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Riku114 कहा …
Honestly... I really need to work on figuring out how to pull the breaks on my life cause honestly... my personal physical and mental health are so low on my priority सूची no matter how much I want to claim otherwise.

I wouldnt be working myself to constantly sleeping on buses, migraines, and complete exhaustion each morning and night for two या three weeks straight if I took care of myself properly.

Cos yeah my work ethic is up there, Im on चोटी, शीर्ष of things, but man does it have a toll पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Cause seriously, I normally cant sleep around people या in the दिन time but Ive been passing out in buses and cars. And yeah, I have an uncanny ability to fall asleep in moving vehicles but around bandos in the morning? Its really something. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
And Ive been on band trips three times (six times if आप count hte round trip as two) and like... all but maybe one I was at least half asleep एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
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Riku114 कहा …
Ugh... Ive had a horrible migraine for the whole last quarter of the football game (it was a lighter one that I thought might just be a mild headache since the start of the game), the whole ride back, and now which probably makes about an घंटा and half of horrible migraine... पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Man every दिन is band during marching season I swear XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Should I add "Satan" to my सूची of nicnkames? या unofficially do so? पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Honestly, I believe आप should add it. I already got accustomed to it XD !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
#Satan एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I really do feel Im an ENTJ tho tbh. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
It feels the closest to mee एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
*me एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly, with my band rambles, I can kind of see why people like me.

I have the egocentric-ism, intelligence, problem solving skills, and extroverted capabilities that make it so that I look like a confident, knowledgeable person who I guess can be admired and all

Yet I still have the flaws and realism of my depression, anxiety, and sadism

But even with that, its mostly controlled and ultimately all of that is set asside to be caring and protective a lot with my character. So... idk पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Im just kinda bored and trying to self analyze in the view of others एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
That's another reason. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^Tru एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Apparently one of my rookies had a dream where she was being bullied then I, out of the shadows and darkness, manifest and pour my wrath upon them causing them to fall dead to the ground.

Honestly, its not too far off from the truth. Shes probably one of the most, if not the most, precious rookie I have and Im insanely protective over them all so...

Did I mention she and the other rookies like to call me Satan? Its a long story Im willing to explain पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Cos like when I was in ninth grade, I was almost constantly an angsty, depressed shit among other things and I REALLY didnt like being annoyed या bothered with at certain times so I developed this thing one of my trumpets called the "Soul Eating Glare". So from then on I became known for the bando that eats souls which I think, when combined with other traits of mine, got me jokingly calling myself Satan. And apparently I introduced myself to my first batch of rookies as "Satan" saying "Nice to meet you, Im Riku but आप can call me Satan". So from then on, three of them just had me in their phone as Satan without me knowing until it came back around this साल and literally 80% of them changed my contacts to some form of Satan and my newest batch of rookies all call me either Dad या Satan एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Some of them even call me "Daddy Satan" एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
#SatanAgain !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
So my boyfriend has gotten to the point he can tell if I plucked pretty accurately even if the amount I plucked was minuscule in amount

Meaning
1) I have और peer pressure to not pluck as I cant get away with it and he isnt harsh on me about it / rides my नितंब, गधा about it / makes me uncomfortable - yay
2) I cant let myself pluck at times since I cant get away with it. Boo.
3) :feelsbadman: when I get caught पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
That being said, thats संपूर्ण, कुल मिलाकर a good thing. Its just Trich makes it so eehhhh. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Since my current आइकन is no longer Kingsman for the sake of Halloween, I will revert my प्रोफ़ाइल back to its neutral background. I may या may not go back to it when the season has passed पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Why cant I be a zoologist vet medical communications लेखक economics business woman side youtuber?

My life is way too short to satiate my curiosity and craving for knowledge on topics that interest me. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Oh and dont forget संगीत composer. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
LIKE IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE IM WASTING PERFECTLY GOOD OPPORTUNITIES TO CHOOSE ONE OVER THE OTHER AND IM LIKE SHOOT MYSELF एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Oh and therapist was in the original सूची of things so *a zoologist vet medical communications लेखक economics business woman therapist संगीत composer side youtuber एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Come शामिल होइए the आइकन Contest~!

link पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
How many times have I कहा "BRB" on a conversation and never returned to it cos I forgot?

