her read it XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Additional thought: Miwa Tsubaki's excessively positive attitude might also make her a प्रिय of Lefteris' एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^ It seems that my affection for the Cheerful Types has been made apparent huh? XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Putting that aside, they look pretty interesting. I'm especially intrigued द्वारा Haru from I have seen so far. I can say the same though for the Girls आप mentioned for the others XD I'll have to play the Game and see !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Also, आप dont realize how much tension plucking removes until आप start doing it या a substitute for it (shaving) and feel the odd, subtle, but strong euphoria and whole body relaxation

Its honestly like a drug. Kind of why I have yet to be able to ever stop completely over the past nine या so years.

Quite literally I've looked up ways to stop Trich and other BFRBs, self harm and cutting, and drug addiction and little of it has actually helped पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Oh and no worries XD Im not annoyed या frustrated या anything like that. I just was making a joke below and felt like rambling a bit less jokingly about it. Personally my approach to it is to keep a subtle attempt but until I get my main stressors fixed, I doubt Ill actually be able to lessen the plucking to the degree I want. Its too deeply entangled in PTSD, GAD, OCD, dissociation, and all to be able ot be removed first. If anything, its probably the last thing Ill be able to handle. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Just because any one of the others can easily bring it back in five सेकंड्स या less एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
No but the post below XD

I was going to take a shit before बिस्तर and I was like "Geesh my legs are hairy. आप know I could let off some tension द्वारा shaking small really hairy patches on my leg instead of pluckign which is 99.99% healthier"

Then look shaved a little too much

So then I just कहा fuck it and shaved a chunk to make it even

Then कहा fuck it and shaved the whole left गाय का बच्चा, बछड़ा to make it look right

Then realized I had to do the same to my right गाय का बच्चा, बछड़ा पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Quite honestly tho, this is the only reason my legs get shaved 75% of the time. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Help. I accidentally shaved my left leg पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
I think Riku fits into a new category I'm dubbing "Utsudere" पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
whats that XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Utsu means strike या hit XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
O-oh... god...

I was bored and now Im finding major shit on YandereDev's character and personality..

...

I mean I still like his goals and his personality he can दिखाना on the channel but...

uh.... why do all the youtubers I have turn out to have majorly assholish genuine characters..?

I wonder how Markiplier is doing. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Thats sad. I used to like him but hes a bit.... of a... er... एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Ugh. XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Still gonna follow the progress but Imma just kinda ignore his whining एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Shh. Riku doesnt know I gave up on forcing myself to eat during my lunch breaks. If she finds out, she’ll hassle me पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
*Tells Riku* !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
:v एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I am REALLY good with anxious जानवर apparently.

Theres this dog I was helping watch for a few hours for reason I cant elaborate for and apparently hes super scared of and barks / tries to bite 98% of strangers excluding my older sister and apparently me.

In fact, he kissed my face within like... 15 सेकंड्स of knowing me cos I gave him like.... 5 सेकंड्स to sniff my hand, 5 सेकंड्स of head scratch, then like went right up to his face XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Im really good with most जानवर tbh. Cos I have never encountered a situation where someones like "Oh he usually doesnt like strangers" and NOT had the animal प्यार me या at least like me immediately एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
जानवर have their way of sensing Kindness and Love. It is only natural !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I referred to it as “they could sense she was genuine” एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Was randomly humming when I realized I just somehow seamlessly transitioned from Bleach to Taylor तत्पर, तेज, स्विफ्ट and then into Pokemon bike संगीत पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I am taking applications for people to be my dad for Fathers Day. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
jk jk dark humor XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Honestly Fathers दिन is pretty meaningless to me. Never really meant anythign since my dad is much और likely to throw a tantrum, get upset, and start doing annoying shit if we were to mention it than anything else. Since he has this thing about celebrating holidays that pisses him off. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^ Uhhh... Sure... *Brings the whip* When do आप want to get started, Wantaboy? एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
आप see, I know Im an extrovert - a highly selective one at that - because my definition of "me time" isnt पढ़ना a book, watching TV, या doing something on my own

It usually refers to time being द्वारा the computer या doing casual calm stuff like walks या watching TV with people I find relaxing, simple, and can be comfortable around and just lounge doing nothing

RARELY do I ever think of actually spending "me time" alone पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
If only there was a way आप could combine watching TV AND being द्वारा the computer.... एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
गूगल : How to get social things done at the same time as sleeping? पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Oh shit thats high level dissociation एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I dont think I could let myself do that :v एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Me: Im so tired

Me: I should probably sleep

"Then आप should. आप sound tired"

Me: Nah. I havent been awake long enough. ... I mean had free time enough

"Is there anything आप are craving to do rn then?"

Me: Sleep.

Me: ... but I wont पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
#Relatable !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
*curls up in a ball of tired*

tomorrow is possibly / probably और tiring and annoying पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
#Same !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Also, after the band banquet, I am glad to leave behind a legacy in the band and school. I raised so many children and so many of them are major band leaders, people taking part in activities, and major people in the school.

It makes me glad. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Honestly, no one wants me to leave :v एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I know the feeling. आप going to Davis sucks नितंब, गधा cuz आप won't be online NEARLY as much. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
It is only understandable after this long. A person like आप would certainly be missed !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly I just kind of want to talk about something. A lot of my band knows me as the Rookie Collector / Dad / Satan and all that stuff, and its very fitting and everything. I put A LOT of work into gaining those titles

But really, there was one person - Jacob Gordon - who literally probably put my character on the path to the nice place it is now और than most others. He was the person that took ME in as a rookie and honestly was the person that made me want to stay in band पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I used to be really angsty, really depressed, and really didn't want to involve myself with people and for the most part, felt like a bit worthless and excluded in the band and all. I pretty much kinda expected that to continue and really just kinda went passively through my trumpet playing and my socializing and he kinda just busted himself in my life because he noticed me and my friend at the time playing Pokemon, that to the point that, despite my poor playing ability, he कहा hed want me and my friend to be his left and right hand when he becomes section leader. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Honestly, it took a while for it to fully set in, but it really changed my whole view of band and probably people as a whole. I actually felt welcome and like there was someone there who I could kinda look to for how to act in the band and everything. I was really excited to be his right hand even tho I didnt feel it was anywhere in view, but he ended up suddenly saying he wouldnt be attending the school अगला year. Never told me why. Just कहा he was switching to the neighbor school एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Well said. He certainly sounds like a great person !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Riku is a very oddly fellow. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
JetBlack_ टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Riku is a very oddly tired fellow. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^ एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^^ !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Like if आप too have an irrational fear of spiders पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
YEP !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
SilentForce टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I don't एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
My fear is entirely rational एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
दिन 834: Riku still doesnt understand the concept of being just straight या just gay. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
34? एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Rule 34? एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I see your game एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
I just beat Riku at math पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Come and get me UC Davis एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
What is your life indeed. I know it can hurt to always be सेकंड best, but आप have to understand that some of us just have a natural talent for the precise sciences. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
If आप work hard at it, आप could even be 3/8 the math wiz I am. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I've been asked this before, but my memory loss / memory failures pretty much stretch back... two या three tops. Its after that point that my memory gets really foggy if really existent at all.

I have a really strong procedural and declarative memory which makes it so I can excel in school, but episodic / autobiographical memory is literal shit.

The furthest back I can clearly remember can be as short as like... a few days to a week. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
The furthest back I can decently remember is probably a couple weeks. And the furthest back I can honestly expect myself to reliably remember is a couple months या so if आप arent asking for specifics एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Like IRL फ्रेंड्स like teasing me over back tracking बिना सोचे समझे yet notable details of the days and seeing me buffer XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Most of my memories kinda become a blur really quickly tho. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
"You gotta have that amnesiac goldfish memory looked at" ~Wanta @ Riku 2018

:v :v :v पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Seriously, आप dont realize how bad my memory is until आप talk to me a lot for like... a साल straight एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Cos then आप get me being like "nope. No memory of that" to something huge XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
It is certainly quite the agreeable Quote XD !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I dunno, some how at some point, I came to really like Yuri's psychoness at least as an aesthetic and ended up solidifying her as a favorite?

I think this is the power of me actually giving titles to characters.

Once I give them a special title, its like adding a multiplier to how much I प्यार them for no other reason than the fact I decided to make it official and rank them special XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Its quite interesting though. Psychoness tend to make me like them और संपूर्ण, कुल मिलाकर या as a relatable character, but oddly it adds to her waifuness. Which I know isnt odd overall, but for me I tend to not find much in insane girls as waifus. For the most part I like the firm and self confident या the really cute and soft ones एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
This is why I don't write side stories. Like...friggin living up to the bar Riku set is so stressful... पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
If I could get personal अंतरिक्ष that would be niceee.. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
या silence / noise quiet enough I can block it out wtih संगीत एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I am definitely going to buy आप some noise cancelling earmuffs या something. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
*makes an image संपादन करे of a character Riku used to be obsessed with*

Riku: "who dat?"

