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JetBlack__ कहा …
Psh.. riku is all high and mighty now xD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I AM BACK एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I havent been able to touch the internet much for a few days and probably wont for the अगला two XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
So in Pre-Retreat we...

1) Dont know who owns a baggage cos no one claims it so we might have लॉस्ट some one

2) Played Spike the Section LEader with a Bag

3) Claimed a section dog

4) Claimed a section Ikea Shopping गाड़ी found on the street

5) Tired XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Gosh Im tired as heck XD Lots of fun. I प्यार my new section to be honest and for the first time in years, I was the one adopted rather than the other way around. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Great you're having fun while at it. Keep it strong, Rikubun !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
GDragon612 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
try to sleep well Riku~bun<3 एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
:v tfw आप have to wake up at 4 am, its 11 pm, आप have a long long दिन tomorroq and youve been trying to sleep for the past घंटा and cant :v पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I'm blank. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Literally just staring at the screen for मिनटों at end एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Never consciously dissociated this hard without breaking into a different mode / persona of sorts एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Me: I wonder what a बिना सोचे समझे post from a साल पूर्व says

Me, a साल ago: "anxiety"

Me: ...

Me, a साल ago: "anxiety anxiety anxiety"

Me: *gently pats my year-ago self's back* पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Man Im pooped. Exhausted, tired, and pooped.

Not like actual poop but like...

Energy poop पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Man I get overwhelmed when multiple people are talking to me and asking me for information I dont know on the spot and dont have time to look up cos they are rushing for an answer.

On the other side, Ramune is an okay substitute for Dr. Pepper when it comes to chilling down from that. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
cool
GDragon612 कहा …
yooooo Riku and CO !!! Have an fantastic weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Peace and out kat meow xD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
XD My weekend will be chaotic to be completely honest with you. Heading off to college this weekend एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^ Hang in there, Rikubun. You'll pull through that Chaos just fine !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
GDragon612 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
welcome in the chaos hehe =D आप are not alone riku =p एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
There are the times when आप have to put energy to hold yourself up when your mental health is trying to make आप curl up and shut down.

But just surviving isnt good enough. As difficult as it is, आप have to push yourself a little extra. Do something to make sure आप keep it up and remind yourself that आप are better than the whispers in your head are trying to convince आप that आप are. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
When an old nostalgic Green दिन song is one of your options for Audition संगीत for your upcoming marching band

https://tinyurl.com/y9vjxx79 पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
The Nostalgia vibes are pretty strong indeed. Green दिन is always the way. Awesome !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I will प्यार anyone who will massage my thighs rn XD

Jkjk that job and prize is already taken

But geesh my thighs are sore XD और so closer to my knees but specifics dont matter पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Ughh... Finding the perfect finger कॉलर for your significant other to claim them as your partner is hard. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Huh... I might have to figure out how to be emotionally vulnerable... या just normal but like... emotionally vulnerable for my standards again.

Since I wont have my boyfriend around for three months and hes been the only place I can be entirely genuine with my emotions. Cause if I dont I think Ill kinda go back a good few steps and snap again and thats not good. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
When things get down to it, theres usually something to tend to neglect that can easily disrupt and cause problems both in your personal and interpersonal life. If आप can figure out what आप lack a balance of, आप can likely make और harmony in your life द्वारा balancing it out. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Happy 9/11 da-

Oh shit no. Thats not what आप say पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Also I stopped playing Dragon Age. Something abotu it just cant keep me drawn in. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I should watch some ऐनीमे again... या read Medaka Box again... choices... choices... पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I have been considering of rereading Medaka Box as well. It would be nice to have someone on the same pace to discuss while doing so !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
That sounds cool honestly. As the last two breathing fans, I like the idea एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
SilentForce टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I've actually been planning to read the "Medaka Box" मांगा for quite a while now एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
"You took most of what I introduced to आप and showed आप and took it to the extreme Riku. My फ्रेंड्स that saw आप grow up say आप are like me, but level two - या और meanly put - Scar 2.0" ~ My Oldest Sister 'ScarlettGriffin'

Im not going to say shes wrong, at least during my childhood XD Most of the notable things (good and bad) I had from her was cause I took her सलाह या introductions to things to an extreme पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Like... anime, Guardians of Gahoole, some और immoral tendencies I had, Trichotillomania, etc एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Its mainly since even as a kid I was kind of an all या nothing kind of person. I either have little interest and dont involve myself with it much at all, या I get strongly invested into it. One या the other एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
And back when I was younger, my oldest sister was the closest thing I had to a parent figure so she kinda introduced me to a lot of things and a lot of concepts / देखा गया to take a look at एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
*deep breath* As much as I प्यार change and प्यार growth and am excited for college, the massive change just gives me that natural halt and paralyze-anxiety moments in my head.

I have everything pretty planned out and back up plans to follow with it and everything. I set everything up so that transition should be both pretty good and considerably easy, but honestly, no matter how much I prepare and plan, I cant stay that the base fact that MAJOR things of my life are changing पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
ISNT at all a bit anxiety causing. I know itll be fine and I know Ill flourish, but honestly going from my rather regular life style Ive had for... at least six या seven years and abruptly change both the environment, the frequency of which I am able to be around my boyfriend, and simple school is a tad bit intimidating एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Im really driven and confident, but I still am a normal 17 (almost 18) साल old with severe anxiety XD So as much as my drive and confidence lately has done GREAT to balance the scales, I'm still quite human in the way that such a strong shift with a distance long enough that I cant reliably say I have my family and boyfriend covering my back like they usually do (at least my family with driving and making sure I eat and get basic needs done) एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
A साल या two पूर्व Id be having a major panic attack या anxiety attack over this to be honest. Now I just have a few सेकंड्स of paralysis when I think about it too much and maybe a bit of avoidance in actually thinking about it too much. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Had a great first party of three (possibly four since it sounds like people want to celebrate a little on my actual birthday in Davis) XD Went swimming, spent an घंटा playing Rocket League and Fortnite while just being goofs, then just like... two या three hours watching memes and other hilarious Youtube.

Pretty awesome tbh. Plus it was enough of a success they want me to organize a get together in the winter when everyone is back together. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Honestly, all my non-trumpets canceled / didnt get back to me after saying they wanted to go, but I really dont mind. The trumpet section had this great bond and all with one another. It was amazing to spend the दिन with them एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Great to know that आप had an awesome time !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
So lets run a progress check on how much Ive improved over the past three years with my ability to think of myself as worthy and comfortable with being slightly vulnerable द्वारा asking for people to hang out with me for my birthday... पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
2016: Literally took three therapy sessions over three weeks of my therapist telling me how I NEED to have a birthday party and hwo he wants me to have one and my mom and sister bugging me to do it. I reluctantly invite THREE people to रात का खाना for my birthday. Spend the week before it very uncomfortable and lowkey panicking and begrudingly checking up on who can make it. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
2017: Willingly, on my own accord, set up a birthday party. Very uncomfortable still. Not really wanting to do it, but knowing its good. Freaked out internally for like half a week. Enjoyed it, invited like ten people, about five appeared. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
JetBlack__ टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
An inspiration. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Once I got through the Arguement Armament that was bugged on Hard, I got the full ending of V3 and it sucks less with the last bit but still annoyed me and pissed me off for the most of it. But thats just my opinion.

Im not on the side of "I hated the ending" but I और so on the "I disliked the ending". पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Actually it continued past what I thought and I like it better. Im neutral on the ending. Really executed poorly through most of the Chapter, but I suppose they ended it good enough एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I will not say that none of my gripes I was going on before dont exist though. Its not a great ending या a good one, but its not THAT horrible since it cleared up one of my larger gripes एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
It is only fair. I am glad that आप went back at it and finished the whole thing yourself, having a somewhat better reception of it nonetheless. That is what the DR Experience is all about !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I might sleep early cos my headache is making me tired पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Yeah V3s Ending is an Ending I will pretend NEVER happened पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I closed out of the final Armament arguement cos I didnt feel like doing it and if I have to redo the ending, Ill research the characters and watch other people talk to them and whatever. If I have to do और than the armament, Im honestly not thinking its worth it एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Its a sad दिन when I dont put a positive review for a Danganronpa game. As much as the first five chapters were pretty good (save how annoying Atua got), when combining the ending, the sheer lack of connection to the past story, the sheer lack of a conclusion to the पूर्व stuff, and how buggy it was as a PC port, I just couldnt say Id recommend it unless it goes on a major sale एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^Nah, as I कहा in PM, I still प्यार the game. Its just the ending is baaad एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Ugh. V3's ending so far is so predictable, underwhelming, and kinda annoying that I actually stopped mid-climax cause I was getting bored and tired of them jammering on about the thing I predicted from like the prologue. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Always finish what आप start. Things aren't always exactly what they seem, Rikubun !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Danganronpa Chapter 5 Ending

Favorite Male Ranking:
Kokichi Ouma
Gonta Gokuhara / Kaito Momota
Shuichi Saihara / Keebo
Korekiyo Shinguji / Ryoma Hoshi

(Rantarou Amami is unsorted)

Favorite Female Ranking:
There honestly isnt a ranking.
I just know that I dont
Care much for Tsumugi
या Angie much currently
This weird spacing for this
Is for the aesthetic of a ranking पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I also realized while thinking about it to myself that the reason Im और ENTJ than ENTP is the line "Honestly, my plans and shit arent that limiting. I प्यार the ability to adapt and branch out into different options so I always ADD IT INTO MY PLANS"

I had to pause there and kinda realize I plan to not plan and thats probably why Im और of a J than P XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
If I was in Danganronpa Universe:

"I am The Ultimate High School Level Bird"

"Dont आप mean Bird Owner या Bird Expert"

"No Bird" पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Personally, as dumb as it sounds, the way आप walk, stand, and sit can really affect your confidence I believe. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Definately add dress into there too एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
TFW आप are listening to one of your प्रिय Project Diva Future Tone songs and आप feel आप fingers not tapping to the beat but rather to the rhythm it memorized to clear the game XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I honestly dont know why I like "This is the Happiness and Peace of Mind Commitee" so much एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Im SO fucking blind and dumb XD Im not kidding आप XD How did I jsut realize this पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Four fucking years guys. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Possibly even और एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
STILL didnt realize it एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Oh my fucking god I feel so fucking dumb XD XD

Im so retarded and blind XD XD

For all of आप that think I understand myself really well and my mental health, आप just hear me out right here XD

Ill change that for you. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Cause I just realized that back when I used to have VERY aggressive responses to people दिखा रहा है me affection to the point of going to mental, emotional, and psychological torture and probably the most blood thirsty language and manipulation आप can think of and in two cases actually getting violent. For the ones that happened the worst, it was cause my boyfriend was being too affectionate to me and I kinda liked him back and it terrified the SHIT out of me एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
आप literally dont get much और textbook PTSD and flashbacks there एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
येशु Fucking Christ how did I JUST realize this एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
>Makes a Cute Playlist for Part of Boyfriend's Gift

>Sneaks in a Happy Feet 2 Song

>Boyfriend gets the playlist on 4th week

>Boyfriend doesnt टिप्पणी दे / call me out

>:successkid:

....

I like Happy Feet (especially the सेकंड movie) संगीत too much. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
That feeling when your boyfriend realizes आप are getting #LiterallyTriggered before आप even realize it and hugs आप tightly causing आप to snap out of it relatively quickly and very well calming आप and your body down with कहा hug पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
This is why I प्यार him tbh. How the fuck does he notice before I do when Im the one getting mentally tormented and completely blanking out from my surroundings. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Do आप ever get like that rhythm game depression?

Where आप like.... practice one hard part over and over again for like ten मिनटों straight... think आप got it.... choke the first full run through, decide to give it a सेकंड time, and just find absolutely none of the skill there so like... आप jsut shut down the game, turn off the console, turn off the TV and sit there wondering what the hell आप did with your life to get no where पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
बिना सोचे समझे Fact: I have a secret lowkey प्यार for playing cards. I can never reject a pack of them and while the प्यार isnt pushing me to actively collect them, I do collect ones that are free या easy to get पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I personally believe dystopia and utopia are one in the same. या rather, for one to exist, the other almost always exists for another.