I mean for some people in the past Ive done it intentionally cos I didnt feel like talking at the time

But like...

Is that the online equivalent to a dad saying hes going out to buy दूध / some cigarettes and never coming back?

Is that what that is? पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Zeppie टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
If that's what it is then I'm a shitty father :v एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
SilentForce टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Yeah and then आप find out that आप father has created a whole family with some Spanish कुतिया, मतलबी and he doesn't even remember आप anymore. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^RIP एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
@Zeppie Same tho :v एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
I also hope Riku mentions some nouns over the अगला few days because I'm running out of stuff to recreate in Minecraft. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
What if Riku woke up tomorrow and found that there was just a bunch of mindless ramblings of ME on her wall. Like...what if I'm just typing crap with my eyes closed and hoping it forms a coherent sentence that could be funny? पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
I think the reathon I didn't wathch Kingsthman The Thecret Thervice is because the शीर्षक thounded like thome kind of thocumenthary. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
We need और "Wacky races" style movies. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Brain matter makes your brain matter. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
HAPPY प्यार YOUR HAIR DAY! (A Riku holiday if ever there was one) पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^True एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Me: Ugh I need a break Im so exhausted. I wish I didnt have band practice today so I could relax and save my energy...

Band: Practice today is canceled due to the fire. Percussion will still attend and stay inside.

Me: YAY! I GET A BREAK!

YAY LETS WORK ON SCHOLARSHIPS AND COLLEGE APPLICATIONS!

Me: GOOD IDEA! पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I seriously need to learn how to pull the breaks and R E एल A X एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly, Im not sure if my good and boosted mental stat after the महीना या two struggle to adjust from weekly good to monthly bad therapy sessions is because I stopped feeding the obsessive, overthinking OCD thoughts या because I stopped prying at my dissociation and instead am letting myself pretend issues arent there.

Honestly its probably both. On one hand, Im not falsifying and creating issues off of obsessive concerns, but Im also ignoring genuine issues and not being being present पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Its really hard to say if I should request और sessions या not. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Ideally I would like to keep the infrequent sessions if I could have my old therapist back एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
That is something that needs to be discussed. Pretending that issues aren't there won't really help. Rather, they will be returning to the surface every time आप let your guard down. I believe that आप should speak your mind in every case. Especially if your own health is on the line !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^Yeah I know. Its just hard to differentiate if whats being lessened is the overthinking या the actual issues being addressed. Ill probably discuss it was someone at some point tho एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
OH MY GOD!

THEY CALL THEM CARGO PANTS BECAUSE THEY CAN CARRY ALOT OF SHIT! पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
OH SHIT YOURE RIGHT एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
The Men of Yoshiwara: Kikuya isnt really the best otome game but its decent at the very least once आप get used to the blatant flaws in it. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Now that a raccoon walked into my house and I got to see one for the first time up close, raccoons just jumped up on my सूची of जानवर I like.

They are so much cuter close up than in photos. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Tragedies are always wonderful पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
SilentForce टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Indeed they are. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Being wonderful is always a tragedy !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^Howd आप know what it woud be like एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I cut myself several time on the tongue and on the roof of my mouth with a REALLY sharp sucker. I mean it was hurting to suck on but like... XD It tasted so good. I just kinda assumed the damage wasnt that bad

Turns out now my tongue has like three spots where cold water kinda hurts to drink and the upper roof of my mouth has like three as well XD

Those things need warning labels on them. Its like I was eating a razor blade या something XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Ive taken a liking to reviewing games on Steam for some reason पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Is it wrong that I kinda relate to Souh Tesla's mental health struggle? Cos that doods fucked up in the noggin

Im here just trying to figure out what his "sickness" is since thats what hte game is named after and its a big part of it that I imagine there might be a mental illness tied into it and what I have guessing so far is that they are illuding to schizophernia, dissociative identity disorder, या OCD, albiet they would be making inaccurate depictions of any of them. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Obviously at least a bit of a psycho/sociopath though. But yeah. Between those three, those are the ones Im guessing, और closely to the first and third guess tho. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
But yeah this visual novel is interesting XD I enjoy it. BTW its called "Sickness" and is on sale on Steam if yall are interested एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Estimated time until Zach and/or Rachel spam द्वारा Riku: 3 days पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
We will seee एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Drat my estimations were off. Damn आप Sickness XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
एंजल of Death! A VIDEO GAME ALL ABOUT....what happens when a person is unaware of what the term suicide द्वारा proxy means..... पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^XD XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I need to make my trumpet a फैन्पॉप account at some point. Just have it play around my club at times पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
SilentForce टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
चोटी, शीर्ष 5 People (not in an order) Im Thankful for Having in My Life
-My boyfriend
-Wantadog
-Zeppie
-My Trumpet
-My older sister पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I felt like calling them all out एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Seriously tho, life would be so lame and Id be so different if not for these five people. They make life amazing and great. Thank आप all for being आप :3 एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Zeppie टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I'm thankful for having आप in my life too c: आप wonderful person you. <3 एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
<3 एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
It really still baffles me WHEN I became liked द्वारा so many people.

It feels like one moment the only person who liked me was Wanta, then I blinked and I have a club people go to a lot, a lot of online friends, practically a cult of followers in band, several people who have asked me out, and one of the most popular-not-popular people in my school where I can walk in the hallways at school and expect like two "Hello"s

Like...

When did it go from Wanta to this पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Also shout out to Wanta for being the OG and still lasting all this long. XD Ive had फ्रेंड्स before him but yeah. Thats counted in a different category एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Wantas been my pal for who knows how long at this point... 5 years? Are we going onto 6 I think? I think we are going onto 6 years now. For a short while I stopped using the term bestie cos I had a bit of a bad experience with it and it felt a little rude but really. That guy deserves "Bestie" title. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Tbh, it might not mean as much since I have a notably bad memory, especially of my younger years, but I really only have a few memories before Wanta was my friend. Its kinda weird thinking of a world where it didnt happen. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Sorry XD Im giving too much of a ramble of appreciation to the friendship. Still tho, hes great. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I WANT और FORMAL WEAR DAMN IT

I WANT A MULTI-LAYERED SUIT TAILORED TO MY SIZE DAMMMN ITTTT

I WANT A TAIL कोट AND SHIT GUYS

I MEAN COME ON

IF I DIDNT HAVE BAND ZERO PERIOD TOMORROW ID GO IN ALL FORMAL WEAR पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Okay I seriously प्यार this आइकन cos it is serious and stuff and when I type stuff like *dabs* it just makes me laugh my नितंब, गधा off XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
It just contrasts with how I act on here so much its hilarious XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
YALL NEED TO KNOW ME FOR KINGSMAN TOO. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I MAY या MAY NOT COLLECT EACH DVD OF IT WHEN IT COMES OUT एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
SilentForce टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
*Starts to associate Riku with Kingsman* एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
HAAAAAAAH! link एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I think its सुरक्षित to say Kingsman series is probably my प्रिय movie series पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Might make my प्रोफ़ाइल themed it XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Okay so the count goes (ones I found easily on the channel)

English: HIchigo, Gin, Kyoraku (slightly), Ukitake, Staark

Japanese: Ulquiorra, Kenpatchi, Byakuya, Grimmjow (slightly), Urahara, Toshiro

Couldnt Decide: Mayuri, Soi fon पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Hollow Ichigo, Staark, and Ukitake REALLY appealed to me और in English. So while they didnt get as many over on their side, they got और firm ones XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Group projects are literally communism as it doesnt matter how good या bad आप do, everyone gets the same grade पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Note to self: Wanta has अकल्पनीय pixel art abilities पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Little does everyone know that Wantadog is actually a गिलहरी with 300 Walmart receipts stuffed into his cars sunglasses compartment पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Tite Kubo is being added into the सूची of people/celebrities that I find likable and fairly admirable. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
SilentForce टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Fun fact:Tite Kubo is a प्रशंसक of the "Saint Seiya" manga. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Ooh? एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
SilentForce टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Also the"Soul Society"arc does have many similarities to Saint Seiya's "12 Zodiac Temples"arc. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
SilentForce टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I'm not saying that Bleach copied Saint Seiya but the inspiration in that arc was really obvious. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
sunny
TheLefteris24 कहा …
Riku needs a new Character to get obsessed with. I'll be glad to assist !!!! पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Yay! My first दीवार post in this Club लोल !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
SHHHH IF THE GAME GOES ON A NICE SALE ILL GET IT BUT I CANT GET ADDICTED या LOOK INTO THE CHARACTER UNTIL I GET THE GAME ;-; एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
It is understandable. Thought of keeping the hype fresh though with a small पूर्व दर्शन XD !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
XD Of course XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Important news bulletin: There are no बिल्ली in America पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Ya know one of these days I should get a lot of us together to do "Dont Starve Together" together.

For those that have it that is पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Sounds fun. I can go steal और eggs from those terrifying ostrich things एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Dude sorry Ive been pretty inactive. Super busy week. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Also I seriously dont know how Im supposed to do college without Lucy... द्वारा no means do I trust him with my mom since shes made all of my most people-loving birds fairly wild....

But hes so precious and adores me. Makes me feel nice and loved. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Guys, I gave my boyfriend a सूची of dere types and his judgement is I am a mix of Tsundere and Yandere. However with certain moods of mine I am also a hardcore Kuudere. But his two main ones for me were Tsundere and Yandere. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Pictures of birds make my day. Birds are just such derps that its amazing. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
The 10 साल old screamed at me that I hate my कुत्ता and are mean.

So out of spite, I bought the कुत्ता outfits and toys.

That'll teach her. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
People think its mainly the caffeine that causes soda addiction and all

Honestly, for me, its school that causes it. I usually follow द्वारा the rule "Dont drink soda too much if there are better options (juice for meals, water for desk). A few occasions are okay though या if its needed to function / keep mood up."

However with school I often find myself so tired and exhausted that if I want to complete all my duties AND have a bit of a break to myself, I need some kind of boost पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
So I end up drinking a SHIT ton of soda cause I really kinda do over work myself. I can easily stray way from soda when my days are lax and not super draining but when its busy, I can drink like two या three large sodas and a can in one दिन एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Dont tell Riku I'm here, guys. Shhhhh पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Why does प्यार in Bleach never turn out well? Yeah yeah, I get the ending - Ichihime and Renjiruki and all turn out तोप and happily ever after BUT THATS JUST BULLSHIT ENDING STUFF

Not to diss either ships या anything, but I kinda believe they only turned out happily as they did cos it was the ending. Its a little out of tone with the anime. I mean the मांगा makes it seem और natural but every other form of प्यार in ever other case in Bleach seems to end in tragedy पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Like for example. Byakuya and Hisana. Isshin and Masaki. Ishida and every girl he had a crush on. जिन and Rangiku. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Like off the चोटी, शीर्ष of my head, Ichihime and Renjiruki are the only relationships/affections/feelings/crushes in Bleach that had a happy endy एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Cuz movie characters never get to live. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I realize I really dont have a medium personality irl. It wasnt really apparent until I came back from summer this साल but with my boyfriend Im all soft, nice, cute, super caring, peppy (in good moods at least), and huggy but when Im in a regular school environment या at band I have an apathetic, sarcastic, low energy, leader-y, friendly but not over so, grown, and "I dont really care to help if Im not feeling for it" पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Some people who noticed small bits of it are always slightly shocked / weirded out for a मिनट या two before shrugging it off. Cos like one time I was talking and अभिनय how I normally do around people before I was like ":3 Ill do it for (insert boyfriends name)" in a very cute, peppy, और child-like voice before abruptly returning back to my normal school voice and I had like a "o-O" look from the people i was talking to and a "Im going to puke" from one of them. Mentioned it to my boyfriend and hes like "Oh yeah its very VERY different but I dont mind." Cos quiet honestly hes used to my heavily differing facets I show. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Like seriously - voice change and everything for that one moment I talked to myself outloud mid conversation. Like I have a और deeper voice and usually a resting कुतिया, मतलबी face when I speak and when Im around my boyfriend its usually a higher और peppier voice and usually with a bit of a smile, regardless of if Im happy या not एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Its just kind of weird tho. Mostly just kind of rambling her about something I noticed एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Its also interesting how I dont really seem to have such drastic splits in my personality online though. For the most part, the Riku आप see is consistent and/or can really have the change in behaviorisms just be explained with mood Im in at the time yet me offline can act super different to different people and in different scenarios - और so than I feel most naturally do. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
IRMA GIVE WANTAS ELECTRICITY AND INTERNET BACK. IM SO BORED पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Imma make a चोटी, शीर्ष 10 Bleach Characters सूची since I havent made a चोटी, शीर्ष 10 लेख in a while and Bleach REALLY deserves one since Im its कुतिया, मतलबी and there is no better time for it since Im re-reading Bleach

Actually the best time would be after I get to the Fake Karakura arc (cos I really didnt care much for hte Fullbring arc) in the मांगा butttt ehhhh.

Ill write और on each of these characters when I remember और details on them when I get to it if I feel like it. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Its strange how पढ़ना Bleach मांगा feels so different from the ऐनीमे even though there has only really been one actual story difference and like maybe one medium detail added that Ichihime seems much और prominent in the मांगा than it was in the ऐनीमे पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
FUCK. THAT FEELING WHEN आप PLAY THROUGH THE GAME MAKING AS MANY फ्रेंड्स AS POSSIBLE AND आप NEED TO DO A RUN WHERE आप HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO फ्रेंड्स AND ONLY 9 FRIENDS.

I HAD और THAN 9 फ्रेंड्स FROM THE FIRST CHAPTER ;-;

I HAVE TO PLAY THROUGH ALL FOUR CHAPTERS AGAIN?! ;-; I will do it tho पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
YOSHI NANASHI WHY ARE आप THE WAY आप ARE

I got the good end but Yoshi Nanashi....

Relatable in an eerie way. I out to see the other endings and I may या may not add him to the सूची depending on if I get less of a kinda creepy connection. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
*goes from owning 0/74 Bleach मांगा volumes to 21/74 volumes in one week* :3 पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
BlindBandit92 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
*thumbsup* एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Bleach is triggering me with how they are calling a cockatiel ad parakeet. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
At least the Wiki correctly refers to it as a cockatiel XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Btw for those that didnt pick up on it, Ulquiorra radically jumped up my relatable characters सूची to be up with Kano, Akashi, Aika, and Ryouko

Actually over time i think Ryouko has moved down XD

But its hard to rank them since they are all demonstrate seperate parts but like

1) Kano
2) Aika
3) Akashi
4) Ulquiorra
5) Ryouko

If I were to guess. If anyone is curious as to the elboratin / explanation for each I could give it a shot if आप send me a message of interest on फैन्पॉप पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Does पढ़ना मांगा from an actual book help with sleeping like actually पढ़ना a book apparently does? पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I think Im catching my school off guard with how on चोटी, शीर्ष of the college stuff I am.

Cause the person in charge of the college and career center at my school didnt have the सूची of people to calculate what percent of the school I am until I got in cos she had to take five मिनटों out of our appointment to do that XD

And I just went to sign up for the scholarship program my school provides and i think its still glitchy XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Oh yeah, she was able to calculate that Im at least the चोटी, शीर्ष 5% of a school of 293 students. So like... चोटी, शीर्ष 15 students at least. Probably higher tho. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
.... I पोस्टेड a दीवार post about how i had my first entire time लॉस्ट where I literally zoned out and लॉस्ट like five मिनटों of time where I apparenlty had a full conversation on minimum wage at the रात का खाना तालिका, टेबल with my sister

But it didnt post so yall dont get और details on that. It wasnt really exciting anyways पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Me: *probably the only senior in my class excitedly working on my applications and scholarships* पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
But really, quite honestly I like to / almost always need to be focused on something and this is pleasant for me. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Sometimes I gotta wonder if its really that odd to feel so pulled back from the world to the point I believe the world exists as real as people tell me it is only slightly और than I believe that God is real.

