Actually, a good friend of mine committed suicide a few years ago. I was young and didn't really quite understand why she would do that. She was a lot older than me and was someone that I had always aspired to be like. I was really angry with her at the time and began to resent her for it and I felt very betrayed. I still don't know why she did it, but I don't hate her for what she did. In a way, it changed my life drastically. Now I try and help anyone who is going through a hard time या having suicidal thoughts regardless of how I feel about that person, because that person means something to someone. Nobody should feel like their life is so meaningless that they must take it, and even though I have suicidal thoughts myself, I stand against the idea firmly and दिखाना my support to the people in need whenever I can.
I'd probably cry and cut myself really badly.... If I प्यार someone I get EXTREMELY attached. I'd just lay in बिस्तर all दिन trying to sleep, crying even when I was... Literally wouldn't be able to हटाइए for months.
First things first, I would bawl my eyes out for like a week straight, not go to school probably. Then I would start to blame myself for it, then after I stopped blaming myself I would know that everything happens for a reason, then for about two years I would cry like everyday.
This DID happen to me. I was in प्यार with him. And I watched as he took his own life. Anyway, what I did was I dropped outta school for the rest of the साल and went into a really deep depression period. Then the अगला school साल started and I pretended everything was fine. Then his death तारीख, दिनांक rolled around and I लॉस्ट it. Then decided I couldn't let someone else's decision ruin my life. I decided to be happy. And now I am. I can think about him and smile at all the good times we had, and how amazing he was :) And if I could do it all over again, I would've figured that out sooner.
In this order: My bf:Cry a fuckin lot,think about suicide,but chicken out(yeah im SERIOUS) My best friend:Cry a lot,think a little bit about suicide My family member:Cry a whole fuckin truck load,and come close to commiting suicide
I would feel bad. Honestly. I don’t look up to anyone, but whenever I hear of someone committing suicide I wonder what went wrong. But if it ever happened to someone close to me… I would live like I’m dying. I would live for them.