Me: *walks to corner of depression* पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
हे I WAS PRETTY SURE BUT MAKING SURE एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
PLUS IM TIRED AS SHIT WITH A HEADACHE SO STFU XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
आप all saw एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
If Yuri is Libitina, shell probably be और of a प्रिय of mine XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I can see why XD !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I have a bad headache and am sore... पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
JetBlack_ टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
link एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
A Q U A

G O T

N O R T E D पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
JetBlack_ कहा …
I’m just going to hide here 😅because my last post on बिना सोचे समझे supposed to be funny but now I’m just scared xD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
link एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
So me and Wanta started playing Sims, him watching me and we are working on making the RP characters on there.

So far the two interactions between the three we made (two being as pets XD) is very accurate to how theyd probably be in the RP पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Sims could provide a good ground for the RP indeed XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
I could make a reality दिखाना off the drama I had to deal with today पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Its so interesting change of events that Aqua is now dark and shit dude. She got Norted पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Seriously.... That was a hugeee bomb drop and the creators are like "lol आप guys reacted just as much to this as फ्रोज़न for real???" एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Cos Aqua is so.... so much of the face of #TeamLight एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
No one really thought shed go dark एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
"Imbeciles... आप would knowingly shackle your दिल to a chain of memories born of lies? आप would be one who has a heart, yet cast aside your heart's freedom?! आप turn from the truth because your दिल is weak.... आप will never defeat me!"

Literally have been listening to those 34 सेकंड्स on repeat as my "music" for the past three days. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly, there was a point when Organization XIII from Kingdom Hearts felt like a really large extended metaphor for the extreme emptiness and apathy I had so there was actually a point when I mentally had the entire concept of Organization XIII on my relatable सूची XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
That being said, I was told द्वारा they who shall not be named that आप couldnt identify with an entire game XD Which I wasnt cos I never really got to that point, but it was really close to me back then and did help make sense of my mind at the time एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I have a much higher preference and care for characters seen in KH 358/2 days tbh. Mostly because it was my first game that made me fall in प्यार with Kingdom Hearts. So where as the Organization XIII might be something that popped in after KH2 and a bit in it, but to me SORA popped into the story after एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Organization XIII are the OGs for me and the characters I personally care the most about. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Dude so hyped for the अगला आइकन round. Just made probably the most complex आइकन that took the most time for me to make in a long while if over all. 11 layers on pixlr to make it and I personally think I captured what I meant to display pretty well. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Also Wanta will always be better at text than me एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Isn't today just lovely tho? एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Also, you're welcome XD !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly though. My older-middle sister seems to have gone from spoiled to "princess" "Im entitled to ____".

Like Im not kidding, she claimed to have a right to have a reserved restaurant graduation celebration in Beverly Hills with all her फ्रेंड्स being paid for my my parents with none of the money coming from her own pocket या her फ्रेंड्स pocket

Plus she was SUPER upset me and my oldest sister were pointing out how expensive that is पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Then proceeded to trash talk me and twist my words and lie to make me evil in the eyes of my mom who wasnt here and when I couldnt argue cause she can cry faster and louder एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Shes all like "Dad says its fine" but like... my dad will say anything is fine when it comes to money since he refuses to let us know anything on our financial situation and would never admit hes failing या is limited at the only thing hes worth for in this family एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Honestly I just needed to get that out of my system when I wasn't in a bad mental state एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
एंन्जल्स of Death the ऐनीमे starts July 6, 2018 apparently so #Hype for that too पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
But Riku doesnt watch ऐनीमे anymore एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I also should really cut back in how much I jokingly say "Imma stab someone" पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
#Yangire !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Well apparently I tested on my Math Placement test with 7 points higher than the minimum for the hardest class I could take and 3 higher than the minimum Trig sub score XD

I mean Imma go for the सेकंड hardest since Math 21M says "Should only be considered if आप got a 5 on the AP Calculus BC exam" and I got a 3 on that one XD So Imma be सुरक्षित and not kill myself the first साल पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
That's certainly good to know XD !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Messenger on फैन्पॉप is the only website that lags for me. #MySacrifice पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I meant फेसबुक एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
But now that I think of it, Fanpop's messenger thing is also super shitty and always lags my stuff out when I'm on it एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
So it still works एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
But mostly its Facebooks messenger that fucks up my computer. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना