I stand alone in the color while my thoughts bleed from my mind. Oh how I wish that आप would come save me. Save me from this beauty. It continues these lights, they flash and dart across my face. Mocking me, and teasing of their freedom. The freedom they have to हटाइए and dance.
It is all that I do not have. That, and you. आप used to make the lights of my life dance and हटाइए and make the most beautiful array. Yet now all they do, these beautiful lights and colors, is bring me pain. I knew आप weren't coming, I know आप wont come. I know, and I knew, that आप never did. I've tried to forget you, Ive tried to हटाइए on. But, no, these lights and रंग continue their eternal dance of mockery and mercilessness.
आप see your life's fading away.
Now it seems like you've always known
that life आप have will always be the path of thorns,
You've seen it, oh, आप have seen it long ago
In the depths of your eyes.
Dark has never been so silent,
While the steps of death are too loud,
So dreadful for the hope that एक्स्पायस॔ slowly.
These moments of sorrow extinguished you,
Harrowing your mind, only the dark were there,
Misery and lonely death were calling your name.
Why is death so painful for others,
Yours has always been present,
In your thoughts, In your absence,
In this sadnees, in despair.
The दिन is Ending
The sun is Setting
All is over
But i am sad
My दिल is still grey
My फ्रेंड्स are mad at me
And i am still sad
I go to sleep
But i can not stop thinking of what i have done
Will my फ्रेंड्स ever Forgive me
And i am still Sad
I Have hurt a friend and Choked another
What have i done
And i am still sad
Why have i done this why
I have been tricked
Betrayed even
द्वारा the Evil one
I must get him
Pay him for what he has done to me
When i have done so my फ्रेंड्स will be happy
And so will i
The sun is Setting
All is over
But i am sad
My दिल is still grey
My फ्रेंड्स are mad at me
And i am still sad
I go to sleep
But i can not stop thinking of what i have done
Will my फ्रेंड्स ever Forgive me
And i am still Sad
I Have hurt a friend and Choked another
What have i done
And i am still sad
Why have i done this why
I have been tricked
Betrayed even
द्वारा the Evil one
I must get him
Pay him for what he has done to me
When i have done so my फ्रेंड्स will be happy
And so will i
In each lane
People who are rich
And people live in din.
And who lives in a lane
Wants to live in a garden
Suddenly much money they gain
And आप ask "How?" they say "A Win".
Our story
आप and me
People story
People stories
Are demeaned
And others keep on revilin'
This is our story.
And who's rich
Money goes away
Situations become decay
Life turns into misery
Thinks this was a dream
No, it's a nightmare
And asks "how come?"
Our story
आप and me
People story
People stories
Are demeaned
And others keep on revilin'
This is how our stories are.
I hear these crazy stories of people always hurting Not knowing what to do i stupidly ask "What can i do" They reply with "Idk" I say "Can i take your pain away cause thats all i know how to do" They say "Thats impossible that cannot be true" I say "I dont believe in impossible so the real सवाल is how cant it be true" They say "I wouldnt be able to live with myself if it wasnt for u so stop dreaming i cant let u thru i cant let u hurt the way i do" I say "Id smile thru the pain knowing it was for u and i cry cause u hurt now. The pain may be bad but it doesnt hurt as bad as seeing u beat so bad. I know it sounds crazy but all i dream about is caring for people so tell me to stop dreaming and my light will stop beaming. so can I" "Can u what" "Can i take your Pain Away?"
By: Alysia Batallas<3
By: Alysia Batallas<3
So sweet the hour, so calm the time,
I feel it और than half a crime,
When Nature sleeps and stars are mute,
To mar the silence ev'n with lute.
At rest on ocean's brilliant dyes
An image of Elysium lies
Seven Pleiades entranced in Heaven,
Form in the deep another seven:
Endymion nodding from above
Sees in the sea a सेकंड love.
Within the valleys dim and brown,
And on the spectral mountain's crown,
The wearied light is dying down,
And earth, and stars, and sea, and sky
Are redolent of sleep, as I
Am redolent of thee and thine
Enthralling love, my Adeline.
But list, O list, so soft and low
Thy lover's voice tonight shall flow,
That, scarce awake, thy soul shall deem
My words the संगीत of a dream.
Thus, while no single sound too rude
Upon thy slumber shall intrude,
Our thoughts, our souls O God above!
In every deed shall mingle, love.
No matter where आप go guilt will follow आप there
Don't be scared या affraid
Guilt will दिखाना आप all the mistakes you've made
It can eat आप alive
The only way to survive is to tell the कड़वा truth
If आप live out the rest of your days
You'll never escape it you'll be trapped in it's maze
Struggling to forget the guilt in your shallow soul
That is forever rising like a आग when आप add coal
Your guilt drives आप insane and follows आप forever
You'll go to your grave with it unless आप
Never tell another lie as long as आप live
The End
For Now Anyways
Don't Be Affraid
Romance, who loves to nod and sing,
With drowsy head and folded wing,
Among the green leaves as they shake
Far down within some shadowy lake,
To me a painted paroquet
Hath been a most familiar bird
Taught me my alphabet to say
To lisp my very earliest word
While in the wild wood I did lie,
A child- with a most knowing eye.
Of late, eternal कंडर, कोंडोर years
So shake the very Heaven on high
With tumult as they thunder by,
I have no time for idle cares
Through gazing on the unquiet sky.
And when an घंटा with calmer wings
Its down upon my spirit flings
That little time with lyre and rhyme
To while away- forbidden things !
My दिल would feel to be a crime
Unless it trembled with the strings.
Eldorado
Gaily bedight,
A gallant knight,
In sunshine and shadow,
Had journeyed long,
गाना a song,
In खोजिए for Eldorado.
But he grew old –
This knight so bold –
And o’er his दिल a shadow
Fell, as he found
No spot of ground
That looked like Eldorado
And, as his strength
Failed at length,
He met a pilgrim shadow –
“Shadow,” कहा he ,
“Where can it be, -
This land of Eldorado?”
“Over the Mountains
Of the moon,
Down the Valley of the Shadow,
Ride , boldly ride,”
The shade replied,
“If आप seek for Eldorado!”
- Edgar Allan Poe
Gaily bedight,
A gallant knight,
In sunshine and shadow,
Had journeyed long,
गाना a song,
In खोजिए for Eldorado.
But he grew old –
This knight so bold –
And o’er his दिल a shadow
Fell, as he found
No spot of ground
That looked like Eldorado
And, as his strength
Failed at length,
He met a pilgrim shadow –
“Shadow,” कहा he ,
“Where can it be, -
This land of Eldorado?”
“Over the Mountains
Of the moon,
Down the Valley of the Shadow,
Ride , boldly ride,”
The shade replied,
“If आप seek for Eldorado!”
- Edgar Allan Poe
cry, cry, let the tears roll down.
the willows will weep for thee.
द्वारा the river i see thine frown.
and thine bloodshot eyes see me.
the फूल covered in morning dew.
droop and hang their heads.
the water runs on one या two.
they cry into the riverbed.
i wade across the water cold.
to embrace आप in my arms.
for be आप young या be आप old.
a hug will do no harm.
आप see me fight the current.
as i try to get across.
i see the helping hand आप lend.
and i see the tears have lost.
आप smile and, despite being sodden.
आप लपेटें your arms around me.
the darkness inside आप has finally fallen.
and i know that sad आप will never be.
the willows will weep for thee.
द्वारा the river i see thine frown.
and thine bloodshot eyes see me.
the फूल covered in morning dew.
droop and hang their heads.
the water runs on one या two.
they cry into the riverbed.
i wade across the water cold.
to embrace आप in my arms.
for be आप young या be आप old.
a hug will do no harm.
आप see me fight the current.
as i try to get across.
i see the helping hand आप lend.
and i see the tears have lost.
आप smile and, despite being sodden.
आप लपेटें your arms around me.
the darkness inside आप has finally fallen.
and i know that sad आप will never be.
and each one of us lived their lives.
Can't आप see where आप are now?
आप and me where now?..
I am very sorry for us,
that parting shouldn't have happened to us.
But what can I say?
My दिल has expired!
But I can't blame you,
this was the life fault.
Oh darling, even if had passed billion years would never forget who eased my mind such as you!
Come back please!
Who's else आप can feel the peace of mind with?
I swear my life without आप isn't a life,
आप still on my mind.
Come back again!
Wasn't me, weren't you, but the life fault.
That sound...where have I heard it before?
* Tick tick tick tick tick*
That sound.....it sounds so fimliar...where have I heard it before?
My दिल stops as I remember......
That the sound of my memories fading into nothing...but vague dreams.
Vague dreams that I do not want to remember....but have to...or everything will stop.
*Tick tick tick tick*
How much time left...until it all disappears?....
* tick....tick...tick...*
Ah, there it goes...the memories I had of you...of them.
They are starting to leave ...to fade.
*Tick.*
Haha, there....it's done.
*Click*
Remember Forever....nothing ever really disappears ....
I will never involve myself
in any-thing that isn't estranged
from me being inside your दिल
and soul that आप expose only
to me.
As आप find an impylse to
any-kind of reason that will
imply me being amazed by
what आप do with your life as
it comes to you.
inside your दिल and
your soul, lies a man
that cannot stand on
his own two feet alone,
as he looks for ways to
escape the terrifying
out-look on the life that
he wants and needs to
leave out now.
But आप carry the weight
of प्यार on your shoulders
as आप give away your delayed
response to the सवालों that
seem to be playing around inside
your mind as of right now.
in any-thing that isn't estranged
from me being inside your दिल
and soul that आप expose only
to me.
As आप find an impylse to
any-kind of reason that will
imply me being amazed by
what आप do with your life as
it comes to you.
inside your दिल and
your soul, lies a man
that cannot stand on
his own two feet alone,
as he looks for ways to
escape the terrifying
out-look on the life that
he wants and needs to
leave out now.
But आप carry the weight
of प्यार on your shoulders
as आप give away your delayed
response to the सवालों that
seem to be playing around inside
your mind as of right now.