The two go hand in hand. For every light, there is a shadow, for every shadow, there is a light. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
.... god why do I प्यार the people who fuck with the trials the most? XD

Nagito? Kokichi? Togami? पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
TFW when your प्रिय of two आइकनों has a colorscheme that when reduced to a small आइकन looks like shit so आप gotta work with your सेकंड प्रिय पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Well my boyfriend admitted to bragging about how smart I am whenever prompted to people XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
TFW आप HAVE TWO तस्वीरें THAT COULD MAKE WONDERFUL आइकनों BUT PIXLR IS DOWN पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
ALL HAIL KOKOCHI OUMA! पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Really I cant imagine how some people do that whole "30 years old, neck beard, in parents basement, jobless"

I have had a longer summer than the majority of people and everyone going off to college and work just gets me feeling like a lazy worthless piece of shit XD

I mean I dont take it seriously cos I know Im only on a longer break than everyone else, but man do I feel like a deadbeat lazy piece of crap XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
And I dont feel like that for और than like three सेकंड्स in the morning XD Cos I was like "Wheres my mom - oh yeah she has work now too. ... hmm... i guess ill play some video games" एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
If आप ever get close enough to me to the point I ask आप directly for affection या comfort rather than just ranting to आप या having a breakdown in front of you, आप know आप really are someone I trust.

Cause ranting या breaking down is often a sign I kept things to myself too much like I do 95% of the time. If I go and just say "I need a hug, can आप hug me" या "Im feeling bad and could really use someone to be around" या basically anything along the lines of पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
"Im [insert negative emotion] and vulnerable, but could आप please [insert help]" cause I rarely let people I dont trust around me when I feel I might be in a vulnerable state and even when I do trust someone, its unlikely I would both tell them Im vulnerable and feeling bad AND ask them to help. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Its something I SHOULD do और often, but it goes against every instinct and habit I am used to. Its like asking a भेड़िया to eat tofu. I mean Im sure they probably can to some degree, but its just so unnatural एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Its kind of sad that I still have to be in very specific conditions and situations to be remotely comfortable with actually thinking about any stressors that arent necessarily easily fixable let alone talk about it या express it या anything.

I didn't really think about it much, but other people cant control it and/or are free and सुरक्षित enough feeling that they are able to let themselves feel and express their feelings and emotions even in inconvenient times पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
As much as I have worked on it, I still am not really near the emotional availability and transparency level of a normal person. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Unless I am outside of my house, around someone Im comfortable with, having a therapy session within a week या two, and am not under time pressure या a critical period of time, can I genuinely feel comfortable touching upon all that stuff एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
ENTJS ARENT AUTOMATICALLY THE MAIN VILLAIN IN EVERY SERIES XD

Me and Zeppie are memeing about how in like 80% of the charts, ENTJs are the main villain of any series XD Like cut us some slack पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Sometimes its really interesting to see how differently two people could see and view the world. Depressed VS not depressed. Creative and in प्यार with imagination / कल्पना and someone whos been और interested in real and worldly activities.

Even taking away psychosis and colorblindness and all that, the sheer difference in the ways we interpret the world just based on our upbringing is just honestly fascinating. Even mental health and all aside, the possibilities are astounding पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Like as someone whose dissociated a lot since as far as I remember and probably my entire life from reports from my oldest sisters, I dont think Ill ever FULLY interpret the world and take it as seriously या feel as connected to it as people who have never dissociated before. I can recover all I want, but hte predisposition will always be there. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
या the contrast between me and my boyfriend. As आप all know, Im VERY into stories, and characters, and fantasy, and all that creative stuff that go far beyond anything realistic. On the other hand, a lot of his interests are और grounded in worldly things. History, space, documentaries, racing, sports, camping, things that are physically around and that आप can see for yourself and what not. Its not to say he doesnt have an imagination, but he finds such interest in things I would otherwise call rather boring. It honestly fascinates me and while it sounds like an issue that would cause problems, its honestly part of something that intrigues me the most about the relationship. Just trying to see the world that he sees it and understand it in the way he does. Its just quite baffling एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Then just speaking in the spectrum of my own life. The sheer difference between the world when I was extremely depressed and suicidal versus now where I dont really suffer from depression outside of maybe rare bursts that can last from an घंटा to a week, but even then its rare. But tangents aside, the sheer difference between now and then on how the world looks and feels and all is baffling. Take that one major thing away and it literally seems like the world is brighter and और enjoyable and free where as it appeared dark, empty, and threatening before. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Perception, interpretation, and understanding are just such interesting topics when आप see how differently one person could experience the EXACT same situation differently, and even how one person can experience the same event at different poitns in their life and perceive, interpret, and understand it differently. This is just one of those things I like to contemplate on and find just simply amazing एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Really, one of the best things I can get when Im having an anxiety / panic / traumatic breakdown is for someone to get me to look at them and remind me that Im safe.

