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Riku114 कहा …
Shit man. Im starting to fall down the rabbit hole of Marvel. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Yall I dont want to gain another HUGE series to keep track of :v तारा, स्टार Wars added to it and :v एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Like Im feeling urged to go back and actually fully watch the Iron Man फिल्में rather than half assing them too :v एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
That's good though. Embrace Marvel, Riku. आप know आप want to !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Fun story time. I dont really remember the details too well, but like... three या four years ago, I was having some kind of a high anxiety day. I dunno if it was a panic attack that I didnt know of, an anxiety attack, या some traumatic shit या anything, but I was experiencing high anxiety and was excessively zoned out as to cope with it, and some guy came to like... touch me, hug me, या pat me या something पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
So like... I had a सेकंड या two of panic where I shoved him up against the railing of the upper floor and was like... a सेकंड या two away from instinctually pushing him over the railing of the सेकंड floor before I snapped out of it and somehow managed to play it off as a joke एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Like I dont know HOW I played it off without any सवालों asked cos I pushed him like a good 5-10 feet to get him to the railing and I wouldnt be shocked if I had a crazed look XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Nah I didnt look sad. I have a resting कुतिया, मतलबी face no matter what emotion Im feeling एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
RIP all my classes from today आगे tho XD My brain officially went from like 90% checked out, to like 100% checked out for the rest of the school साल when I finished my AP Government test (even tho I still have an AP Econ test on Wednesday XD) पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Awesome. Be lazy time? एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
2ntyoneplts टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Lazy is life एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly, the sheer degree of which I like Stephen Strange is.... STRANGE.

Like I watched the movie, enjoyed it a lot, but he wasnt all too high on my list, but out of no where suddenly Im just as hyped to see him on screen as the long term Marvel प्रिय of mine - Loki?

And I just get that natural "Hes a favorite" feel, but I dont know exactly why..?

I mean Imma make Wanta watch it and I wanna watch it to analyze and see why I might like him XD But still. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
My memory is iffy but maybe I kinda relate to him? Who knows. I know I do have some similarities एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I really dont have the ability to be comfortable saying I like a character just cos I like them. I need to be able to know what in specific I like :v एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
आप know, if आप think about it, being a hero, a famous hero, just honestly isnt fair. Its borderline toxic. At the point that someone becomes a famous hero, the pressure to constantly be the hero and be responsible of helping others and saving the दिन just would consume the life of the 'hero'

Sure they are saving people and being great people, but it comes at the cost of their limited existence.

When आप think about it like that, आप have to pity superheroes पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
oh they undeniably have it pretty bad. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
As an idealist, I can assure आप gets rough having the pressure to always remain upbeat XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
2ntyoneplts टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
IKR if I was a ‘hero’ I’d probably like idk एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
I think I adequately fucked with Riku's mind right before she went to sleep. I'm satisfied with that पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Why does Faba not have a Flygon? पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I AM BEING SHAMED FOR HAVING AN ESTIMATE OF 300-450 ENGLISH SONGS PICKED OUT ON THAT LIST.

FIRSTLY, THATS ONLY LIKE THE चोटी, शीर्ष OF THEM EACH

SECONDLY, I ADMIT IM A संगीत JUNKIE, BUT COMPARED TO SOME PEOPLE I KNOW AND ZANHAR, IM A CUTE BABY पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
THIRDLY, I HAVE AN INSTUMENTAL PLAYLIST PROBABLY 9X LONGER, A JAPANESE PLAYLIST ABOUT THE SAME LENGTH (guessing), AND A KOREAN PLAYLIST THAT IS PROBABLY A BIT SMALLER एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
THIS IS NOTHING कुदाल एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
*cough* My irl फ्रेंड्स have no place judging me :v एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
My USB currently has 225 songs in the English folder. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly, people in my school make fun of me for only listening to 'weeb' music, but truth is I probably like और English songs than most of the people saying that. Im a संगीत junkie. Its just I have so much I like that downloading all of it is overwhelming :v पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^ #Relatable !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
संगीत is just really nice. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
2ntyoneplts टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Without this संगीत I don’t know how I would’ve fought this - Lane Boy |-/ एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Ha. My English teacher had us 'read' like six पुस्तकें in preparation for the AP Exam essay, then I did my mock on Romeo and Juliet (one that wasnt one of the six) and I कहा Id probably do it on the AP Exam cos I know that one better than I should

She कहा I shouldnt because its been a while since I read it and since it doesnt cover all the topics that well and should study the other पुस्तकें (not that I even studied R&J) पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
But fuck that XD Totally wrote my essay on Romeo and Juliet XD I know that piece too well solely cause its famous, cos I read Tybalt two years पूर्व and really liked his character और than I should have, watched an ऐनीमे version of the play (which btw, had the plot changed a lot, I recommend the anime), and cos its jsut a good piece to analyze off of since a lot of stories can take a lot of inspiration and similarities off of it एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Even one of my side stories has a lot of parallels I didn't really intentionally do एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^ YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSS !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Despite never really watching the movie या anything, Ive always been attached to the idea and things themed / inspired from Alice in Wonderland पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Same honestly. Have always found its whole concept fascinating !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
2ntyoneplts टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Me too! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Im sorry Im like.... on a tired high.

I only got 3 hours of sleep for a really busy दिन XD

If I say weird stuff, enjoy XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
TIRED RIKU! DON'T APOLOGIZE! COME OUT FURTHER! DO MORE! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
If I talk too much I might start casually talk about murder या shit. Im in a demented tired :v एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
2ntyoneplts टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
A tired high? Oh so that’s what आप call it. That happens to me as well. So excuse any crazy stuff I say... I’m out of it a lot एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Seriously Riku needs to stop being all ansty about it and accept my offer to let her stab me with one of her knives. I mean sheesh. It's a flesh wound. MAYBE liver injury at worst. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Keep talking weird shit like that and itll be in the head एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
jk jk एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly, I am not going to lie. I am 'crazy' and 'insane'. I used to be even और so, but honestly even now I still can be. I've gone to the point of naming myself something else. I've talked way too excessively with people in my head, one of which tried to convince me I was a god before I realized I was getting way too off the rocker.

I've thought of excessively sadistic things with no guilt या shame to back it up. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Personally, I strongly accept that part of me. The closer आप get to me, the और creepy and unsettling things आप might find my mind causing. But its honestly something I accept of myself. I am definately working out of it since it isn't a GOOD thing to be like this, but its not something Im going to let harm my esteem या hold against myself एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I dont disclose too much of specifics of how... off... I can get at times since theres no need for that to spill out onto here, because I always sound like a psycho edgelord and I find that cringey, and because personally I dont like to attribute it to my संपूर्ण, कुल मिलाकर character. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
But yeah thats just kinda a ramble एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I want sleep पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
आप NEED sleep !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Sleep? एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
GDragon612 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
ya deserve sleep so much एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
"If that's the case, then आप owe it to yourself to pick apart the games आप LOVE, not just the ones आप hate."

प्यार that. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Person: Im so stressed out Imma pull out my hair!

Me, a person with Trichotillomania: https://tinyurl.com/y8fvjeqz पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Honestly, I'm not the type to be like "OMG आप ARE MAKING LITTLE OF MY DISORDER" because Trich is pretty poorly covered and that is a common saying, but I still kinda just take a pause whenever I hear it एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Cos like... कुतिया, मतलबी I doubt आप are literally gonna pull out your hair :v Stop appropriating my culture एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Jk jk एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I just find it funny-ish whenever I hear that line एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
I text Riku too much. Confirmed. RIP पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
2ntyoneplts टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Ha I bet ya do! Y’all are so close! :) एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
*deep breath* *sigh* Honestly, searching for a roommate is a pain in the नितंब, गधा with my family issues and vulnerability issues and just my संपूर्ण, कुल मिलाकर trust issues and stuff. Like I know I'll be fine regardless and I'll make फ्रेंड्स and all just fine. Its just my brain being stupid about it while I'm waiting for a reply combined with how this whole "I cant just get this done with" stuff does not fit with me who likes to get things done with before moving onto the next. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
2ntyoneplts टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Good luck buddy. Try not to listen when आप tell yourself stuff like that. You’ll get through it and everything will work out. :). [Wow. Listen to me, little motivationist. I’m trying.] Stay Alive |-/ एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Nah, to be honest, the things that concern me are genuine issues I need to keep in check. Some of the issues I have with making irl फ्रेंड्स are deep rooted with family issues of mine and I actually genuinely do sabotage them myself with how my anxiety and stuff reacts to certain things. Its a work in progress and all and I know Ill get through it XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Its just a stinkin pain in the asssss एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
2ntyoneplts कहा …
Hi I’m back! A few days is like a साल when आप live here पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Welcome back एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly, Im waiting for और information on Osoro Shidesu specifically from Yandere Simulator. Cos honestly right now she kinda borders relatable, but there is so little actually दिया out on her character.

Im super interested tho. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
She looks interesting. Has a pretty cool appearance too !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
So got back from Infinity War.

Not nearly as depressing या sad as like.... 99% of people make it out to be. Maybe its the fact I bathe in tragedy या because I write stories and tragedy as much as I do, but it didnt really hit me too hard.

Also rather predictable if आप ask me. Like I wasnt shocked या surprised with anything other than the abrupt ending. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
With that being said. I loveeeed the movie. It was great and I honestly like how the first like... half of the movie had my प्रिय XD Thor, Loki, Dr. Strange, and Guardians of the Galaxy. Just awesome XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Oh and Stark. Thats the other one. XD चोटी, शीर्ष Five Marvel Characters. ((Yes GoG is counted as one imo XD)) एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Great to know. Looking आगे to seeing it myself !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
My dad pissed me off. My dad just wants us to keep breeding my bird and wonders why we arent letting Smokey breed and every time we tell him its not healthy for them, its abusive to make them breeders for money, and that it adds to the problem that most parrots go to shitty homes, he just scoffs.

I called him out at constantly scoffing at it and hes like "You could make money"

So like. Fuck that greedy नितंब, गधा bastard. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Ill stuff that asshole in a cage with a woman and force them to have children for money. See how he fucking likes it. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Not really but still. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I dont HATE him as much as I sound like I do. I just refuse to forgive him या give him any leeway या even truly see him as my dad / family until he gets his behavior straightened a bit and honestly and genuinely makes amends and realizes how shitty of a person he was / still sometimes is एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly, smart charismatic people are some of the last people आप want to trust. They can analyze people way too well, and with charisma, they can pull strings way too well to make things happe-

.... oh shit wait. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
2ntyoneplts टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Lol! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Also a बिना सोचे समझे fact

Birds are literally dinosaurs

I raise baby डायनासोर पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Also, आप doubt it until आप hear what baby cockatiels sound like. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
link एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Also बिना सोचे समझे fact about Riku

On an average, I make sure to get at least 30-60 मिनटों of bird वीडियो within each day.

It makes me happy. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
On another note, as I begin talking of my plans for the future and all, the rate of which my प्यार and knowledge on birds began to become well known rapidly sped up

At this point, I can now expect that if I hear any talk of birds between two people and there seems to be disagreement या uncertainty of facts, that within five मिनटों Ill hear "Hey Riku! आप are the bird expert, give us some info on this topic!" across the room पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
2ntyoneplts टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
It’s expected द्वारा now I imagine:) एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Im just shaking my head here at this argument between two people over Akashi.

One side is arguing "Akashi doesnt care for team work and bringing people together and only cares about winning." The other side is arguing "No, Akashi is all for team work and bring people together. Its one of his strongest characteristics and his main role in his team."

And Im just like.... Neither of आप are right या wrong. आप are just ignoring an entire half of his character. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Like I dont even know how they just ignore one side या the other. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Honestly I really need to see "The Last Game" since there is a lot और interaction between Bokushi and Oreshi. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
GONNA WATCH INFINITY WAR TODAY.

#HYPE पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
BlindBandit92 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
It was a great movie. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^ #ThanosDemandsYourSilence लोल !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Annnd my dad didnt understand me when I कहा we had to leave early cos itd be busy / sold out XD So going tomorrow! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Decided to take the trumpet solo in the Game of Thrones theme for Zeppie cos she seemed happy enough that we were playing it, I figured Id do that in her name as well. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly, Im tired as hell despite me constantly sleeping at least an घंटा या two early most nights.

I am really just a permanently exhausted and tired bun.

I just want a good night to sleep and all.

.... did I not have a weekend to rest या something? I dont really remember 5 days back XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
GDragon612 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
take care of ya riku =( and try to sleep if ya can , want to see ya healthy एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^ This, pretty much. Make sure आप rest whenever आप are able to. Still hyped for #RelaxedRikubun at some point !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
2ntyoneplts कहा …
हे this probably sounds really weird but I प्यार आप guys. Feel free to ignore this if आप want. Most people either feel very uncomfortable या just don’t understand.
Stay Alive |-/ पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Its cool dood XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
nightiee टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
आप too एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Most people could feel uncomfortable but I doubt that they wouldn't understand. Your feelings are much appreciated. Right back at आप !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
So in my school we have this thing called a Senior Exit Project required to let us graduate and all where we have to present a powerpoint to a panel of teachers about our plans and all

I dont get why everyone is freaking out, trying to memorize it, and some barely passing it.

I did little to no preparation other than setting up the power point and just द्वारा talking about what I did for my Job Shadow and why I wanna do what I wanna do, I got a perfect score on the mock पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Relax. Talk genuinely and tell them what आप feel and mean. Its not that hard. I get the shy introverts struggling with it, but even some of the large known extroverts are stressing out एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
2ntyoneplts टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Good job. I bet you’re glad that’s over thou! |-/ एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly if I watched Madoka Magica again I feel Id relate to Kyoko और than I did the first time पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I could see आप relating a LIL bit to Mai from Ghost Hunt एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Kyoko has always been one of the Characters that interested me the most in this Series. I am pretty curious about which Character I could mostly relate myself when I finally continue and go even further with this ऐनीमे !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Yeah honestly though, I am such an extrovert.

Now that Im not a ball of anxiety, depression, angst, and massive distrust, I find that a lot of my goals surround people and having them around me and being a speaker and stuff.

Im not even an ambivert. Im a strict extrovert XD Just a highly selective one at that. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
link एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
2ntyoneplts टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Wow 5hats pretty cool एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
2ntyoneplts टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
❤️ एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Alright Im back. And with an emote of my own. -x- पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
2ntyoneplts टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
लोल एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Good to know. Welcome back !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
GDragon612 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
welcome back wanta! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
sunny
TheLefteris24 कहा …
Attention everyone! ''Rikubun'' has been added to the सूची of Nicknames available for Riku. I would like to make this Official. Fluffy Rikubun will certainly be referred to as such from now on.

KANPAI !!!! पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
2ntyoneplts टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Got it :^; एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
2ntyoneplts टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Uh what was that I just did?! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^ Are आप talking about the Emoji आप made? It certainly seems unusual. A Typo, I guess? एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
2ntyoneplts टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Yup. लोल एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
2ntyoneplts कहा …
<3 thanks for the hope पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Keep the hope alive. <3 एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Preach 🙏 !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
nightiee टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Keep the कुदाल alive एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
2ntyoneplts टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Oh Satan! XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I always wanna write but dont have the energy and/or the creative flow XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Gosh Im tired XD Im still good and all tho guys. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Sorry about all the trauma talk out here lately XD I usually like to keep things fun and all, but Ive been too busy to be full on obsessed with anything, and dealing with trauma has been one of my largest focuses and goals these days XD

I dont any of आप mind but I wanted to put that out there. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
GDragon612 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
don`t say sorry riku we understand it totally एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^ !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
BlindBandit92 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
riku it's your club. You're entitled to do anything आप want. It's a blog of sorts. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
XD I know. I just wanted to put it out there एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
sunny
TheLefteris24 कहा …
Also......

HAIL HYDRA !!!! पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
GDragon612 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
xD leftie एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
XD !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
sunny
TheLefteris24 कहा …
#PidgeonLivesMatterToo !!!! पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
#PigeonLivesMatterToo एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^ Preach !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
So I asked my therapist out of curiosity and all, and I do have PTSD apparently. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I see. It makes a lot of sense when thinking about it !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Just gotta keep urging Riku to shoot someone in broad daylight. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Aye एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Riku: The Highly Selective Extrovert. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I actually saw that while scrolling Tumblr and I think that विवरण fits me VERY well XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Better than Ambivert tbh XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
WOW MY DAD JUST DID THE MOST CARING THING I EVER HEARD HIM DO IN ALL MY CHILDHOOD

HE OFFERED TO GO ON A WALK WITH MY MOM TO GET HER OUT OF THE HOUSE WHEN SHES DISTRESSED COS OF MY SISTER पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
omg

My mom and dad are watching a horror दिखाना about where parents go crazy and try to kill their children and my dads like "Its like your husband" पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
At least we now know hes aware एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I... Kinda have my concerns about your father watching Horror Shows... एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^Eh... hes a child एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
What I planned on doing:
-Get all the last Z Crystals in Pokemon
-Write another piece to my stories
-Write RPs
-Relax
-Play Hitman and other Steam
-Take today off to relax and have fun as I rejected activities to do so

What I got done:
-Six scholarships
-Researched and planned out और of my college stuff
-Got my Health homework done
-Researched बिना सोचे समझे stuff
-Finished two essays for an application
-Finished everything I can do right now for Davis पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I had a super productive day, but Im not satisfied since I barely got anything at all I planned today done XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I did one post to the RP and like... Kinda took some Flight Rising time but thats not really there either? XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
UC Davis: For a chance at a $1000-4000 scholarship, write an essay on your leadership experiences and how it affected आप and will continue to help आप in the future

Me: *flips through 900 things I could talk about cos leadership has played a major role in my life and Im super thankful for it and very passionate over it* पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Dude, Id write a 14 page essay on Leadership for free कुतिया, मतलबी एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Like I literally might even be dead if I never found myself in a leadership position some how. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
PLUS IF THEY ACCEPT ME THEY WILL BRING ME IN FOR AN INTERVIEW AND I LIKE THAT KIND OF STUFF ESPECIALLY IF ITS ON THE TOPIC OF LEADERSHIP एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Personally, I dont really believe too much in not chasing what I want. Its part of the reason I cant sit and relax too much, but if I determine I want something, I weigh out how badly Im willing to want it, then charge full on ahead.

I make excuses from time to time, but if I cant get something done in the long run, its often capable to blame myself for not taking action. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
At least partially blame myself that is. There is a level of rationality to how much one can and cannot control एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly, I personally wonder where I stand on the trauma scale. I know I probably fit under the "traumatized" title, but I dont really know if I actually fit one of the trauma disorders. Its something Ill probably ask my therapist या psychiatrist about at some point. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I'm probably a lot better now. Had a really bad moment related to shitty stuff of the past and all but direclty after a lot of the depression and massive amounts of anxiety withdrew for the most part. Ive been shakey when I wake up for the past few days, but I think Im good so for anyone worried या concerned, I should be fine.

Thank आप so much to everyone who watched out for me and helped. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Some part of the whole fiasco with Wanta 'triggered' something I think and it kind of let और of my really bad mental state thats usually disappears when Im online carried in एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Im back to normal I think. And now that I see a massive unprocessed wound, Ill probably take goals to addressing it in my अगला therapy session and individually on my own. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
It is certainly good to know about the progress that has been made and will continue to do so. For the both of you, I hope. Always here when needed, Riku. We प्यार आप too !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
We officially have a baby bird. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
NOICE! A NEW MEMBER IN THE FLOCK! CONGRATULATIONS, FANPOP'S LOCAL BIRDKEEPER !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
We might have two एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
GDragon612 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
congrats riku our birdmum =D *throws confetti and open a bottle of chamapaigne*, for the non alcoholics रस xD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
#StartingTheHitmanSeriesFromTheLastGame पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly though.

Akashi I am officially going to call my प्रिय character from now on. He super deserves it. He absolutely does deserve it. Outside of loving the character, he has always been consistently a significant figure in helping me process and work through issues, helping me make the right decision, calming down, self reflecting, etc.

And fun fact, his वीडियो can calm down one of my poor mental states so quickly and successfully पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
That I have this thing on my phone called "Emergency Akashi" since I could be in a really bad mental state and if I recognize it, Akashi वीडियो can almost always return that bad mental state to AT LEAST a neutral या calm and managable mental state एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Even if his character sucked ass, the fact one fictional item could have helped me so much through my mental health journey and all, it alone is deserving of it एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Yeah Im doing better now but honestly, I still need to take time to chill. Who knows I might wake up and have another bad time या something. I cant be sure but Imma take it somewhat easy. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I apologize if it takes me a bit to get back to being my old energetic and peppy self I like to be on here and usually am.

The हाल का events through me into a bad loop and pool that might take a while to fully get out of.

Im alright though. I just don't feel in the right place to have the energy and exorbitant positivity I usually do. Its not anything Wanta did या anything Im pretty sure.

Thank आप to everyone that has been putting effort into this situation and helping me out. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Zeppie टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Take all the time आप need. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
It is understandable really. Take your time, Riku !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Feeling better ish rn एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
A little एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Figuring out which Akashi आइकन to use when आप have so many is hard. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Literally every time I want to display a new आइकन showcasing प्रिय of mine. It takes a while !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
For me I have to like the आइकन and have that feeling like my mood at the moment likes the आइकन either cos it represent it या because it soothes या it just feels fitting at the time एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Its liking it and then finding one that I feel is kinda nice at the moment and like the look of how it looks when I post एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Same here XD Relatabilty is a major factor when I am going to display an Icon. It makes things all the और harder honestly with such a variety !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I can always rely on Akashi and KnB to neutralize shitty mental health crap. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
बिना सोचे समझे Anxiety: "I want to die."

Me: How about no आप over-dramatic sensitive edgelord? Take your damn नितंब, गधा medicine पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I don't have time this morning to read through the uh... five या six messages since on early start days I always wake up for just barely enough time to work through my regular routine.

But I see there is a lot of misunderstanding the in meaning and intent of the words.

And also, I figured with how often Ive talked about my issues with relationships with other people before addressing it with them to आप specifically, that आप knew the difference between mine and Zeppie's stance पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I dont believe in going directly to the friend if the situation is serious या important enough. Doing that is how आप make bad, emotional, and irrational ideas off of current feelings. For major and very important issues, it is best to go to other people for सलाह and a सेकंड opinion. Ive always lived द्वारा that and only kept my avoidance of following it for Zeppie in specific since she gets majorly hurt द्वारा it otherwise. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I wanted to say that one for everyone who reads this. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
BlindBandit92 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Honestly I might be out of turn. But if something is really important. I wouldn't make an exception. It might seems like I would be a dick या something. But I rather be a dick than let a problem fester with no easy way या solving it. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Feel free to say your peace as much as आप like, Blind. Riku apparently won't talk to me about it for another घंटा so...*shrug* एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Everyone gets all upset when things that aren't directly related to the story in Pokemon games are not post game. I loved शामिल होइए Avenue from Black 2 and White 2. I loved where they placed it and found it entirely relevant and helpful पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
आप know, one of the shittiest things about mental health, especially as a kid and teenager, is that it steals away your childhood.

A lot of people have good memories of their high school life, they remember the fun with their friends, they remember all the fun risks and activities they did...

But when it comes to mental health, आप just kind of have all those times stolen.

I personally realize... As a senior, I'm far too late to regather them

But Ill cherish what I have. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Ill be happy that I have it right now and not let what I have left go to waste because of what I already लॉस्ट एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I do wish I could have my childhood back, heck I wish I could REMEMBER my childhood again, but theres no point in crying over spilt milk. Past is past, its time to accept it and हटाइए on. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I owe people in my highschool और credit and appreciation than I give them since I've spent most of my time around them being a reserved, angsty, emotionally-scared child.

Like one of my फ्रेंड्स from 7th grade... never really opened up at all to him. Apparently I was a huge inspiration and role model for him. We talked a lot but it was really one sided

या the trumpet brother of mine I'm not dating. He dealt with so much of my stupid jokes and I प्यार him. Hes family. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Those two really helped me out even if it was no where near direct. Honestly, they both opened their doors to me if I ever needed to escape my house even though they dont even know the tiniest tip of the iceberg of how horrible my house can and could get एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Ill be honest. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
For the first time, Ill say it. I will miss them. I will be sad. But its not bad. Its kind of nice. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Geesh. Lucy - The Eternity She Wished For is a super sad story

#FeelsBad

#Sad पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
College: Has your dad been physically present in California for at least three years-

Me: Not emotionally present but sure I guess hes been physically present पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
"And squaring numbers are just like women, if they are under thirteen just.. do them in your head" ~ Bo Burnham पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Thats actually going to be my क्लब्स new quote एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
True, I suppose !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
My body is so damn worn out XD

Going to the fitness center for like 45 मिनटों is always good for when the brain is being stupid. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
#Relatable !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
It is great to know Riku. Exercise will do आप pretty good !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Heres to never having heard your dad ever say the word "love" "care" या "proud" to आप in a positive way over the seventeen almost eighteen years of being alive.

Heres to him instead liking to get violent and yelling when anyone even remotely asks for him to say something remotely similar to it

Heres to him getting your therapist to give up after thirty मिनटों of being asked to compliment you. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
At the very least I get "good jobs" here and there for doing good things regarding his money and my money. Its something. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
TFW आप get hit द्वारा a sudden wave of mild depression and anxiety and are about to post about it

Then realize आप forgot to take your anxiety medication this breakfast and thats probably part of it. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly, I dont think I can watch the new season of सूपरनॅचुरल या really much of any of it until I deal with my issues entirely.

It brings back bad flashes of really bad coping mechanisms and mental states I used to way too heavily relate to back when I practically binge watched it.

Sam and Dean are strong members of my relatable character list, but theres a reason for it. Some of those कोट्स hit way too close to घर and their dynamic feels too personal. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Like anyone else get that 'flash' feeling in their head when something reminds them of something unpleasant या tempts to bring आप back into a पूर्व bad mental state? Like आप dont actually fall back to it, but आप feel the pull for a सेकंड in your head and its kinda uncomfortable but not immensely so? एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Like a mini panic of a warning? एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
XD this is just a सवाल for anyone XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
@Me a साल पूर्व saying "Am I the only one that wonders when my signature would randomly become something fancy? Like adults seem to always have one (parents and all) and some of my classmates have one then theres me thats all like "What is cursive?"

Yes, it did happen. I dont know when but it did पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly going through my दीवार for an लेख is interesting cos firstly, this आइकन makes all the posts super hilarious and secondly, because Im really realizing how horrifically depressed I was.

Even और shocking since I actually tried not to post it on here too much and to keep it subtle.

Honestly super concerned for my past self पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Me: Okay I literally wasted an घंटा of my time doing the most stupid and wasteful things. Before I can feel comfortable doing osmething slightly unproductive but also not stupid and wasteful, I have to do something fully productive. *groan* Ugh fine पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Flights Rising is literally the largest waste of my time but I still do it so much XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
That's me with whatever बिना सोचे समझे app has my interest for the महीना XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly, I have a weird relationship with change. I hate change coming into my life up until it hits me and there is no return. Cos once I jump straight into it या get run over द्वारा whatever change came my way, I just kind of go 100% into it and embrace it to the point I प्यार it.

Im someone really happy and comfortable with my natural normal schedule, but Im also someone who likes to take change as an opportunity to massively fix things. So its just interesting. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Im officially committed to UC Davis XD

God I have to many massively long trips coming up in the future पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
That is great to know. Wish आप all the best Riku. Have a good progress most of all !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Pokemon knew what they were doing when they let आप name your rival. Honestly it's the most cathartic release. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
IM FINALLY घर AFTER A 15 घंटा ROUND TRIP OF DRIVING OVER A LIKE 35 TRIP OVERALL.

IM FINALLY NOT SITTING

...

and Im back at my computer. :) Nice. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Maybe even 16 hours idk XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Welcome back XD !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly, being a "leader" is a great feeling and isnt something Id really ever want to give up. I always प्यार having a team that I can work with and helping them / maximizing their potentials and getting work done and all.

Plus the respect and ability to influence another person's life positively is always nice. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Watching a PS4 gamer try PC Gaming for the first time is hilarious. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Currently off in Davis checking out UC Davis today and tomorrow. Took like... an eight घंटा drive to get here but Im here. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
link

Please do take and enjoy.

Wanta and I put a lot of work into it XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I certainly did enjoyed it. Well done, to both of आप !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Riku confirmed that Professor Oak is a Totem Pokemon in Pokemon Ultra Sun and Ultra Moon and can be unlocked with a sticker. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
There is something really wonderful about learning about yourself in all ways possible. Looking deep inside yourself and finding all the good, bad, weaknesses, and strengths and accepting them. Its really wonderful to be honest.

I never loved myself और than when I started doing this.

It hurts like Lucifer's wrath on steroids at first, but the longer and longer आप do it... the और magical and wonderful and secure and confident आप feel. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
It is certainly wonderful recognizing that. As I कहा before, pretty admirable !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Seeing आप making those positive remarks alone feels pretty satisfying to me as well :') !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
God Im tired XD पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Being tired honestly isnt good for my mental state Im guessing. Go wonder XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Im alright tho. Its just amusing the amount of intrusive thoughts Ive been playing baseball with एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
#StrikeAllThoseHomeruns एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Relatable XD !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Riku is oppressing me! पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Never name your Pokemon after mental issues.

Duskull used Foresight.

Codependance was identified.

Me: "...." पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
:v एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly, if I got into Harry Potter, Id probably fall in प्यार with Snape. The issue however is that Harry Potter is everywhere. After तारा, स्टार Wars and Kylo, I fear having two लोकप्रिय series holding characters I प्यार पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
BlindBandit92 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
आप would प्यार Snape. Snape would be hands down your favorite. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
He currently is from the little, tiny bit I know from the series XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^^ I agree about Snape as well. He certainly is your kind of Character XD !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Jeesh. Yuki Kajura is an amazing composer. Pandora Hearts OST, Fate OST, Madoka Magica OST, Sword Art Online OST, Tsubasa Chronicles OST.

Those are all some of my प्रिय works geesh.

*knows और ऐनीमे osts than animes* पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I have listened to some of them and I agree that there are quite a few amazing Tracks. Pretty interested to check out the rest !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
BlindBandit92 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
You've listened to the fate ost even though आप haven't really seen the anime? लोल एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
आप continue to sin, Riku. Not that I cannot understand that but still लोल !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
I decided and I am committing to it.

I am going to process through my trauma and try to see if I can clear the fog on my memories and bring back, experience, remember, and accept what happened for everything it is.

Its not going to be fun, but I want to be able to pull myself back together before I leave off to college.

Honestly the hard part is though I only get really bad over my trauma when its abruptly brought up. I dont really get connected to it much on command पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
The thing about trauma though, especially at a young age, is that it steals away a lot of yourself and a lot of your ability to be an entire person. आप forget a lot. आप loose your history and your past. आप loose your childhood. आप loose your sense of identity. आप become a grandly incomplete person एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I really cant be me at my full potential until I work through it fully so as much as I hate it, I want to do the most with my life. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
That is quite an admirable way to look at things, Riku. Making peace with the past is a major step towards one's Improvement. I too believe आप can do it. There is no doubt about that !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Honestly one of the things i appreciate the most in फ्रेंड्स and people close to me are people who have experienced stuggle and can manage and handle it well.

I really appreciate and like that since they usually do good with सलाह and keeping me under control when Im at my worst. c: पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I often, especially in thr past, need people who can handle and keep things in a good perspective while keeping me from doing anything stupid off of stress या anything एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Cos I can lack self control at times and have too many demons on my shoulder. Its kinda why I like Lefteris a lot. Hes my "positive echo chamber". Hes full of nice health lines to encourage positive growth. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I am all about encouraging one's Growth XD It helps when I feel myself strongly relating with कहा person. I am always here for you, Riku ^_^ !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
DUDE. POKEMON GENERATIONS LOOKS SICK.

THEY A ADDRESSED POKEMON BLACK 2 AND WHITE 2 SCENE SO NICE.

IMMA WATCH IT. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Wantadog's depressing introspective about Love.

प्यार is nice when आप think of it like "Oh two people who were meant for each other" but sadly the case is that when they say true प्यार is one in a million, they mean it. 90% of relationships are not true love. 90% of marriages are not true love. 90% of true प्यार CASES are NOT true love. Odds are no one here has even seen "true love" in action. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
"Love is not equal" एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I won't dismiss someone else's relationship, but my statement on the main post holds true. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
^ I'll have to agree with it !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
wantadog कहा …
Three cheers for depressing yourself द्वारा asking for the impossible पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Also, Im a really strong advocate for taking medication for mental health issues, especially when it starts to get too extreme.

Taking medication for anxiety, no matter how much actually thinking about taking it gave me और anxiety, was probably one of the best decisions of my life

It lowered how bad my anxiety got to a manageable level. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Personally before I got it, I got the horrible feeling like I was going to kill my real self off. It felt like a half assed indirect suicide. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I actually got super suicidal over it I think. But it really helped in the long run. एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
I mean I was already suicidal during that time, thats why my therapist was like "You really need to see a psychiatrist and get medication", but it made it worse एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Ive been on medication for like.... ten months I think now. Its been helpful without a doubt एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Its interesting how Psychosis and Dissociation are commonly seen talked about in the same areas. They are strictly different, but I can see where a lot of the similarities come in play.

Psychosis is a break away from reality, dissociation is a cut off from reality. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Baujel is such a wonderful character एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
The only issue I have to be honest with लेखन his character is that I द्वारा no means depict him द्वारा his actual age XD There is no way a kid would act this way at his age XD एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
But sh.. this isnt a formal लेखन peace. I dont have to be that realistic. Its just hobby लेखन and its a side story to depict things. Maybe Im लेखन it how he remembers it so it comes out as और mature since people have trouble fully making themselves as immature as they were when they think back to their past experiences :v एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
tfw आप have symptoms of a large portion of mental health issues but write a character whose main issue is the ONE आप dont so आप gotta research :v पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
Okay I decided. I will प्यार Lusamine begrudgingly पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
TheLefteris24 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Riku: I hate you... But I प्यार you... But I hate आप !!!! एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे…
Accurate एक साल  से अधिक पुराना
Riku114 कहा …
But for people that struggle to realize the difference between "OCD" ins a colloquial sense and OCD in a literal diagnosis sense, the single phrase of "If I dont do _____, then ________ will happen / ____ might happen" paired with genuine anxiety if the latter statement occurs to the point it locks आप into doing the first statement. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना