Cause myself physical pain so I don't feel it mentally even though I still will and I'll just make myself hurt और द्वारा telling myself I'll find someone nice and funny even though I know I'll never find a really nice guy even though I won't cuz they apparently they no longer are real
Skyler and I are gonna go घर together on the school bus, we're gonna hang the दिन together, go out for dinner, return घर hang out some और and HE'S GONNA SLEEP OVER YAYUH!!!!!