I feel like nothing. I feel empty. I don’t feel sad या happy या angry. I just feel like there is a black hole in me. A black hole where my दिल should be.
I don’t know what to do anymore. I write story’s and other stuff. I still go to school and I work. I still do everything but it just लॉस्ट meaning. Why do I go to school, why do I work. Why do I write story’s and other stuff with happiness and sadness in it, while I feel empty.
I know the जवाब on these questions. I go to school and I work for a better future. I write story’s and stuff, just because I can.
I tried for days to become angry या sad या happy या at least feel something. But nothing worked. I only made people worried about me. They asked me what was wrong. But they all have there one problems at the moment. So I told them that I was just tired.
It wasn’t a lie but it wasn’t the truth. The one good thing is that I found out that I’m good at acting. After I told them I had a good rest day, no one कहा anything. I mean nobody noticed anything. I smile, I laugh, I make jokes. They all think I’m fine. And that is good. I hate it when they are worried.
I just need to know if there is someone, who knows this, this feeling या whatever this is. I just need to write so that it is out of me. I mean if I keep this in me and letting no one knows this. Well, I will probably get depri because I only can think about it.
I'm sorry for the boring stuff. It wasn't even worth to read. But thanks for doing it anyway.
So I’m done with venting.
I don’t know what to do anymore. I write story’s and other stuff. I still go to school and I work. I still do everything but it just लॉस्ट meaning. Why do I go to school, why do I work. Why do I write story’s and other stuff with happiness and sadness in it, while I feel empty.
I know the जवाब on these questions. I go to school and I work for a better future. I write story’s and stuff, just because I can.
I tried for days to become angry या sad या happy या at least feel something. But nothing worked. I only made people worried about me. They asked me what was wrong. But they all have there one problems at the moment. So I told them that I was just tired.
It wasn’t a lie but it wasn’t the truth. The one good thing is that I found out that I’m good at acting. After I told them I had a good rest day, no one कहा anything. I mean nobody noticed anything. I smile, I laugh, I make jokes. They all think I’m fine. And that is good. I hate it when they are worried.
I just need to know if there is someone, who knows this, this feeling या whatever this is. I just need to write so that it is out of me. I mean if I keep this in me and letting no one knows this. Well, I will probably get depri because I only can think about it.
I'm sorry for the boring stuff. It wasn't even worth to read. But thanks for doing it anyway.
So I’m done with venting.
u will need: shampoo, towel, conditioner. not much is it?
1st way longer, do it in the evening b4 goin 2 bed
~ wet ur hair
~ wash ur hair with any sort of shampoon then if ur done just half dry it with ur towel ( do not use a hairdryer it only burns ur hair )
~ be4 ur hair dries put ur conditioner in ur hair from the चोटी, शीर्ष 2 the bottom. n leave it till morning
~ in the morning wash ur hair
~ dry it with ur towel n wait till it dries fully
~ the last step is 2 be happy with ur new soft hair.
2nd if u don't have enough time then try step 2
~ wash ur hair n dry it with towel.
~ put conditioner on still wet hair n leave it 4 around 5 mins.
~ then wash the conditioner of with shampoon
~ dry it of with a towel.
~ when it dries then, just be happy with new hair.
1st way longer, do it in the evening b4 goin 2 bed
~ wet ur hair
~ wash ur hair with any sort of shampoon then if ur done just half dry it with ur towel ( do not use a hairdryer it only burns ur hair )
~ be4 ur hair dries put ur conditioner in ur hair from the चोटी, शीर्ष 2 the bottom. n leave it till morning
~ in the morning wash ur hair
~ dry it with ur towel n wait till it dries fully
~ the last step is 2 be happy with ur new soft hair.
2nd if u don't have enough time then try step 2
~ wash ur hair n dry it with towel.
~ put conditioner on still wet hair n leave it 4 around 5 mins.
~ then wash the conditioner of with shampoon
~ dry it of with a towel.
~ when it dries then, just be happy with new hair.