when was the last आप felt shame and why?

I have low self-esteem, so....yesterday.
but stuff still keeps me going, like death the kid या this song.

well i havent felt shame for ages and i hope i dont :) sorry i no that was a crappy answer but who cears

The last time was when I was at my grandpas funeral I didn't mean to but I made the whole my parents getting a divorce situation worse and that caused alot of drama on a very sad दिन and my family days it wasn't my fault but I feel like it is

when.........

A couple days ago, when I wanted to ask a friend to make आइकनों for me but I was embarrassed for asking. I did ask, but then huge levels of shame filled me. I got the आइकन made, and I प्यार it.

Right now. I don't really wanna say why, though...I feel ashamed enough.