Yeah relationships are just hard to not be jealous with. This one time, my best friend began crushing on I guy I liked since साल 3 and I was so jealous. He कहा no to her though when she asked him out and I was ready to have party. Knowing she still loves him, made me sort of stop loving him, because I knew how much it would hurt my friend if I asked him out so now I pretend I hate the guy for turning her down. Jealousy is such a hard thing to deal with.
Sometimes I need to think how much is my jealousy effecting others. In the case above, after her being turned down if I asked him out it would make our friendship loss. If he कहा no या not it is the fact I back stabbed her basically, plus I never told her.
I get jealous of many things but I generally realize that I am being childish and then I stop. Trust is also a problem with me, but I am also working on it to. I am sorry if आप feel like आप can't trust me.