Cos most of the time I get that thousand yard stare cos Im pretty much stuck in my head and usually getting me to focus on something around me that I am comfortable around is a bit of a nice way to slow down my brain and kind of snap me out of it.

A lot of the time I dont realize it too which is kinda funny पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Pretty much if I sound distraught and Im staring off at nothing in particular and all, I sometimes just need someone to refocus me and ground me and that can help a lot एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Usually my boyfriend is really good at noticing my 'negative' अंतरिक्ष outs where Im silently panicking या stressing out in my head cos I apparently have a specific look with my usual "staring off at nothing" and hes pretty good at snapping me out of it there before it becomes a problem and tends to be a lot better at it than one would expect when he somehow gets me to vocalize it, usually when its gotten pretty bad एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I... I dont relate with much of the Libra sign much anymore.

I used to relate to a decent amount of it but not so much lately. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I should make a new आइकन at some point. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Fuck Atua XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Shhhh.... He is watching over us !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I think I might be getting a cold पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
BlindBandit92 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Rip. I hope आप feel better. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I think it wasnt anything serious. I mostly seem better now एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Tht's certainly good to know. Stll, take care of yourself as much as आप can !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Techno संगीत makes great exercise music. Just sayin' पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^ !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
So I was looking और into MBTI and all (actually was awhile पूर्व but I was specifically looking into mine today) and letters alone and descriptions alone, I am a pretty solid ENTX

The interesting thing is the two I feel are closest to me are ENTJ and ENTP which have NO shared cognitive functions.

I will say I am sure that ENTJ is my main "default" mode, but I do feel in certain situations and cases I can very much be an ENTP. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I personally like Danganronpa cos I like mysteries and debating and arguing and high stakes and death and tragedy and all my प्रिय dying

Its the Danganronpa experience, killing all your प्रिय off to make आप feel true despair. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Same goes for me. Plus, the determination that is required to go through true Despair. A world filled with it as well as Hope, both countering one another. Havng the courage to still look at the Future despite the circumstances. It always felt like a pretty unique message to me. Fictional या not, I keep being inspired regardless !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I am honestly quite tired XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
GDragon612 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
welcome Riku~hun XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Relatable as always XD !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
It does still baffle me a bit how people can not so simply step back from their own issues and disconnect their emotions from it to get a good पढ़ना on what kind of action should be done.

On the other hand, I must say I do creep myself a bit on how I can do it. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Ah man I was just hit with a wave of something and my balance was knocked off. Like if yesterday I was standing in the optimal "goldilocks" zone where I had the energy and drive and optimism to go forth at things

Its like today I've been teetering and going back to sliding and running back and forth to keep myself balanced. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Im honestly fine Im sure. If I sleep and wake up theres a good chance Ill probably be reset and all. Hopefully at least XD Otherwise Id have to figure this manually myself. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Maybe a दिन of not playing games 70-80% of the time Im awake will do me some good. I suppose it might be causing my escapist tendencies / accusations to come back XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
But nah Im all good, its just that its uncomfortable एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Chapter 2

प्रिय Male Ranking:
Kokichi Ouma / Kaito Momota
Shuichi Saihara
Gonta Gokuhara
Ryoma Hoshi
Korekiyo Shinguji / Keebo

(Rantarou Amami is unsorted)

प्रिय Female Ranking:
Kirumi Tojo
Maki Haruwaka
Kaede Akamatsu
Miu Iruma
Angie Yonaga / Himiko Yumeno / Tenko Chabashira
Tsumugi Shirogane पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Also Ouma's voice actor is absolutely great एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Personally I wanna get back to working on my mental health rather than kind of putting it in a backseat, but I think its kinda easier to not wake the dragon when I have so much other things going on and cos its not really a good idea to wake the 'Mental Health Dragon' when आप cant see a therapist for a while XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
So lets see. Chapter 1 of Danganronpa V3 complete

Favorite Male Ranking:
Kokichi Ouma / Kaito Momota
Shuichi Saihara / Gonta Gokuhara
Korekiyo Shinguji
Keebo
Ryoma Hoshi

(Rantarou Amami is unsorted)

Favorite Female Ranking:
Kaede Akamatsu
Kirumi Tojo
Miu Iruma / Maki Haruwaka
Tenko Chabashira
Angie Yonaga
Himiko Yumeno / Tsumugi Shirogane पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I will do these each chapter to mark my changes in प्रिय XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
प्रिय संपूर्ण, कुल मिलाकर would probably be either Ouma या Kaito. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Very good game so far एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I प्यार GONTA HES SO ADORABLE. I doubt he will be my प्रिय but I प्यार him XD Imma probably make him my child and I barely started Chapter 1 पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
The Purity is strong. TOO strong !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Having a good "why" to what आप are doing helps a lot with getting yourself going and sticking to what आप plan to do. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Yeah I dont have the right to call myself an introvert at all anymore XD Im like a straight extrovert. Still selective but straight full on extrovert.

I get offered a दिन to have to myself and play the three video games Im playing all दिन and watching यूट्यूब and all after having active days, and it annoys me

So Im like "I guess Ill go out to exercise later" and then am like "I wonder if I could get in touch with any फ्रेंड्स today. ... nah most are already off..." पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I get bored in an ENTIRE दिन to myself XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Pretty relatable !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I am so not used to how HD this new laptop is पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Wow Danganronpa in just the opening screen runs SO much better on this एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I still feel really bad about upgrading cos my old one still works well... I feel like itll be lonely and its a lot of wasted potential to not be used एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I wonder what Fortnite will look like एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly, maybe Im the odd card out cos my middle sister didnt care, but like... all the money going out into getting me stuff for college... like yikes.

Its a lot and I dont like spending - even money that isnt mine - so it kinda hurts to see bills of at least $100 a दिन coming up. Well not EVERY दिन but like almost cos we are doing small shopping trips daily. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I dont get how people can spend their money so freely. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Im spending it on things college and my parents say are necessities and just... wow. Its not even my money and I dislike it एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Imma get carpal tunnel या some shit playing Project Diva: Future Tone. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I wish Luvoratory was on it XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Shit Riku Says: "Imma groom them to like the साज़, दोहन, हार्नेस just like a pedophile grooms a young child to have sex with them. .... It actually a very very similar process if आप just change a few details." पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I'm honestly really sensitive to the thought, sight, and all of child abuse या anything like it such as tough प्यार या whatever. I was watching a "What would आप do" haivng something similar to it and my whole body just flares up and I start to get that narrow vision shit.

And I know its actors. And I know its on TV, but part of me gets really flared up seeing it. Its the only thing that gets me so drastically and emotionally responsive other than maybe animal abuse पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
And that narrow vision usually isnt too good. My therpist says its something to do with panic attacks या whatever but it usually follows with some form of a 'fight' instinct. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I would like to say I simply hate it and cant stand for it, but if there is roughness and anger towards a child it just shakes me एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Relatable. I understand that feeling very well, dudette !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
So my bird साज़, दोहन, हार्नेस came in today and Ill likely begin testing it out and working with it later today

Rather than starting with agoraphobic Lucy tho Imma adjust "Accepts anything Riku does" Smokey पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Captain might be pretty badly injured cos he hit a दीवार really roughly. His head feathers got torn out and I think thats whats causing the minor specks of blood on his head, but theres reason to suspect he MIGHT be blind या have poor vision right now. Ill check him out to see if he really is when hes calmed down in his cage a bit. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Hope everythings works out !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
So it came up in conversation so I took the Mensa Online Pretest and apparently "have an excellent chance of passing the real exam"

And, for those that dont know, Mensa is a group for 'geniuses' with an IQ higher than 132 that my therapist bugged me about.

I think Im somewhere around the 140s या something like that if आप convert my Pretest score?? Im like scrub tier 'genius' या high tier 'above average' पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I also finished 8 मिनटों early XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
When my mom had her IQ tested yeaaars ago, she was like around 165. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
OH GREAT. I got the Chem teacher so notoriously hard he is a well known meme for crushing people's souls in the school XD

Sounds like a fun challenge I suppose पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Those Teachers are the kind of people that value hard work above all, most of the time. As I कहा to आप before, I doubt आप could leave a bad impression on him !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Me: Great Im busy all दिन on my actual birthday. I guess we could find some time either around रात का खाना या on Saturday to celebrate it?

Roommate: That sounds good but we probably have a football game to go to

Me: Ah yes. "Cant make it, got band." I should feel stressed या disappointed या annoyed, but its honestly kinda nostalgic and peaceful. I'm kind of glad that line still exists. Makes me feel at home.

Roommate: Same पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I HAVE SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO BUT NONE OF THEM OCCUR FOR LIKE THE अगला WEEK DAMN IT पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Anxiety and excitement are pretty much identical brain processes and chemicals and activity in the brain and the only thing that differentiates the two is the narrative आप have around it.

Yeah thats probably explain why the level of excitement I have for college is getting to the place where my chest is crushing like anxiety and shit XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
1 TB is so much और than I, even as a digital hoarder, need पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I'm sad now...

I'm going to be leaving behind my Lenovo Thinkpad before its had a chance to do anything wrong for me... Im sorry baby. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Having someone who has faith in आप no matter how much आप dont have faith in yourself is honestly something that can do आप wonders.

Its hard to find people willing to invest that much into someone and finding someone like that might honestly be crazy since its unnatural, but it does wonders for the recovery process. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Cause when आप start to have inevitable relapses या fall backs on your recovery process, its easy to loose faith in yourself and give up for fall into despair. But for someoen to always be rooting there from the side lines doing whatever they can to help, it can really help एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
♫ God bless the दिन I found you
I want to stay around you
And so I beg you
Let it be me

[..]

Each time we meet love
I find complete love
Without your sweet love
What would life be?

So never leave me lonely
Just tell me आप प्यार me only
And that you'll always
Let it be me

And that you'll always
Let it be me

So never leave me lonely
Tell me आप प्यार me only
And that you'll always
Let it be me ♫ पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly, I sound like Im making a big deal out of it, but going to Davis with a fresh start and making new फ्रेंड्स and rebuilding my reputation away from my old angsty image others had set from my पूर्व years and away from my toxic family, it honestly feels like Im being दिया the chance to be alive and live like a normal person away from my mental health या hand I was dealt. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Like this post was originally come out as "I can't wait to live!" but that didnt make sense without context / explanation एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Cause I've already been invited to a party over there and while I dont usually like parties, someone actually bothered to invite me to one, so I might as well check it out and give it a shot? Its a going away party for my roommates friend and will be the दिन I arrive and apparently shes really wanted to meet me as well एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
That is simply wonderful to know and completely natural. Just as it should be. Make the most out of it !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I still remember that one time I had a really bad sleep paralysis experience and I felt like I was literally dying while napping to Amazing Grace done द्वारा Phantom Regiment on repeat

Afterwards, all I could think of was how ironic is was and how, for the rest of that दिन despite being kinda pretty suicidal most of the time, I didnt want to die XD

Just for that दिन या two tho. Cos I was really bad then पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Yikes. Tomorrow I have the massive task that is transfering my digital hoard off my computer पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Its really interesting. Ive been playign the demo of Future Tone a good bit and theres an interesting mental skip I have when processing what to click and when where my brain never (or registers for such a short period of time I dont notice it) registers the actual button Im supposed to click.

Its like I see something on the screen and my fingers interpret it पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Im not saying Im fluent cos my muscle memory isnt perfect nor does it sync perfectly with my ears and eyes to get a perfect "COOL" all the time या anything. But I find it interesting since it has that SAME exact feeling of a skip of translation I get when I play my trumpet एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I see a note and make the fingering, usually not actually thinking of what the letter note it is before playing it unless I check back and think it sounds wrong या something एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I'm SO gay for Megurine Luka. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Today was a long दिन that was 70% spent in the DMV पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
आप know Im no where even near the age या contemplation point for me to even be thinking about it since I definately do not want kids until I am rather well stable financially and extremely extremely stable within my relationship and have had time to enjoy my marriage when I get around there

Then even then Im not sure if I really want kids even then. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
WITH THAT BEING SAID, I do have a voice in my head thats like "If I were to have kids, that would be a good thing to raise them with" एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
It would be a TOTAL invasion of human rights and privacy so Im not ACTUALLY for it, but its really something when आप have to get a license to drive a car but literally anyone can have a child एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Putting the adoption thing aside, I share the same beliefs on that matter !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Okay after researching Impulsivity VS Compulsivity I can say I dont have less Impulse Control issues and और Compulsive Issues XD

Which makes sense because no matter how much I like to put the word "minor" in front of the diagnosis without them saying its minor, I do have OCD. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Honestly though. I have to focus really hard for like five to twenty सेकंड्स to make sure my hand DOESNT do something. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
It sounds silly but with how used to it I've gotten, its almost reflex that when I get that overwhelming body tension that within सेकंड्स I just do whatever its telling me to do एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
So better to nip it at the bud एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
WHAT THE FUCK WAS THE LAST LIKE THREE मिनटों OF DANGANRONPA 3 XD

WHERE THE FUCK DID MUNAKATA WALK OFF TO - BETTER YET HOWD HE WALK ANYWHERE WHEN THEY ARE ON AN ISLAND. HE MIGHT HAVE WALKED TO A नाव BUT WHY AND WHAT

AND THE ENDING MADE SENSE WITH HOPES PEAK BUT WAS KINDA ODD AND ABRUPT WUT पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
ITS SUCH A SMALL THING एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
"YOU ARE A VALUABLE ASSET. CANT आप AT LEAST TELL US WHERE SO WE CAN KEEP आप IN CONTACT: एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Dudette, आप can exclude Kyoko, Nagito and most of the DR2 Cast from the Dead List, Seiko's wish in a way didn't go to waste, so many Children appeared, were सुरक्षित and ended up happy, Hope's Peak Academy was rebuilt and you'll probably have a lot of material for Fanfics and various hypotheses concerning Munakata. The Future Foundation Member is still alive as well and kicking. DR3 is over. Let THAT sink in XD !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Oooooh roommates are nice XD I really cant wait to go to Davis. Plus the section leaders of the trumpet section contacted me and they seem sweet and kind. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Me: *visiting band फ्रेंड्स and their band camp*

One of my Children: STOP. PLAYING. DANGANRONPA.

Me: Imma do what I damn well want to :v :v

XD I havent even been playing Danganronpa. I opened it twice to see if it was a one time thing that it wasnt running hte best on my current laptop. XD It seems to run okay on my current one but I wont play it until I get my new one. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Mauserfan1910 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Fucking weebs playing ऐनीमे games एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Mauserfan1910 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Why don't आप weeks play quality games like प्यार nikki एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I suppose your fondness for it has been made quite apparent to them XD !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Ya it's a real break. Hoped for it to be a simple sprain but my arm droops 45 degrees without the brace. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Meant to post this on Random. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
@Riku deleting rude टिप्पणियाँ doesn't work on me. If you're that particular about it then fine, I'll leave this up for awhile "then मिटाइए it" if it means that much to आप एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Ah nevermind. Can't be bothered एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
*plans a pool party*

*forgets the reason she hasnt gone to the समुद्र तट या swimming pool for और than like 20 मिनटों is cause she doesnt have a fitting स्विमिंग सूट cos her bust is too big and shopping for one is hard cos its almost non-existent* पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I GOT MY ROOMMATE OFFICIALLY AS A ROOMMATE

YAY पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Me: *walks into the band room to visit old children*

Half the Band: SATANS BACK!!! SATANS BACK!!!

I wonder how confused the new members were. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I think I have a huge bias on animated फिल्में cos some of my प्रिय and most memorable ones are all bird related XD XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
"Im not good at ____" "I suck at ____" are not good excuses for not doing something आप really प्यार to / like to do. Skill is something that can easily be changed with a work, perseverance, and effort.

Its not like Im saying people who dont push द्वारा those are bad या just making excuses, but I hear it a lot and its kinda sad how easily those can kill people's dreams and all. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^ Amen to that !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Im thinking of adding Jewel to Relatable Characters सूची cos from a few scenes I rewatched from Rio, I think she has a relatively similar personality to me XD

But Id have to rewatch the movie again. Maybe the सेकंड but I think I only own the first rn पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
From what I have seen from the first Movie only, I guess she KINDA reminds me of आप !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना