on a good दिन i think "eh not bad" but on a bad दिन all i can say to myself is "i hate myself and wanna disappear"... not in a suicidal way but just to like vanish and come back perfect and not be so fucking sad anymore"
Yes.But आप don't have to be perfect या look perfect.And besides it doesn't matter what's on the outside,the inside matters most.As long as आप have a really kind heart,and will always be there for others.