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>>>> WARNING! THE FOLLOWING लेख CONTAINS LEVELS OF RAMBLING AND ‘MINOR’ FANGIRLING THAT MAY BE DANGEROUS TO THOSE WHO ARE NOT PREPARED INCLUDING #2 AND #3 BEING WRITTEN द्वारा RIKU AT 3AM AND 4AM! READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. ANY FATALITIES CAUSED द्वारा पढ़ना THIS लेख CAN NOT BE BLAMED ON RIKU114. आप HAVE BEEN WARNED<<<<

So हे guys~! Its been a bit since I made a चोटी, शीर्ष # लेख hasnt it? Well we are back at it again and this time we are carrying बी टी एस with us. Im sure none of आप expected it at all XD Well there will later be a चोटी, शीर्ष # बी टी एस Songs sometime later. But...
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posted by Riku114
(This is something I will attach to my प्रोफ़ाइल and try to keep updated. Bolded the info just for आप lazies XD Also, Im doing this cause I didnt have inspiration for a Just Me article. This took/takes much longer anyways)

General:
Name: Like in my original information article, I dont share my irl name with everyone. Riku works just fine though. BUT! If आप like here is a सूची of 'names'/nicknames/usernames I have claimed. Rikushi, Rikuzan, Homra Prince, Organizer of RPs, Commander of the BVB Army, ~RikuTheResurrectedLucifer~, TheBallofFluff, RikuTheNewLucifer, KingOfTheForgotten, FeridTheSassyGayFriend,...
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    You lived a normal life. आप lived as a normal person. आप lived happily, या maybe आप didn’t, though in the end, आप weren’t special. आप weren’t a demon in disguise, a caped hero that had come to save the day, a fair maiden in need of help, a spirit haunting the living. आप were a normal human with a normal life. At least that’s what आप believe as of now; after all, now it’s all in haze.

    This land, where are you? It’s all strange and everything, actually now that आप mention it, it does kind of look like a dream....
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So hey! I was bored and decided it would be a cool and fun idea to go through and write what I thought about and predicted for all the Danganronpa V3 characters. Before the prediction, I asked Lefteris to give me 3-4 तस्वीरें of each character, their name, and the Ultimate that they were introduced at. Then I carried on and did everything below. I hope आप enjoy!



So this is apparently Kaede Akamatsu and shes the Ultimate Pianist. I’m GUESSING that shes the main protagonist because shes the first one and because she has the main protagonist ahoge.

Overall I think she looks sweet and lovable...
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DISCLAIMER: Some of these details are guesses since I have not necessarily thought all of these out fully.

So I was bored and tired and decided instead of like… watching anime, I would take up the challenge of filling out a Huge नितंब, गधा Character प्रोफ़ाइल for one of my current RP Characters. I am going to say it now, but I did not answer all of them as I removed ones I didn't feel like answering, felt were dumb, and/or unapplicable to the story. I also may have added a bit for the sake of the लेख Also, any inconsistencies with diagnosis are और so what they resemble the closest to what his...
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~ WARNING: SPOILERS ARE PRESENT. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. ~

(You may want to read the original सूची as some of the repeated characters from that सूची onto this one I avoided talking about the same stuff. So click link)

Hello everyone! Time for an update on my प्रिय characters सूची after so long. Honestly, this was really hard to do as I felt I was betraying a lot of old प्रिय द्वारा being honest and partially because Honorable mentioned #11-14 are really flexible as all are about the same in how much I adored them as #1-4. Also, I limited myself to a maximum of two character per series,...
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[[THIS IS PRIMARILY A RAMBLE TO MYSELF BUT I THOUGHT IT WAS SUPER INTERESTING AND WANTED TO SHARE]]

So this is just me kind of trying to think and logically figure a thing out so its not really bad as much as Im trying to re-evaluate it.

Anyways so the diagnosis for BPD is still not official since it does need time to see as it could be MANY other things. Like I do match almost all of the criteria for BPD now that I look over it more, but the thing is, if I were to say one other thign it could be would be that it could easily be OSDD-1B या some form of DID which was considered prior.

For those...
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((So I wrote this for Banished's 2nd साल Anniversary three या four months ago. Really what I did here was take a small part of one of my main Banished Character's backstory and expanded it into a fully written scene. So those of आप that dont know the characters directly, might be a bit confused on the whole thing a bit. I mostly just reposted it here in case there were any of आप that wanted to see me write in some kind of story telling thing. Cause I dont think I ever actually पोस्टेड any of my pieces of लेखन on this club yet.

Anyways, if आप have enough time and are bored enough to read...
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posted by Riku114
Saruhiko Fushimi and Yata Misaki are sent off to the back room of the bar to collect some items per the request of Totsuka and Kusanagi. However, while working, the two get side tracked द्वारा one another’s presence.

Credit to @ridiasfangirlings​ for the story plan. This is an expanded version of the summary she gave out. link

Topic: K Project: Sarumi (Saruhiko X Misaki)

Word Count: 1383 words

Genre: Steamy Romance

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“Hey Saruhiko.” Yata कहा as he dug through the dusty shelves of the back room. “Did आप find the film rolls yet?” He asked. About ten मिनटों ago, the two of them had been...
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((Note, this is off DR2 knowledge only, if I get further into it and find an editation to my analysis, then I will mention it and if it is significant enough, I might rewrite this))

Hey! I felt like doing this to gather my thoughts about Nagito a lot better. Personally, I feel I am better at fitting into his shoes and predicting and seeing what and how he would think / react to a situation than I am actually analyzing या figuring out his character in worlds, but lets see how this goes. (Disclaimer: I am doing this as I go with little planning)

When I analyze characters, I like to look and think...
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So in the name of Mental Health Awareness Month, I figured and found this one सवालों about DID that I felt like answering a bit of. I will likely post some other things related to mental health over this महीना ((perhaps a review on Mental Health First Aid Training)), but I decided this was something I wanted to post and share with people to help spread some personal awareness and लेखन on this kind of poorly covered disorder.

Also, I would like to say, I actually am allowing one of my alters to speak for himself for a hot सेकंड since I felt it would be appropriate and useful for the sake...
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As someone who really enjoys looking into characters as relatable and all, I decided to make a सूची to keep track of them. They are kinda in most relatable to least, but not really honestly with how fluid this सूची is with my current mood and all. However, I think the first five are usually stuck within the चोटी, शीर्ष five most of the time.

Feel free to ask me about them - I may या may not explain why they are depending on how personal they relate and if Im willing to share.

✧•◦•◦✦◦•◦•✧•◦•◦✦◦•◦•✧•◦•◦✦◦•◦•✧•◦•◦✦◦•◦•✧•◦•◦✦◦•◦•✧•◦•◦✦◦•◦•✧•◦•◦✦◦•◦•✧•◦•◦✦◦•◦•✧...
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posted by Riku114
DISCLAIMER: THIS IS NOT 100% ACCURATE 100% OF THE TIME AND IS DESCRIBED AS GENERALLY AND DOES NOT ENCOMPASS EVERY SCENARIO. DO NOT TAKE THIS TOO SERIOUSLY

XD ~ 'XD' is well known as my main emoji and the emoji I sprinkle everywhere. Its pretty much the emoji that is basically punctuation and a lot of आप guys know me for it. Essentilly 'XD' is an emoji that I use without thinking and it is expressed to दिखाना happiness, laughter, a smile, something amusing etc. At times 'XD's maybe lined up अगला to each other (like 'XD XD')and और often than not, that serves similar to a multiplier for the...
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So I decided to organize this out a bit for आप guy the best I can. It’s actually a rather complex system of classification that goes on in my head but here I’ll try to make it a little easier to understand.

Anyways, since I figured that where आप stand in terms of relationship to me can be something I am occasionally a bit particular about, I decided I would try to explain how I organize it in my head. This is basically so I can दिखाना what I mean द्वारा the particular idea of each friendship tier.

I will also try to place people in the spot I see them in, but particularly anything lower than...
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posted by Riku114
Welcome! This is the first edition of Riku’s Steam Reviews. Since its the first one, I’ll give a run down of how I do this. Pretty much I have a सूची of all the games I feel I played enough of to give a good review / suggestion on the game and an explanation for it. From that list, whenever I feel like लेखन one of these, I will randomly generate three numbers and the games corresponding to कहा numbers will get a review consisting of their name, amount of time spent, main genres, cost of the game, and a link as well as the obvious review. Ill try to post the occasionally so I hope you...
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So after analyzing if for about a week, talking and discussing on dissociative and BPD focused मंचों on mental illness focused websites, and the हाल का session, its been determined that the past सवाल over whether या not I have multiple personalities या a really strong imagination and a poor sense of identity has been दिया the agreement that it is most likely actual multiple personalities. While it has yet to be placed into DID या OSDD-1B, the core base thing is mostly confirmed.

Between the names, the sudden ability to snap from strong fixated extremes, and considerably developed senses...
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Since there seemed to be a wide interest in me sharing these, I decided, until I no longer wish to share them, I no longer have और I wish to share, and/or no और to share, I will actually make this idea a thing. This is the first one where I go through my old therapy journals and pull out the ones I am willing to share that also have enough substinance to them. I hope आप enjoy. Each entry will be denoted with the दिन they were written on, as well as the times each entry was put in. There are often a lot of typos as they are copied exactly as originally typed on my phone journal. If said...
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posted by Riku114
Hey! It’s this week’s “Just Me” and I figured since I’d have to do it one time या the other and I was telling Zeppie about it in vague details, I minus well go over one of the delusions I partially believed in. I say partially as I KNEW that it wasn’t real, but regardless of that, I couldn’t actually call them false, fake, या take them as less than real.

So I’m going to be talking about what a few of आप may have heard me reference as my “Fragments”. Before going on, I would like to say this was something I was believing about half a साल ago, but is now nothing और than...
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posted by Riku114
[ WHAT IS DISSOCIATION? ]

Dissociation is generally known as a disconnect between oneself and what is actually going on. This is different from psychosis which is known from a break in reality. (Psychosis causes hallucinations, delusions, and stuff seen in things like schizophrenia.) There are many forms of dissociation and among them, some considered normal and some considered chronic and can be qualified as a disorder and some that are symptoms that are part of other disorders. The prime core idea of dissociation and the behavior associated with it is where the mind does not necessarily connect...
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Skipping सवालों I find boring / uninteresting.


1. What’s a सवाल you’re afraid to ask? To whom?
I dont really think theres anything I am particularly afraid to ask. If anything, I think it would be anyone irl other than my boyfriend to hang out या anything. I'm kind of avoidant in that manner. I personally would प्यार to have hung out with और people in my highschool, but getting around to doing it just made me too uncomfortable for और reasons that possible rejection या anything. I could handle rejection, its just a lot of other issues compiling into it.


2. What’s something आप hide...
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