Like... really? Not only does the existence of the world itself not have a logical evidence, but it just really doesnt feel its an actual encompassing thing - like Im actually there.

For me the world just feels like a really vivid dream या elaborate VR. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I take the word of people that its real but... Quite honestly I almost always feel like this and almost always felt like it to my memory. People call it "dissociation" with how far taken back and separated my sense of reality and how rarely Im actually present, but it really blows my mind that there are people out there that dont continuously सवाल the validity and reality of the world एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Like Im not in a bad mental state या anything. Its just something I struggle to comprehend. I can comprehend the blind faith in God और than I can comprehend how some people can feel the world is real so naturally. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
But yeah the acceptance that the world itself just may not exist / may not be real, that really everything could just be pointless and make shift, and all that is something Ive long since accepted and lived with, coming up with a lot of somewhat optimistic philosophies and देखा गया like "Even if the world ISNT real, its the opportunity to experience that matters, so even if the experience isnt truly real, if there is no way to break out of the illusion, its best to take the false illusion and enjoy it as much as आप can. Its an opportunity to see the world, experience, and live. False या not, real या not, nothing या not, its not necessarily a chance youd get again" एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
ahhh. I have school tomorrow and I REALLY should sleep cause every घंटा less of sleep I get the stronger my anxiety and shit will probably be....

but like Ive been intentionally avoiding the thought of school using various tactics because it kept giving me anxiety for no reason and if I were to go to sleep, especially since Im not tired, Id actually have to deal with the thought of waking up for school tomorrow...

.-. I know school will be fine and all but it doesnt kill the feeling .-. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I hate anxietyyy एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Im half tempted to like... Draw Genocider Syo in my "Good Drawings Done Off Reference" just so my first three entries in it are all people that either have it well established या technically have MPD XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I mean Hollow Ichigo is technical since it isnt as much a seperate personality as much as it kinda is a genuine other self but at the same time it kinda is? XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Also, Junko Enoshima is another DR Character that would fit well in this aspect. I प्यार these types too !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
@SilentForce Yeah आप really should XD @TheLefteris24 I did draw her before realizing that I couldnt shade / detail well without color so I only did an outline for the most part XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Apparently from what Im hearing, Bleach has a lot of the staff wanting to animate the last bit of it, but they are missing permission from Shueisha and BORUTO चुरा लिया THEIR DIRECTOR :V :V :V

Nah tho. Ive waiting a while for it, just hearing its still in consideration and talked about makes me super happy that I could wait several years for it. Let Boruto have its fun पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
SilentForce टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Your constant talk about"Bleach"is reminding me that I really need to finish watching it XD.3 या 4 years पूर्व I watched the first 2 seasons and I liked them very much but I stalled the ऐनीमे and ever since then I haven't gotten around finishing it. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
आप should finish it XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
*is eating Fritos with nacho cheese using chopsticks so she can still use her PC w/out getting it dirty with chip oil* पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Ive used Chopsticks to eat some of the oddest things. Like Popcorn, Ribs, Fried Chicken, etc. I should eat a hamburger with them just to see how people react एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
It amazes me the level of ship wars that go on in fandoms XD I just checked द्वारा the Bleach club out of lels and saw a "Which is the worst bleach pairing ever" and of course IchiRuki and IchiHime were just below RYUKKEN X URYU

Like seriously XD They say that IchiRuki and IchiHime are WORSE than a HEAVILY creepy Father X Son relationship.

Quite honestly though, I dont really think any ship listed on there could be possibly worse than how creepy that is पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Like even if आप dislike the ship, that ship is just so horrible. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Kinda hurts me to see a few people have such a dislike for Ulquihime या Rangiku X Gin, but I kinda understand it since some people could say it is / would have been abusive in nature एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I mean the age difference is so large that Ryuuken could be Uryu's fathe- ... oh wait एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
How is / was Bleach such a big ऐनीमे yet there is so little really good fanart I can find of the characters I really like? पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Is it normal to feel overworked before even going into school? Cause Im in summer and Im exhausted and thinking about school is just kinda....

Like its not even that I dont want to go to school.

Its just doing और than what I already am and doing it well sounds just.... kinda a scary demand.

Ill probably be fine, even if my first Saturday of school is welcomed with an ACT test. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I am Bleach's Bitch. Just for all of आप to know. It controls me पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
आप know its a problem when my mom can recognize the ऐनीमे Bleach within just a few सेकंड्स of seeing the screen. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
This is a प्रोफ़ाइल डिज़ाइन I made one time when I was having trouble sleeping XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
So I got a new PC and the keyboard is just a little odd so itll take some getting used to. Sorry if I make a lot of typos XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Riku needs ALL of us to mention Bleach in as many conversations with her as we can. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Just a fun reminder that pretty much all my प्रिय characters are dead

Not really just like 75-80% of them but yeah पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
SilentForce टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Same द्वारा me. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
आप know its the first time since like... 4th Grade that I ever felt liked enough and liked enough people in person to really actually want to have a birthday party. Every time between then and now has been forced pretty much. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Like seriously.... I used to find birthday parties annoying, pointless, stupid, a waste of time mostly cause I saw like... all my irl friendships as pointless and an entire waste of time since none of them actually are REAL फ्रेंड्स and none of them are actually going to be long term फ्रेंड्स and all so I didnt really want to even bother with that... but like.... I dunno. Maybe Im a little और open to the idea of it and trying and all. Cause some people have really made it clear in the past week या two that they really do adore me and really would miss me when I leave to college and all. There are just some people I wanna spend और time with before I go to college and risk loosing contact and all. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
My PC did a stupid while I was seeing if I could हटाइए my collections into another place and I लॉस्ट all my Amenisa: Memories तस्वीरें I collected as well as a good portion of my "Band" folder, most notably including all of BTS' images

So yeah. My PC has barely any बी टी एस तस्वीरें now. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
A few years पूर्व 50 तस्वीरें would be an average batch size. Now a batch of 90 तस्वीरें is considered a small batch पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
A friendly reminder that Ulquiorra needs प्यार पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Okay so heres the thing. Im open about being an Ulquihime fan, but Im not going to say Ichihime doesnt have its validity. It effeminately does and its a fair ship to become cannon. Orihime clearly liked Ichigo, Ichigo seemed to have shown signs of liking Orihime. But the thing is I still see a lot of potential that could have happened in an AU of Ulquihime with how things were going and to a degree I also think it could have been valid दिया slightly different circumstances. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
But no really Bleach has a tendency of having relationships / प्यार that doesnt work out and I fully believe that Ulquihime is a pretty unrequited type AND IT PISSES ME OFF ULQUIORRA DIES SO CLOSE TO ACTUALLY KINDA HAVING A NORMAL SENSE OF HAPPINE- //shot/ eherm. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Reasons Why My Rookies Are Adorable:

Us: *texting*

Them: Will आप be at the potluck tomorrow?

Me: Yep

Them: Yayayayyyaaaysyayayayaayya पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Dood. Did an abrupt impromptu Vice President speech for a band meet and greet in front of the entire Band Boosters (parents) and I think (and apparently other people were telling my mom that I did) I did really good XD

At least 20x better than I thought Id do

I guess Im not really bad at public speaking after all XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
UGH I STRONGLY SHIP ULQUIHIME THE और I LOOK AT IT. THEM AND SARUMI MY GOD.

SARUMI ENDED KINDA OKAY

BUT ULQUIHIME. I GOTTA पंच THE GUY THAT KILLED ULQUIORRA OFF RIGHT WHEN- DSJFLKSDJF

WHYD I READ ULQUIORRAS UNMASKED CHAPTER?

POOR GUY पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Dood. I today realized that my duty as Vice President of Band translates usually to "The Presidents Dog / Back Up" but here actually translates to "The person who is the messenger and communicator in order to try to make it so the highest up officers and the lower down officers dont spend the साल hating each other"

Cos pretty much I realized thats a duty that isnt and hasnt been filled at all and weve had consistent useless Vice Presidents soo... पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Bleach the anime, no matter how much I recognize the flaws and all, no matter how much I know its not the best ऐनीमे in the world, has the strongest control over me that makes it almost feel as if I do see it as the best ऐनीमे in the world and constantly just tugs me around to constantly drool over it.

Like why?

Like how? पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
आप ever wonder if "good always prevails" because "the winners write history"? So the winners always say are seen as good and because they won, good always seems to prevail? पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
SilentForce टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
"Power is Justice.Those who are in power decide what is right and what is wrong"-Cancer Deathmask(Saint Seiya) एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^ एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I wanna make a Fushimi background for my प्रोफ़ाइल to save, but I promised Akashi one and itd be kinda wrong if I were to make a Fushimi one first. On that same coin though, my past TWO/ALL backgrounds have been red.... So Akashi's would probably make another red one and blue might be a good change of color scheme... पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Fact of the दिन with Riku: Saruhiko Fushimi is attractive and his voice is almost और so, there is no denying it nor arguing it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3uv1oGZCQKI

सेकंड Fact of the दिन with Riku: Fushimi isn't properly understood द्वारा 90% of the fandom due to the lack of people पढ़ना लॉस्ट Small World

Third Fact of the दिन with Riku: Riku REALLY needs to find where she left off on that mange and find कहा translation on tumblr since its there but not on her मांगा sites पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
आप know आप dont use coins when आप go to count only your quarters (cos your band is having a coin-based donation game and आप have way too many coins in your wallet for your wallet to be efficient anymore) and आप have $17 of quarters and $10 of dollar coins. I also put all my dimes and nickles in for donation too. Only $7.50 of quarters and none of my dollar coins since I kinda collect them XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
But really.... it just kinda amazes me how much Ive come to notice the millions of rookies I adopted each साल actually really like me. Like I tend to adopt like 5-8 rookies each year, which, over the span of the 4 years Ive completed and this साल I started, results in about 20-40 rookies Ive adopted ever.

And like... the ones this साल are REALLY fond of me. Like I have rookies from other sections being like "I wanna be an honorary trumpet cause आप guys are really fun and talkative. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
My section is all quiet" and within a week having some of them be like ";-; dont leave us अगला साल ;-;" and the ones from years prior too. Its like.... am I REALLY that much liked / enjoyed? एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
And then I kinda realized I have a similar, even though smaller thing like that, on फैन्पॉप and Im like :v :v How do so many people like me? एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Im going to shoot myself. I have an SAT tomorrow right after a week of super exhausting band when I already got a really nice score and shit. I already know my अगला score will be notably lower than the first one I did and bleh. Imma be forced to wake up early and take a several घंटा test just cause. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I probably just wont humor that सेकंड SAT. I dont care if my parents dont think my score is good enough या whatever. I have the highest score of most of the over achievers in my school without having tried and the only reason I was thinking of taking another SAT was if I could have time to study before hand and I didnt एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
ace2000 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
wow today I took my SAT for the सेकंड time too एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Howd आप do on your first one? एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Psychiatrist: So have आप been abnormally tired since our last visit?

Me: Oh h e एल एल yeah.

Psychiatrist: And not because youve been staying up late and have been having to wake up early for band.

Me: Well I mean, yeah, but it was like that before hand :v पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
To be honest Ive been sleeping at somewhat regular times, या at least trying to XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Band camp makes me so thoroughly exhausted that Im barely making it through the दिन with enough energy to just sit at my computer cos Im only exhausted and not sleepy या anything.

Like Im currently running on fumes and Block B which I went to solely because I know their संगीत gives the fumes Im running on a little और power.

Im probably just going to get through the last one of this week tomorrow on the idea that its the last one man (and the longest day) पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
My plan worked XD Make Junior साल (last year) super hellish and make Senior साल (this upcoming year) as easy as possible.

I have literally 4 non-band classes XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Aka about 2 hours of non-band school a दिन XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
A P P एल E S पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I प्यार the minor key tbh. Major tends to sound happy and all, but I like the eerie, dark, and sad tone of a minor key.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VmrhzGyW1Fo

Listen to that guy या any other song on his channel thats dedicated to changing things into the minor key.

The minor key just kinda... soothes my soul. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना