Old me vs Present me

I must admit that I have often thought
of leaving it all behind and letting everything go

I was लॉस्ट and alone, as I always am,
So many people around me,
Yet no one seems to care.

They say they understand and प्यार me very much,
But just when I Trust to love, they forget and हटाइए on.

I held the चाकू so close
as tears, mixed with blood,
Began to fall slowly.
Like a foolish child I cried.

Knowing that I could end it all now
made my mind draw a blank.

I put the चाकू away and tried to wipe the blood,
that ran faster than I can describe.

I knew suicide wasn't the answer I was looking for.
I knew there was a reason for me being alone.

So many bad things happening at once -
They can make आप forget
About the good qualities of life.

Even though life is hard,
and trouble an inevitable part of it.

If आप decide to leave it all behind,
maybe आप will,
but I can guarantee that others
....Your Mistake will haunt