आप devastate this land of mine,
Where breeze used to touch the rose petals.
On this field of my innosence
आप took away the cloudy days,
On this desolated field no rain will fall,
No sun will shine,
Those soft petals are dry now
On this field of mine.
But yours,
आप grow your Oleander and Ivy,
Your poisonous land as your twisted mind,
आप चुरा लिया water to dry mine,
I see your Oleander now,
Beautiful and gentle as my rose is never going to be,
Poisonous but never meant to cure me.
Where breeze used to touch the rose petals.
On this field of my innosence
आप took away the cloudy days,
On this desolated field no rain will fall,
No sun will shine,
Those soft petals are dry now
On this field of mine.
But yours,
आप grow your Oleander and Ivy,
Your poisonous land as your twisted mind,
आप चुरा लिया water to dry mine,
I see your Oleander now,
Beautiful and gentle as my rose is never going to be,
Poisonous but never meant to cure me.
with a seed of grace. The expression
of joy slowly shine on its face.
A little black फूल beautifully
devine. An elegant structure in this फूल u will find.
प्यार and the joy of
happiness, this shows a black flowers
elegance. the color of
this फूल so proudly stand out.
आप are a little black फूल without
a doubt.
Note: I would like to bring this out to a little girl that was killed in chicago where i live. so smart, so nice, so good, but why did she had to die..... she was part of the light and now i must find her in the darkness and bring her back to life.
echo in my head,
seeking for
the truth,
remembering,
memorizing...
Sounds of past
still harm my soul,
but now I'm strong,
I can accept the truth.
Sounds of past
echo in the depth
of my heart,
though some truths
have never been found.
We just see these
through our eyes.
Sounds of past
still echo,
sometimes silently,
but we know
that the past still
lives inside,
as a memory,
as a burning wound.
Sounds of past
still echo
inside.
As a memory,
as a burning wound.
away आप left
flying far from me
shooken द्वारा the wind
the pain
we were meant to be
far आप left
Never to Return
the pain destroyed आप
आप were never to be whole
There was nothing left to learn
आप left me that cold night
Without even a hug
I was left behing
all alone
with just a red lady bug
आप left me
crying alone
A week had passed
slow and painful
my red lady bug sat dull
आप were still gone
never coming घर
I couldn't forget आप
but आप were still here
the red lady bug was still here
I knew आप were gone
there was no hope
but somehow I felt आप
I knew आप were near'
the Red lady bug was nothing to fear
आप are still gone
not coming back
I miss आप
I feel आप
and all I have left is the red lady bug
flying far from me
shooken द्वारा the wind
the pain
we were meant to be
far आप left
Never to Return
the pain destroyed आप
आप were never to be whole
There was nothing left to learn
आप left me that cold night
Without even a hug
I was left behing
all alone
with just a red lady bug
आप left me
crying alone
A week had passed
slow and painful
my red lady bug sat dull
आप were still gone
never coming घर
I couldn't forget आप
but आप were still here
the red lady bug was still here
I knew आप were gone
there was no hope
but somehow I felt आप
I knew आप were near'
the Red lady bug was nothing to fear
आप are still gone
not coming back
I miss आप
I feel आप
and all I have left is the red lady bug
Left & lonley
Abondoned & destroyed
the doll will seek revenge
The hate and pain have all subsided and left a fiery passion for revenge
The doll will have revenge
In pursiut of unfair justice in an unfair world
The doll will gain revege
The war that rages the hate that raises
All left the doll empty & tattered & broken
The doll will get revenge
The doll left broken द्वारा the side of the rode
Ignored द्वारा all mankind
The doll will receive her revenge
Who determines what is just in this unjust world
Not the doll या me या you
In a world of wrong what is right
Not the doll या me या you
Who leads the way in this endless maze called Life
Not the doll या me या you
One और Chance
द्वारा Cody Herman
Do आप remember the good old days?
When we used to laugh and play?
Nothing worried या stopped us
We would run until we were breathless
Tell me, when did it stop?
Why did it all drop?
Was it because of something I did?
I know I was stupid
I didn't mean to do it
It came bit द्वारा bit
It wasn't till the end
That I knew I had लॉस्ट a friend
It never worked out
But द्वारा then there was no doubt
If I could turn time back, I would
Even if it was just to see our childhood
I ask for one और chance
Just to advance
To turn back the clock
For our friendship again to unlock
It was my entire fault
Our comradeship didn't just halt
I wished I never started that romance
Again, I ask for one और chance
द्वारा Cody Herman
Do आप remember the good old days?
When we used to laugh and play?
Nothing worried या stopped us
We would run until we were breathless
Tell me, when did it stop?
Why did it all drop?
Was it because of something I did?
I know I was stupid
I didn't mean to do it
It came bit द्वारा bit
It wasn't till the end
That I knew I had लॉस्ट a friend
It never worked out
But द्वारा then there was no doubt
If I could turn time back, I would
Even if it was just to see our childhood
I ask for one और chance
Just to advance
To turn back the clock
For our friendship again to unlock
It was my entire fault
Our comradeship didn't just halt
I wished I never started that romance
Again, I ask for one और chance
U Grab My Hands Off the blind
I feel Warmth that firstly strange
Where will u take Me??????
u दिखाना me Colors,,,
U दिखाना Me sadness
What was The truth u meant??????
