have u every dreamt of being anything but urself i know i have and if u have dreamt of being anything but urself did it ever happen to me it did.this is my story
live it like it's ur's
i always thought i had every thing in the world but recently i'm having doubts.everything feels like my life isn't right anymore i do every thing i can to make it feel right once और but it just seems wrong.
i finally met a guy i thought i loved but it turns out he's a douche bag guess u can't always have wat u want in life.
recently i've been having this funny feeling that someone is watching me i can feel eyes on me but wen i turn there's no1.
i'm such an idiot i went up to this guy and asked him why he was following me and guess wat he says "i'm not following u i just happen to be working the same path as u" i repeat i'm such an idiot but i can't help the feeling that some1 is watching या following me.
u know the guy that was following me well we're going turns out he likes me wow can't imagine wat it's like to be in like
OMG found out that damien(that's his name)is a va***re don't want to wwrite it all incase some1 finds this but i don't feel different i guess this is wat it feels like to be in प्यार i can't believe i just कहा that if i did then it must be true
GOSH Damien is so ugh i don't know wat to say he thinks being together woulmd put ma in danger he is so self centered i hate him on सेकंड thought i still प्यार him and i wouldn't let him be the one to make all the decisions it's my life to
we talked and guess wat we finally told each other I प्यार U it was so cool i swear i प्यार him और than every and we agreed to stay together(he thinks या better yet i told him that i'm better of with him than without him) and fight together(he would do all the fighting and i will do all the hiding(his idea of keeping me safe))atleast we're together.
he's parents are super nice they treat me like family and i प्यार them they say they can't think of a better girl for their son(adopted wen he was changed)than me isn't that cool
TOUBLE BAD NEWS:we were out all together my (
family and his)and met some old friends(only cos they're like damien's family)and they wanted to have a snack ME!!!! i was the snack luckily my parents left for घर early(dad and mom r early risers as in they have to get up real early so they need their sleep)if not they would have found out wat damien and his family r and also luckily damien and his family scared them off but they have it in their mind that they will be back damien says he'll protect me i know that they all will until their last breath(that's if they breath) but who's gonna protect them??? i'm scared but not for me for them i wish there was something i could do
i'm leaving town i can't bare to put any of them in danger so goodbye milestone
damien caught me packing to leave town this is the conversation that we held
damien:wat the hell r u doing
me:............(finally saying something)nothing
damien:u were planing to leave town weren't u
me:well if i do no1 will be in danger
damien:u're the 1 in danger and i'm the 1 who put u in it
me:no u're not the cause and i'm already sure that i'm leaving here
damien:ok if that's wat u want i'm coming with आप
me:no u can't think of ur family
damien:they'll understand
me:why r u doing this
damien:do u need to ask
me:i प्यार u too but u can't come with me u're better off without me
damien:no that's not true
me:yes it is damien i प्यार u but i can't let u leave ur family
(intrrupted द्वारा dad and mum)dad:and u can leave ur own family
me:u told them
damien:no i was with u the whole time
me:then who told them
celia(damien's sister standing rught अगला to her प्यार richard and their parents chloe and braken):i did i heard u guy's talking about it and i knew how much damien likes doing ur biddingt so i told every1 wat u were up to
at the end of all the discussion i decided not to leave but my parents gfrounded me for a week for even thinking about leaving in the first place but forgave me for trying to leave strange uh
THE FIGHT:braken has been taking precuation like surveying the town incase the others r back to kill me and damien's become mopre protective over me before he only slept in my room(we never have sex cause he's olden trained so i remain a virgin)but now he spend both दिन and night with me only letting me leave his site wen i have to use the toilets या take my bath and wen he leaves to feed his sister stays with me i like celia and wen she's around we have a sleepover
celia tells me the others r back and that in a matter of time they'r coming for me what to do
WHAT'S THE अगला STEP
WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN अगला
live it like it's ur's
i always thought i had every thing in the world but recently i'm having doubts.everything feels like my life isn't right anymore i do every thing i can to make it feel right once और but it just seems wrong.
i finally met a guy i thought i loved but it turns out he's a douche bag guess u can't always have wat u want in life.
recently i've been having this funny feeling that someone is watching me i can feel eyes on me but wen i turn there's no1.
i'm such an idiot i went up to this guy and asked him why he was following me and guess wat he says "i'm not following u i just happen to be working the same path as u" i repeat i'm such an idiot but i can't help the feeling that some1 is watching या following me.
u know the guy that was following me well we're going turns out he likes me wow can't imagine wat it's like to be in like
OMG found out that damien(that's his name)is a va***re don't want to wwrite it all incase some1 finds this but i don't feel different i guess this is wat it feels like to be in प्यार i can't believe i just कहा that if i did then it must be true
GOSH Damien is so ugh i don't know wat to say he thinks being together woulmd put ma in danger he is so self centered i hate him on सेकंड thought i still प्यार him and i wouldn't let him be the one to make all the decisions it's my life to
we talked and guess wat we finally told each other I प्यार U it was so cool i swear i प्यार him और than every and we agreed to stay together(he thinks या better yet i told him that i'm better of with him than without him) and fight together(he would do all the fighting and i will do all the hiding(his idea of keeping me safe))atleast we're together.
he's parents are super nice they treat me like family and i प्यार them they say they can't think of a better girl for their son(adopted wen he was changed)than me isn't that cool
TOUBLE BAD NEWS:we were out all together my (
family and his)and met some old friends(only cos they're like damien's family)and they wanted to have a snack ME!!!! i was the snack luckily my parents left for घर early(dad and mom r early risers as in they have to get up real early so they need their sleep)if not they would have found out wat damien and his family r and also luckily damien and his family scared them off but they have it in their mind that they will be back damien says he'll protect me i know that they all will until their last breath(that's if they breath) but who's gonna protect them??? i'm scared but not for me for them i wish there was something i could do
i'm leaving town i can't bare to put any of them in danger so goodbye milestone
damien caught me packing to leave town this is the conversation that we held
damien:wat the hell r u doing
me:............(finally saying something)nothing
damien:u were planing to leave town weren't u
me:well if i do no1 will be in danger
damien:u're the 1 in danger and i'm the 1 who put u in it
me:no u're not the cause and i'm already sure that i'm leaving here
damien:ok if that's wat u want i'm coming with आप
me:no u can't think of ur family
damien:they'll understand
me:why r u doing this
damien:do u need to ask
me:i प्यार u too but u can't come with me u're better off without me
damien:no that's not true
me:yes it is damien i प्यार u but i can't let u leave ur family
(intrrupted द्वारा dad and mum)dad:and u can leave ur own family
me:u told them
damien:no i was with u the whole time
me:then who told them
celia(damien's sister standing rught अगला to her प्यार richard and their parents chloe and braken):i did i heard u guy's talking about it and i knew how much damien likes doing ur biddingt so i told every1 wat u were up to
at the end of all the discussion i decided not to leave but my parents gfrounded me for a week for even thinking about leaving in the first place but forgave me for trying to leave strange uh
THE FIGHT:braken has been taking precuation like surveying the town incase the others r back to kill me and damien's become mopre protective over me before he only slept in my room(we never have sex cause he's olden trained so i remain a virgin)but now he spend both दिन and night with me only letting me leave his site wen i have to use the toilets या take my bath and wen he leaves to feed his sister stays with me i like celia and wen she's around we have a sleepover
celia tells me the others r back and that in a matter of time they'r coming for me what to do
WHAT'S THE अगला STEP
WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN अगला
