I'd go to my bf/ex-bf (it's complicated)'s house and tell him that I प्यार him and किस him right before I died. And probably write a letter to my फ्रेंड्स and family about how much I प्यार and appreciate them.
i would go to the people i प्यार the most and talk to them one last time then leave and go to a place where no one would find me and die alone without anyone knowing that i'm dead hoping that they won't cry या look for meand that they forget me and don't suffer
If it was a school दिन i'd break every single rule, play rock संगीत over the speaker's, and ditch class.If it was a regular day, i'd spend 11 hours with friend's while dancing to MCR song's, and i'd spend 12 hourse with family,
and i'd spend my last घंटा making sure i looked good for my funeral!
**To be honest, what I'd WANT to do is jump on a plane, first fucking thing to go see Mikey. But, आप know, I'd get there and only be able to realistically spend 6 hours with him. Plus, those 6 hours would only be devastating to him. And it'd be really hard to get on a plane. So, I'd then want to call him and talk to him all day, crying and saying goodbye. या spend it with family, and him. I dunno. But I know I couldn't do that to them, because they could never see me in a dying fashion. They could never see me in a fashion that they have to imagine me gone in a few hours. It's not fair to them.**
First, I'd write goodbye letters to everyone I love... very personal, but uplifting, hopefully.
I'd then call Mikey, and tell him I loved him, and send him an E-mail, since I'm unaware of his address. [I'd still write him a letter]
After that, I'd किस my family goodbye, and go somewhere where no one knows me, या I can be alone, because no one needs to see me die. They'd be sad.
When I'm alone, I'd do something fun. Considering this sounds like a slow painful death, I'd shoot myself in the head. XD Kidding. If it's painless, I'd get so fucked up on drugs, to see what the hype was about. I'd try to write out everything I knew. Then listen to music. Once I noticed I'm beginning to die, I'll agnostically pray (since I don't believe in God, but I believe he COULD exist... rather that there's a higher being) that I'll be okay after death and not rotting somewhere. And that some kid will call me on an Ouija board one दिन so I can really, possibly literally, scare the shit out of someone. :P
My death'd be really lonesome. I hope that I never have to 'see it coming,' if आप know what I mean. It'd be really hard to handle; I'd want to be gone already, and not have to wait, and I'd want to have और time all at the same time. I'd be panicking the entire time, probably in hysterics. This is strictly what I would do, if I could plan. But see, the thing is's that plans don't necessarily work out for this kind of thing, because आप don't actually plan to be in this kind of situation. And if you're ill with something terminal, आप can't necessarily determine how your last hours are going to be spent, until they occur. It's not something planned; and when it happens, आप have no common sense. आप have instinct - and instinct is very irrational in these circumstances.
Find the womanana I प्यार at school a laddey called Emeara Dayvish who was a pupple when (I was there and never had the cur rage to ask out as I Was one whoa whoa got bulld all the time) and tell Here enda it wit my famaley and no early Emear around me