When आप stare into my eyes
What do आप see?
I know I see a scared girl,
Who wants to break out of her shell
and दिखाना the world who she really is.
She feels abandoned and alone
even with फ्रेंड्स and family around her.
She has been used and she was choking on the promise she would never fall again.
She's the girl people see
Laughing and smiling on the outside
is actually Crying and Hurting inside.
People misunderstands her,
They judge and tease but she puts up a shield.
She is sweet and sensitive but they don't care
They're cruel as the world we live in.
Do आप see that in my eyes?
Do आप see me?
It's amazing what आप can hide
Just द्वारा putting on a smile.
What do आप see?
I know I see a scared girl,
Who wants to break out of her shell
and दिखाना the world who she really is.
She feels abandoned and alone
even with फ्रेंड्स and family around her.
She has been used and she was choking on the promise she would never fall again.
She's the girl people see
Laughing and smiling on the outside
is actually Crying and Hurting inside.
People misunderstands her,
They judge and tease but she puts up a shield.
She is sweet and sensitive but they don't care
They're cruel as the world we live in.
Do आप see that in my eyes?
Do आप see me?
It's amazing what आप can hide
Just द्वारा putting on a smile.
My name is hurt,
I make u feel bad,
I was created by
Someone u know.
I make u feel very bad,
I'm an emotion
U can't c me,
Because I'm inside u.
I make u feel sad,
I make u cry
About the stupidest things
And I give u the tears in ur eyes.
Someone created me
द्वारा something they did,
Then they put me inside u
2 haunt u forever.
I haunt u every day,
I'm like an itch u can't scratch,
U think of me,
Beautifully bad I am.
I may b
Young या very old,
I won't dissappear,
U have 2 deside when I should die.
I'm really bad,
No good inside,
Though people always say
I learnt something.
I don't help a lot
Mostly I destroy u
From the inside out,
I'm not easy 2 stop.
I create the bad times u have,
I make the desitions,
I'm bad
And my name is hurt.
I make u feel bad,
I was created by
Someone u know.
I make u feel very bad,
I'm an emotion
U can't c me,
Because I'm inside u.
I make u feel sad,
I make u cry
About the stupidest things
And I give u the tears in ur eyes.
Someone created me
द्वारा something they did,
Then they put me inside u
2 haunt u forever.
I haunt u every day,
I'm like an itch u can't scratch,
U think of me,
Beautifully bad I am.
I may b
Young या very old,
I won't dissappear,
U have 2 deside when I should die.
I'm really bad,
No good inside,
Though people always say
I learnt something.
I don't help a lot
Mostly I destroy u
From the inside out,
I'm not easy 2 stop.
I create the bad times u have,
I make the desitions,
I'm bad
And my name is hurt.
eyes red fighting to breathe.
Alone in a room,
dark and sound.
In despair for a long time.
Something आप can't escape,
some unbearable
Words seem to slip,
body feels so weak
Windows down, curtains closed
Alone
Dark thoughts race
Memories fly
In despair for a long time
Again
Eyes closed
Skin cold, ready to walk away
Have the freedom to make choices
Forget despair
Ignore everyone who ignores you
It hurts to think
about despair
Complications, frustrations,
leave them behind.
Although both trapped and tied.
both confused.
used.
abused.
Your laying with me,
out in the dark,
Stars still blinding
sirens still chiming.
At least we are together
but why can't आप see
why your really here
right beside me.
your adding to the problem
but yet आप heal.
your like a drug
that makes me feel
like the pain is gone.
I need you
want आप
प्यार आप
A word to strong
for आप to bare
so आप act if
आप don't even care.
But deep inside
Inside your heart
आप know I was yours
right from the start.
Although the pain that is causes
to have to wait
for आप to realize
your certain fate.
It's well worth it
in the end
when your spending eternity with me
hand in hand
now standing on last दिन of साल
i look back and see smiles and tears
somedays it was new too
somedays our mailboxes were filled with greetings
greetings of arrival of 01/01/2011
दिन द्वारा दिन we got used to
night द्वारा night we got close
so many starts so many ends
so many left so many got friends
learnt so much taught so much
learnt to smile learnt to give
learnt to die learnt to live
with loads of hugs and kisses
bye bye 2011
अगला time we'll say
"damn our दिल still misses
THE 2011"
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.they wanted a longer लेख :P
i look back and see smiles and tears
somedays it was new too
somedays our mailboxes were filled with greetings
greetings of arrival of 01/01/2011
दिन द्वारा दिन we got used to
night द्वारा night we got close
so many starts so many ends
so many left so many got friends
learnt so much taught so much
learnt to smile learnt to give
learnt to die learnt to live
with loads of hugs and kisses
bye bye 2011
अगला time we'll say
"damn our दिल still misses
THE 2011"
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.they wanted a longer लेख :P
are memories that still breathe.
Can आप feel my sorrow?
Scourge this body
sodden द्वारा sweat
and never been washed away.
Can आप imagine the pain?
Trapped and tied for this place,
that's your fate,
आप will never run away.
Can I just fade away?
आप have fought before.
Will आप keep fighting now?
This dawn is always the same,
दिन full of difficulties,
sweaty कमीज, शर्ट and empty eyes,
shaking hand that holds
this cigarette,
mind that wander in
yellow field.
Can आप forgive your life now?
The line 'love is a fallacy' isn't justified,
it is evidence of a coward's voice.
But when प्यार is understood, pain is nullified
it all fades away as we smile and rejoice.
Know that सोना has no value to the soul
that it cannot just simply fill and empty hole.
प्यार cannot be sold; neither can it be bought
but the truth that प्यार can hold, can only be caught.
I would not compare प्यार to a rose
the comparative pairing is what I find far too bold.
प्यार is meant to be kept exclusive and beautiful,
not to be shown off which isn't meaningful.
The feeling flows freely as water.
It's our necessity and a hope-giving trait.
'Tis beautiful, desirable, there absolutely is no other,
'Tis a strong surge of current that overpowers all hate.
it is evidence of a coward's voice.
But when प्यार is understood, pain is nullified
it all fades away as we smile and rejoice.
Know that सोना has no value to the soul
that it cannot just simply fill and empty hole.
प्यार cannot be sold; neither can it be bought
but the truth that प्यार can hold, can only be caught.
I would not compare प्यार to a rose
the comparative pairing is what I find far too bold.
प्यार is meant to be kept exclusive and beautiful,
not to be shown off which isn't meaningful.
The feeling flows freely as water.
It's our necessity and a hope-giving trait.
'Tis beautiful, desirable, there absolutely is no other,
'Tis a strong surge of current that overpowers all hate.
and आप will see.
Open your soul to those
who will listen,
they'll दिखाना आप the bright side,
the side आप have forgotten.
Trust just this once
and आप will see.
The sea of your लॉस्ट memories
shall return again
if आप make a right choice,
the choice that changes everything.
Trust just this once
and आप will see.
How many people आप want to save?
Who do आप want to follow you
in this journey we call living?
Try,
trust just this once
and आप will see.
All those dark thoughts
that have been imprisoned
in your mind
could be silenced by
the light
आप see cloudy
and it all seems unattainable
and impossible.
Although,
the real truth is in your heart,
आप just have to decide
what आप want to believe.
The smallest reason
to be alive again,
one single reason to smile
along with freedom.
~ Feel it and be free... ~
Hold me, don´t ever let me go. Even if the world crashes in, bury me under your love. Even if the spring never comes, don´t let me feel the cold. Hold me when the night is so cruel. या when the scars of दिन mark my skin. If आप won´t let me go, I won´t release you. Two lovers, shielding each other from the storm. That´s who we´re going to be. Never change, never think. Let the actions flow into your hands, don´t stop. Keep going, keep your head up to the light. At the end of the journey, we will be home, the wounds forgotten and healed.
I hate you
But I just can’t seem to break you
Do I want आप here?
Do I want आप gone?
Everyone says your such a tease
But not to me
Are आप real?
Are आप fake?
Do I need to be
With this drama queen
आप spout lies
No truth to be found
Why am I still
Trying to see the good in you?
Is it worth it?
Should I listen to them?
They tell me to go
Before I’m a victim
Of आप mighty undoing
I won’t fall
I’ve made a promise
Can I keep it?
Will I leave?
Will I remain?
Promises
Sins
They all appear
The same
Lies
Sentences
Preach the
Difference
I’m listening to you
I can’t break you
I’m falling now
No one to catch me
Do I leave now
That I’ve fallen
Are आप worth my time?
Am I worth this pain?
God, help me choose
For this is not my decision
Any longer
I’ve put my faith in my despair
Now दिखाना me the answer
Tell me what to do
Do I stay
या do I leave you?
But I just can’t seem to break you
Do I want आप here?
Do I want आप gone?
Everyone says your such a tease
But not to me
Are आप real?
Are आप fake?
Do I need to be
With this drama queen
आप spout lies
No truth to be found
Why am I still
Trying to see the good in you?
Is it worth it?
Should I listen to them?
They tell me to go
Before I’m a victim
Of आप mighty undoing
I won’t fall
I’ve made a promise
Can I keep it?
Will I leave?
Will I remain?
Promises
Sins
They all appear
The same
Lies
Sentences
Preach the
Difference
I’m listening to you
I can’t break you
I’m falling now
No one to catch me
Do I leave now
That I’ve fallen
Are आप worth my time?
Am I worth this pain?
God, help me choose
For this is not my decision
Any longer
I’ve put my faith in my despair
Now दिखाना me the answer
Tell me what to do
Do I stay
या do I leave you?
Anger
Nothing but anger
I should have listened to Mama
She knew best
I didn't listen to her
Yes Mama, they all laughed at me.
The blood.
Everyone jeering and cheering
Just like in the locker room
The pig's blood on the dress I made.
The laughter.
Their ear splitting and cruel laughter.
I start to cry
Tommy yells at them, telling them to stop.
The bucket falls down and he lays there unconsious.
The lights turn red.
Still laughter.
They tried going out the door
I trapped them all inside with only my mind.
The hose unwrapped from the emergency glass.
I turn up the water pressure.
They all scream.
Electrical wiring
The fires
I did it
The town I grew up in
Damaged and destroyed.
All from my mind.
I go home
I go inside.
And I wake up
In a pile of stones from the sky.
All from my mind.
This destruction I caused.
They laugh at me no more.
Nothing but anger
I should have listened to Mama
She knew best
I didn't listen to her
Yes Mama, they all laughed at me.
The blood.
Everyone jeering and cheering
Just like in the locker room
The pig's blood on the dress I made.
The laughter.
Their ear splitting and cruel laughter.
I start to cry
Tommy yells at them, telling them to stop.
The bucket falls down and he lays there unconsious.
The lights turn red.
Still laughter.
They tried going out the door
I trapped them all inside with only my mind.
The hose unwrapped from the emergency glass.
I turn up the water pressure.
They all scream.
Electrical wiring
The fires
I did it
The town I grew up in
Damaged and destroyed.
All from my mind.
I go home
I go inside.
And I wake up
In a pile of stones from the sky.
All from my mind.
This destruction I caused.
They laugh at me no more.
Clouds of happiness have covered my sky,i was thinking its a gift of god,i wish i could fly.Rain of प्यार showered all the night,i found each दिन so bright, i felt kind a sweet touch of flowers, i plucked each bud in the garden of wishes,i filled my bucket and sang the happy song ,i was walking,thinking about my प्यार and life.on my way i met a single flower,i glanced at it,and i thought to pluck this one.but it looked so sad!i asked ,why are u so sad?he answered me i was just like you,i had wishes just like आप have,i was in प्यार with rain,clouds and garden of wishes.clouds have gone,rain of प्यार never came again to my garden,and my wishes left me alone!,now i admit that i have nothing to love,i smiled and take him in my hands and कहा dont cry !every thing will be fine, why do not आप प्यार your self,it will give आप life,love your sky,spread your fragrance, make your own garden of wishes,clouds of happiness will soon come to आप and bring your rain of love......................
Why should I wonder?
Why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.
Do आप understand?
Do आप get it?
Do आप even care?
Do आप understand bit द्वारा bit?
Why should I wonder?
Why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.
Well I'm asking,
I'm pleading on my knees,
I'm begging to you,
Why should I believin' thee?
Why should I wonder?
Why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.
Ya, some friend I have,
Some फ्रेंड्स I got,
Some फ्रेंड्स care,
And आप were the friend, I never thought,
Why should I wonder?
why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.
Why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.
Do आप understand?
Do आप get it?
Do आप even care?
Do आप understand bit द्वारा bit?
Why should I wonder?
Why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.
Well I'm asking,
I'm pleading on my knees,
I'm begging to you,
Why should I believin' thee?
Why should I wonder?
Why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.
Ya, some friend I have,
Some फ्रेंड्स I got,
Some फ्रेंड्स care,
And आप were the friend, I never thought,
Why should I wonder?
why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.
Death of प्यार arrives...
The Earth shakes
Lightning strikes
The living cry
Lands break open
Flames of the forsaken arise
All life will die
Will आप be there?
Would death be too much to bare?
Shadows creep closer
As the sun runs away
Demons come alive
The weak and lonely are not spared
Will आप be there?
Would death be too much to bare?
Loyalty will be tested
The failed will be condemned
As loveless souls are thrown into a pit
In darkness of eternity
Will आप be there?
Would death be too much to bare?
Death will come to all
Pure hearts, pure souls
Followers of the Goddess of Love
Will see a peaceful end
But will आप be there for me?
Would our death be too much to bare?
Our प्यार shall be tested
But I'll be there...
The Earth shakes
Lightning strikes
The living cry
Lands break open
Flames of the forsaken arise
All life will die
Will आप be there?
Would death be too much to bare?
Shadows creep closer
As the sun runs away
Demons come alive
The weak and lonely are not spared
Will आप be there?
Would death be too much to bare?
Loyalty will be tested
The failed will be condemned
As loveless souls are thrown into a pit
In darkness of eternity
Will आप be there?
Would death be too much to bare?
Death will come to all
Pure hearts, pure souls
Followers of the Goddess of Love
Will see a peaceful end
But will आप be there for me?
Would our death be too much to bare?
Our प्यार shall be tested
But I'll be there...