U takes me in different Way,,to Love
That was Not also Kiss,,,Hugs,,,Playing
U दिखाना Me Care,, Joy,,, And deep
that was Not about how birds can Flown away..
this is how to feel when they r Flying,,,
It was not to watch the Blossoms come...
it Learn about How to Wait until it Blooms....
U makes Me that cry was a way out too...
u make me believes that Laughs Also hides in the sadness
Now I know...
ur Loves Changes ME...
I feel Warmth that firstly strange
Where will u take Me??????
u दिखाना me Colors,,,
U दिखाना Me sadness
What was The truth u meant??????
U takes me in different Way,,to Love
That was Not also Kiss,,,Hugs,,,Playing
U दिखाना Me Care,, Joy,,, And deep
that was Not about how birds can Flown away..
this is how to feel when they r Flying,,,
It was not to watch the Blossoms come...
it Learn about How to Wait until it Blooms....
U makes Me that cry was a way out too...
u make me believes that Laughs Also hides in the sadness
Now I know...
ur Loves Changes ME...
When I think of आप
A tear falls and I start to cry
And brings me to sleep like a childs lullaby
When I see आप
I have to look away
And pray that my hurt can come another day
So I can feel better
When I hear your voice
I have to tune it out not that I have a choice
We may like each other
But if we come together and start
We would burn our soles and fall apart
Your like आग and I'm like ice
When we touch we hurt each other
We will never be able to be together
And for now all I can do is wish
A tear falls and I start to cry
And brings me to sleep like a childs lullaby
When I see आप
I have to look away
And pray that my hurt can come another day
So I can feel better
When I hear your voice
I have to tune it out not that I have a choice
We may like each other
But if we come together and start
We would burn our soles and fall apart
Your like आग and I'm like ice
When we touch we hurt each other
We will never be able to be together
And for now all I can do is wish
She hates the irony, and the pain is too much.
She cannot see his face;
He has advanced from behind.
But she does not need too,
She knows his face too well.
His चाकू digs deeper into her soft cheek.
He is carving a heart;
Mocking her obsession of him.
He whispers something incoherent to her.
She wishes she had listened closer.
He caresses her unmarked cheek with his gloved hand.
She closes her eyes,
Half wishing it was over,
Half wishing it would never end.
-Emily Rose-
7-20-10
~*As she rolls the dice*~
~*I must think twice*~
~*About who I stand by*~
~*If we lose the bet*~
~*I'll surely get*~
~*A big shot to the head*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*At least for a while*~
~*No one ever understood*~
~*Why he killed an innocent child*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*It surely is true*~
~*I will wait until आप die*~
~*So I could be with you*~
<3
~*I must think twice*~
~*About who I stand by*~
~*If we lose the bet*~
~*I'll surely get*~
~*A big shot to the head*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*At least for a while*~
~*No one ever understood*~
~*Why he killed an innocent child*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*It surely is true*~
~*I will wait until आप die*~
~*So I could be with you*~
<3
She picks up the knife, ready to end her life.
She tightens her fists, ready to end all this.
As tears roll, she starts to feel droll.
She feels numb, why did they call her dumb?
She still, about to take a pill.
He comes in, hopeing she her depression wouldn't win.
He feels dumb, but ready to run.
He lays in बिस्तर with her, she's cold and dead.
He thinks " I'm too late, she met her fate."
He takes a knife, wishing she could be his wife.
He thinks to himself "I प्यार you, I wish आप where here to say आप do too."
They both ended there lives. Entering the light they see eachothet, and hold one another tight.
it drounds आप in its deepiest sorrows.. wraps around your body ... addicts आप worse than a drug... itsquese आप दिल untill its vanished... it kills आप slowly and pinfully from the inside to the out side... puts the slashes in your wrists and legs... makes आप feel dead..... inside and outside untill your nothing at alll.... makes me put slashes in my head.... makes me fate my own dread... it keeps comeing... so dround me in my own poison and take the pain away from the प्यार that has vanished..
night
is sleeping
along with
peaceful souls.
But mine
looks
at night,
thinking
and mourning,
it cries
at long,
silent nights...
Looking
for a comfort,
it stares
at glittering
moon.
As I cry,
moonlight
is watching me...
Listening
to my sorrow,
it follows me.
As I cry,
it watches me,
trying to
give me a peace.
As I cry,
moon is looking
at my pain,
trying to
comfort me,
it sings me
a lullaby.
Giving me
a spark of joy,
it covers me
द्वारा its glow,
गाना me
a lovely
lullaby,
it guides me
to the stars...
will run to आप
like tomorow isn't soon enough
I will fly to आप
Even if planes don't exist
baby your the one for me
your the only one for me
and everything I love, the प्यार is voiced
remember
forever
your the sweetest of sounds
किस me forever
remember my arms
your are my baby
my beutiful lady
savior in the fields
summer in the winter
baby be mine
your the one to complete me
save me with your lips
the आग within
Oh how I long for me
आप caught me
आप held me
you'll never let me go
I am still here
even through the storms
baby your are my life
like tomorow isn't soon enough
I will fly to आप
Even if planes don't exist
baby your the one for me
your the only one for me
and everything I love, the प्यार is voiced
remember
forever
your the sweetest of sounds
किस me forever
remember my arms
your are my baby
my beutiful lady
savior in the fields
summer in the winter
baby be mine
your the one to complete me
save me with your lips
the आग within
Oh how I long for me
आप caught me
आप held me
you'll never let me go
I am still here
even through the storms
baby your are my life