The first time I saw you
I just can’t take my eyes off of आप
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m in प्यार with आप .
I know this isn’t a good thing
For I am only just dreaming
Dreaming , that I can be with आप
That’s all I can do .
If only you’ll noticed me
If only you’ll see me
You’ll know you’re worth everything to me
But still , आप didn’t see me .
Is it always be like this ?
Always hoping that someday somehow
You’ll be able to look at me dearly
Like , how I see आप perfectly .
Everything is impossible
Way too far from being possible
I don’t know how to stop my feelings for आप
For I am already falling for आप .
It’s silly for me to feel this way
When I know आप will never feel the same way
I’m always be a stranger to आप
How can I hear आप say “ I प्यार आप ?”.
A/N;-
First of all I'm not the author, i'm just posting on someone's behalf
I want to hear from आप people, how much आप liked it :)
I'll दिखाना the responses to the real लेखक :)
I just can’t take my eyes off of आप
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m in प्यार with आप .
I know this isn’t a good thing
For I am only just dreaming
Dreaming , that I can be with आप
That’s all I can do .
If only you’ll noticed me
If only you’ll see me
You’ll know you’re worth everything to me
But still , आप didn’t see me .
Is it always be like this ?
Always hoping that someday somehow
You’ll be able to look at me dearly
Like , how I see आप perfectly .
Everything is impossible
Way too far from being possible
I don’t know how to stop my feelings for आप
For I am already falling for आप .
It’s silly for me to feel this way
When I know आप will never feel the same way
I’m always be a stranger to आप
How can I hear आप say “ I प्यार आप ?”.
A/N;-
First of all I'm not the author, i'm just posting on someone's behalf
I want to hear from आप people, how much आप liked it :)
I'll दिखाना the responses to the real लेखक :)
when आप wish upon a star
it doesn't matter where आप are.
two stargazers, up at night,
seem close beneath the faint starlight.
अंतरिक्ष makes miles seem quite small
when light-years stretch between it all;
but distance is hard to breach,
thus putting आप just out of reach.
til the land touches the sky,
we still remain just you and i...
but for tonight we can be,
just wish upon a तारा, स्टार with me.
~an original poem द्वारा me~
~check out और of my कविता and लेखन at quotev.com/sliverofstarlight~
it doesn't matter where आप are.
two stargazers, up at night,
seem close beneath the faint starlight.
अंतरिक्ष makes miles seem quite small
when light-years stretch between it all;
but distance is hard to breach,
thus putting आप just out of reach.
til the land touches the sky,
we still remain just you and i...
but for tonight we can be,
just wish upon a तारा, स्टार with me.
~an original poem द्वारा me~
~check out और of my कविता and लेखन at quotev.com/sliverofstarlight~
OF
RUST
do आप breathe the name
of your saviour in your घंटा of need
and taste the blame
if the flavour should remind आप of greed
of implication, insinuation and ill will
till' आप cannot lie still
in all this turmoil
before red cape and foil
come closing in for a kill
come feed the rain
’cause i'm thirsty for your प्यार
dancing underneath the skies of lust
yeah, feed the rain
’cause without your प्यार my life
ain't nothing but this carnival of rust
it's all a game, avoiding failure
when true रंग will bleed
all in the name of misbehaviour
and the things we don't need
i lust for after no disaster can touch
touch us anymore
and और than ever
i hope to never fall, where enough
is not the same it was before
don't walk away, don't walk away
when the world is burning
don't walk away, don't walk away
when my दिल is yearning
As the present goes on and the past follows behind
I long for the unexpected future in which I hope
That my life will be better is what I wish in my mind
Even though I wish for the future now
But I must ask myself
Will I want my future when it comes and how
When it comes will I long for the unexpected
These सवालों are but shall be awnsered in time
Keep the past gone and keep the future just that
A time unkown and knowing it should be a crime
For we should wait and see what happens
For if we know we could alter our fate
The End
I long for the unexpected future in which I hope
That my life will be better is what I wish in my mind
Even though I wish for the future now
But I must ask myself
Will I want my future when it comes and how
When it comes will I long for the unexpected
These सवालों are but shall be awnsered in time
Keep the past gone and keep the future just that
A time unkown and knowing it should be a crime
For we should wait and see what happens
For if we know we could alter our fate
The End
By Alucard Steiner
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The river to hell,
The river to eternity,
The river to pain,
The river to beginning,
With the ferryman's नाव made of bones.
The water of flames that look so cold.
The moans of pain, which you'll soon join.
The wicked laugh of the ferryman, who knows of your eternity.
The howls of a beast, that makes warriors flee.
The river to the end,
The river to the beginning,
The river of blood, this river of pain,
leads आप to the dog, the beast in chains.
The river moves slow, pulling आप deeper in.
The end of आप life opens the gates of hell.
To flow down the river of Styx,
This will be your own personal hell.
आप wish for safety, but आप meet the beast.
The dog of three heads, that brings आप to your knees.
आप desire to run, but आप can never flee.
The नाव floats through the gate, to the beginning to your eternity.
Your eternity that ended,
At the river of Styx.
~
___________________
The river to hell,
The river to eternity,
The river to pain,
The river to beginning,
With the ferryman's नाव made of bones.
The water of flames that look so cold.
The moans of pain, which you'll soon join.
The wicked laugh of the ferryman, who knows of your eternity.
The howls of a beast, that makes warriors flee.
The river to the end,
The river to the beginning,
The river of blood, this river of pain,
leads आप to the dog, the beast in chains.
The river moves slow, pulling आप deeper in.
The end of आप life opens the gates of hell.
To flow down the river of Styx,
This will be your own personal hell.
आप wish for safety, but आप meet the beast.
The dog of three heads, that brings आप to your knees.
आप desire to run, but आप can never flee.
The नाव floats through the gate, to the beginning to your eternity.
Your eternity that ended,
At the river of Styx.
~
the world........
I lie awake thinking.
Where is the better tomorrow?
Why do we always find it at an instant too late?
How is it that the earth can misjudge it's caretaker's so carelessly?
Due to days like this, I can see now why Pandora shut the box.
It's a macabre assult we have just trying to live through one day.
Every घंटा is as excrutiating as the second.
All of the dances, composed द्वारा life and death, are filled with taunting, torturous reminders of what is yet to come.
We can't all catch a lucky break, we can only grin and भालू it.
There is a black बादल which coveres the already shrouded eyes of our madness.
Will I be able to see that tomorrow when all hope is gone and no one will hold out a hand for me?
....as we live it...
Penetrates
At the core
Of my wounded heart,
Swallowing
These tears
Of my कड़वा decline.
I reach to touch
Your atrocity
Once again,
Feeding this nameless fear
That pervade my weakened body;
Elaborating agitation
As intense as
Masochistic orgasm;
Pulling me down
Into my deepest despair,
With those eyes of pure lust
आप make me kneel
Before ominous desires of thine,
Lurking this prey
Before your very eyes,
Penetrating
As gentle as
Incoming dawn;
Burning at my torrid skin,
आप would प्यार to
Tear me open,
Leaving me down
With my bleeding heart,
आप walk away
For aye vile.
This is a poem that i wrote. I was bored and tired of being treated different just 'cause i like being myself and not someone else. Anyways heres it is:
just because i look away,
doesn't mean i don't care
just because आप don't see me crying,
doesn't mean i'm heartless.
just because i'm usual alone
doesn't mean i'm lonely.
i look away when something i see bothers me.
i cry when i'm alone,its not a weakness but what makes me strong
i'm alone when i don't want to be like you.
just because i dress different
doesn't mean i'm completely different from you
just because i act strange sometimes
doesn't mean i crave attention
i dress different to be unique,
i act strange to not fit in.
just because i dress different, sit and cry alone, and acts strange
does it mean im not like you?
no it just means i don't want to be perfect,
i don't want to be, what आप call 'normal'
it means that i'd rather be an individual.
just because i look away,
doesn't mean i don't care
just because आप don't see me crying,
doesn't mean i'm heartless.
just because i'm usual alone
doesn't mean i'm lonely.
i look away when something i see bothers me.
i cry when i'm alone,its not a weakness but what makes me strong
i'm alone when i don't want to be like you.
just because i dress different
doesn't mean i'm completely different from you
just because i act strange sometimes
doesn't mean i crave attention
i dress different to be unique,
i act strange to not fit in.
just because i dress different, sit and cry alone, and acts strange
does it mean im not like you?
no it just means i don't want to be perfect,
i don't want to be, what आप call 'normal'
it means that i'd rather be an individual.
Sooner या later I’ll die n leave u alone
I never thought m nt ur frnd m jst a trash
A material 4 u 2 play n throw away
M just a pet whm u kick bt still it licks
i never knew m jst a doll 2 play wid emotions
u promised 2 protect me bt now m afraid of u
my hands shiver whn I type 2 text u
coz m afraid of ur rply
m afraid my hrt woud brk again coz I knw its fragile
I feel sry 4 those tears wich cme 4m my pierced hrt whn u spoke harsh
They fell 4 wrong thing
Thx for nt being cls 2 me या else I’d hv cried hard
Lyk whn lastri died n whn jerelyn died
I didn’ want 2 b ms attitude 2 u
Wasn’ it lyk taming of shru
I promise u lastri I promise u jer अगला tym I won’t cry
Jst cumin 2 ya guyzno longer I wish 2 lv I jst wanna die
Tc, hope we’ll meet again या else gud bye..:(
