has been labeled द्वारा darkness.
Your birth is your death.
आप have died a thousand times
in your heart,
death shines in your eyes,
following आप like a limpet.
You've died,
though आप still breathe,
but life is just a shadow
of your past,
आप don't see the life.
Your road is spiny,
hope is smothered and distant
to your sight.
You're on the road,
but this road is your life,
and this life is a burden of
your fate,
and past never dies until आप die.
Your road is full of thorns,
empty and abandoned,
like your heart,
like your life.
The दिन of your birth
has been labeled
द्वारा darkness.
It's everywhere आप look,
you're on this road alone
and this road is the burden
of your fate,
past never dies until आप die.
While my फ्रेंड्स are out on the town
I stay घर alone
All द्वारा myself
And no one calls the phone
Silence except the t.v on
Keeping me company
People think I'm lonely.
Yet, they don't understand
That I feel no void being alone
I enjoy it, so much
That it's become my crutch
I write
I draw
I use my mind for it all
Yet again
I wouldn't mind
To be invited somewhere.
Is it a problem that I like to be alone?
I don't think so
Yet others do
But once they're alone
They'll know not what to do
As for me,
I'll know what to do
I'll sleep, write, draw, या watch movies
Because even though no one's there
I do not have a problem being alone.
I stay घर alone
All द्वारा myself
And no one calls the phone
Silence except the t.v on
Keeping me company
People think I'm lonely.
Yet, they don't understand
That I feel no void being alone
I enjoy it, so much
That it's become my crutch
I write
I draw
I use my mind for it all
Yet again
I wouldn't mind
To be invited somewhere.
Is it a problem that I like to be alone?
I don't think so
Yet others do
But once they're alone
They'll know not what to do
As for me,
I'll know what to do
I'll sleep, write, draw, या watch movies
Because even though no one's there
I do not have a problem being alone.
हे there!
How are you?
How have आप been?
Life's been hard
Yet, I'm making it through.
I wish आप were here
To live with me
Like the good ole days
Like back when we were kids
And a little bit older
I miss you.
हे there!
It seems like it's been forever
How's life treating you?
How's the kids?
I would प्यार to spend time
With आप again
Yet, time goes by
It seems so quick
It can steal your youth
या your energy
I've been so busy
With work and what not
So please forgive me
For not calling या emailing.
I missed you
Still miss you
I wrote to आप four years back
But आप never replied
So I was scared
That our friendship died.
Now I know
That it's not us
But it's just time
It won't slow down
It just keeps on.
So I'll conclude this conversation
द्वारा saying a goodbye
I know it can be painful
But I will see आप again
Someday.
How are you?
How have आप been?
Life's been hard
Yet, I'm making it through.
I wish आप were here
To live with me
Like the good ole days
Like back when we were kids
And a little bit older
I miss you.
हे there!
It seems like it's been forever
How's life treating you?
How's the kids?
I would प्यार to spend time
With आप again
Yet, time goes by
It seems so quick
It can steal your youth
या your energy
I've been so busy
With work and what not
So please forgive me
For not calling या emailing.
I missed you
Still miss you
I wrote to आप four years back
But आप never replied
So I was scared
That our friendship died.
Now I know
That it's not us
But it's just time
It won't slow down
It just keeps on.
So I'll conclude this conversation
द्वारा saying a goodbye
I know it can be painful
But I will see आप again
Someday.
My tears freely flow
Attempting to wash away the pain, the sorrow, the hate
The chrimson blood that flows hrough my vains boils causing an explosion
They say to trust, to just BeLIEve
But then they lie and double cross, shattering my heart
When all the tears have been cried,
and all the hate released
Then I'll be ok
Not todayNot tomorrow
You'll know when I'm ok
Any substancial प्यार is gone
Set aflame द्वारा hate and lies
Love, gone, लॉस्ट forever
Hate growing, remembered forever
Crying untill my eyes hurt
wishing आप were here
Wishing I was ok
Wishing आप were ok
Wishing WE were ok
Feeling your touch
Needing your touch
Regretting everything
Slowly dying
I'll never be ok
Attempting to wash away the pain, the sorrow, the hate
The chrimson blood that flows hrough my vains boils causing an explosion
They say to trust, to just BeLIEve
But then they lie and double cross, shattering my heart
When all the tears have been cried,
and all the hate released
Then I'll be ok
Not todayNot tomorrow
You'll know when I'm ok
Any substancial प्यार is gone
Set aflame द्वारा hate and lies
Love, gone, लॉस्ट forever
Hate growing, remembered forever
Crying untill my eyes hurt
wishing आप were here
Wishing I was ok
Wishing आप were ok
Wishing WE were ok
Feeling your touch
Needing your touch
Regretting everything
Slowly dying
I'll never be ok
My dearly love
I have awakened
In the morning light
The aftermath from last night
I feel so alive again
No और madness in my life now
I feel complete
The beautiful sunlight
Amazes such nocturnal souls such as us
Yet the morning is still so beautiful
I feel new and alive
Like a तितली emerging from the cocoon
The birds in summer's morning air
They sing and welcome the new day
फूल opening up to the morning glow
Oh my dearly beloved
How morning is so beautiful and young
This दिन shall be beautiful
As I feel alive again
The night's sleep was so relaxing
The morning makes me feel so much better
Oh how beautiful my दिन is
As we lay down to rest
This दिन is like artwork
It will always be in my memories
Of आप and me in the morning.
I have awakened
In the morning light
The aftermath from last night
I feel so alive again
No और madness in my life now
I feel complete
The beautiful sunlight
Amazes such nocturnal souls such as us
Yet the morning is still so beautiful
I feel new and alive
Like a तितली emerging from the cocoon
The birds in summer's morning air
They sing and welcome the new day
फूल opening up to the morning glow
Oh my dearly beloved
How morning is so beautiful and young
This दिन shall be beautiful
As I feel alive again
The night's sleep was so relaxing
The morning makes me feel so much better
Oh how beautiful my दिन is
As we lay down to rest
This दिन is like artwork
It will always be in my memories
Of आप and me in the morning.
Of my hope , as the dark बादल rain
It was a forbidden dream that ignite
my fears and all of my salty tears
I never thought that handling the glory
could end up my misty story
as it all starts with a forbidden dream
and ends up with a hope and a mean
reality that refuses the fate`s humility
it’s a fraction of the human begin poverty
of hate and pain
as the cloudy sky rains again
my genuine faith will always appeared to deny
all of your forbidden dreams lies
Black widowed टारेंटयुला sized evil
Nurtures her children well
As they all take a bite out of human flesh
Watching them choke on their own blood
All little teeny tiny beady black eyes stare
At the खाना they see
They smell a human female
They'll have to take their bite
Poison scares the snakes that try to devour their mother's eggs
The snake drops dead after seeing the mother
Realizing that they're not bird's eggs
The children see their awful mother
Mean and cruel
Evil and heartless
At least cold and black hearted people have hearts
The children get sick of their mother's evil
So soon they prepare to defeat
The evil that lies beneath a thorax and eight legs
To them this is a विक्टोरियस fight
They look at their evil mother
They see what evil holds
They look at her and then they devour her
After पढ़ना about this
Little Carrie White looked at her own evil mother
Realizing with her abilities, she can do the same thing.
Nurtures her children well
As they all take a bite out of human flesh
Watching them choke on their own blood
All little teeny tiny beady black eyes stare
At the खाना they see
They smell a human female
They'll have to take their bite
Poison scares the snakes that try to devour their mother's eggs
The snake drops dead after seeing the mother
Realizing that they're not bird's eggs
The children see their awful mother
Mean and cruel
Evil and heartless
At least cold and black hearted people have hearts
The children get sick of their mother's evil
So soon they prepare to defeat
The evil that lies beneath a thorax and eight legs
To them this is a विक्टोरियस fight
They look at their evil mother
They see what evil holds
They look at her and then they devour her
After पढ़ना about this
Little Carrie White looked at her own evil mother
Realizing with her abilities, she can do the same thing.
so that आप can be light
I am dull
so that u can be bright
I am evil
so that आप can be good
I was bad
Coz i thought the world would.....
world would praise me
Who helped आप to climb upto there
but I never thought
the fame आप got आप don't want to share
My eyes looked at आप last time
And as i turned back, a tear fell apart my eyes
On the way i thought
For आप I spoke so many lies now its my time to rise
I know i was evil servant of heaven
Late in night I heard some stupid bell
I saw people of hell were fighting to be king, i too jumped in that
and अगला day..... अगला दिन I woke up as the King of Hell..
Flying softly on beams of moonlight
Floating softly on beams of light, tonight
Hearing fragments of distant conversations
Swiftly drifting over nations
Moonlight reflecting on his wings
The घंटी, बेल of a distant chapel rings
Then he descends to the earth
What, to him, is life worth?
Through an open window he flies
Waiting for the surprise
In he flies on moonlight wings
His bow of death, he strings
He aims, he shoots
This he does with all his recruits
The ऐरो hits its spot
The horse of death is in its trot
His new recruit slowly wakes
This man's new eyes staring like snakes
The angle jumps through the window which he came
Perfectly leaps, doesn't touch the frame
He flies away on moonlit wings
He flies away on moonlit wings
Floating softly on beams of light, tonight
Hearing fragments of distant conversations
Swiftly drifting over nations
Moonlight reflecting on his wings
The घंटी, बेल of a distant chapel rings
Then he descends to the earth
What, to him, is life worth?
Through an open window he flies
Waiting for the surprise
In he flies on moonlight wings
His bow of death, he strings
He aims, he shoots
This he does with all his recruits
The ऐरो hits its spot
The horse of death is in its trot
His new recruit slowly wakes
This man's new eyes staring like snakes
The angle jumps through the window which he came
Perfectly leaps, doesn't touch the frame
He flies away on moonlit wings
He flies away on moonlit wings
I saw U passed Me,,,,with ur girl..
I never have an eyes on U
never thought that we'll meet one day..
as time brought u to my side
Now,,,
something change
We've been cheat them
we now it was wrong
either we can't stop...
just keep walk on it
Then be quite
किस me,my Forbidden
say to me that it is not fiction
prove to me that it's not a runaway feeling
Im Here...
u're here
not with HIm,,,or Her...
I Know It Is wrong
U know It is Sin,,
But either Csn't Stop..
How desires Flows..
How किस flies among Us,,
and We keep walked,,,then Be quite,Boy
I never have an eyes on U
never thought that we'll meet one day..
as time brought u to my side
Now,,,
something change
We've been cheat them
we now it was wrong
either we can't stop...
just keep walk on it
Then be quite
किस me,my Forbidden
say to me that it is not fiction
prove to me that it's not a runaway feeling
Im Here...
u're here
not with HIm,,,or Her...
I Know It Is wrong
U know It is Sin,,
But either Csn't Stop..
How desires Flows..
How किस flies among Us,,
and We keep walked,,,then Be quite,Boy
One दिन wouldn't shows the future,,,
one किस doesn't prove the real
it doesn't shows in a second...
and rounded here,,,with all the things we've argue
and now I realized that
The Arms are the same
The one which Hugs ur दिल into the warmth,,
the same which Pulled u down with pain...
u'll never understand when,,,or how it happened..
But I now it is real..
u keep me high while I try to प्यार ur Blind sides
But then U throw me falling away to reality,,,
pain,,,,hurts,,,,damn night...tears..are here....
I Can Do Nothing,,,
किस that takes me to the sky,,,
has the same to give me enormous words filled with hate
how u call it??
hate?
Faith??????
either do we understands...
this is starting over
one किस doesn't prove the real
it doesn't shows in a second...
and rounded here,,,with all the things we've argue
and now I realized that
The Arms are the same
The one which Hugs ur दिल into the warmth,,
the same which Pulled u down with pain...
u'll never understand when,,,or how it happened..
But I now it is real..
u keep me high while I try to प्यार ur Blind sides
But then U throw me falling away to reality,,,
pain,,,,hurts,,,,damn night...tears..are here....
I Can Do Nothing,,,
किस that takes me to the sky,,,
has the same to give me enormous words filled with hate
how u call it??
hate?
Faith??????
either do we understands...
this is starting over
pure प्यार never fades.
They say that
fighting for your aims
brings accomplishment.
They say that
time heals everything.
They say...
प्यार is an illusion,
imagination blurs
your mind.
Reality is as sad as
your heart.
But
they say...
Everything is passing,
but the सवाल still
remains.
Loneliness lives inside.
Hope is still alive.
आप fall today
but आप rise up tomorrow.
आप fight.
आप want.
आप dream.
आप are...
Filled द्वारा hope
and willing to
live for your dreams,
आप may win
but
आप may lose.
Failure is always
minatory,
आप don't want
your dreams to be buried.
Precious dreams
still live in you,
but your will now
is weak.
But
they say that
hope never dies.
They say that
प्यार still shines.
when u look into his eyes...
U'll never guess what goes there
Oh Mine.....
even smile covered ur face,,,,but treasure still hide,,,and secret filling in ur brain
Forget those forbidden Kiss,dear...
he's Not yours...
when u think about how to make it urs..
u'll falling into a mess way
how can it happened?
Oh God,,,I can't throw myself into this Sin,,,
I can betrayed Him,,,
Please Forgive me,,,I miss who forbidden to say
Impossible dream,,,
when u see he's coming over u and realized that eyes glancing on ur mind
dancing as fate could be a real things to u
आप come
and आप go
leaving only
fear in your
path
the fear
in a small
child's eyes
a fear that
tells that
very child
that the
monsters of
their dreams
do exist
in the shadows
lurking and
waiting for
a chance
a chance to
let people
see the thing
they fear the most
your a dark
shadow moving
in the night
only seen by
the pale silver
moonlight
leaving only
terrified eyes
and enormous
fear behind
in your
cold
dead
path
everyone has their monsters that lurk and wait to find them. some run some dont but no matter wat they always spark a fear of the truth.
and आप go
leaving only
fear in your
path
the fear
in a small
child's eyes
a fear that
tells that
very child
that the
monsters of
their dreams
do exist
in the shadows
lurking and
waiting for
a chance
a chance to
let people
see the thing
they fear the most
your a dark
shadow moving
in the night
only seen by
the pale silver
moonlight
leaving only
terrified eyes
and enormous
fear behind
in your
cold
dead
path
everyone has their monsters that lurk and wait to find them. some run some dont but no matter wat they always spark a fear of the truth.
(Don't know where this poem came from in my mind...just came to me while listening to The Doors..)
Strange
Is everything strange?
When आप are alone, broken and tired
Your feeling of craziness has grown
Hearing voices that weren't there before
They're coming from the walls and even the floor
Telling आप to enter your brain, come see what's been hiding...
A world where everything is inside out...
Birds flying in the ocean...
मछली swimming in the sky...
कुत्ता barking but they make no sound...
The trees grow with their roots to the heavens...
And the people are a faceless crowd...
What is this world आप have found?
Are आप the only one normal in this world of chaos?
या are आप the strange one?
Strange
Is everything strange?
When आप are alone, broken and tired
Your feeling of craziness has grown
Hearing voices that weren't there before
They're coming from the walls and even the floor
Telling आप to enter your brain, come see what's been hiding...
A world where everything is inside out...
Birds flying in the ocean...
मछली swimming in the sky...
कुत्ता barking but they make no sound...
The trees grow with their roots to the heavens...
And the people are a faceless crowd...
What is this world आप have found?
Are आप the only one normal in this world of chaos?
या are आप the strange one?
If आप knew how I felt?
Would आप have considered a freak?
Would आप have tied me up
If I fought back?
Would आप have nailed me to the wall?
Would आप have kicked me to the floor?
If आप wanted me.
Would I have cried
If आप held me in your arms?
Would I have ran away from you?
Would I have turned down the sick offers
If आप were weak for a change?
Would I have grown up a killer?
Would I have remained this way
If आप were gone?
Would I have still loved you?
