Alright now we all know that I प्यार Lucas. He's always been my प्रिय character and he still is but sometimes I just really wanna hit him. आप know slap him and tell him he's an idiot! I mean come on we all know that he's still in प्यार with Peyton. It's so obvious! I mean she's finally honest with herself, with brooke about coming back घर for lucas. She tells him why she hasn't been able to हटाइए on and kisses him. And what does he do kisses her back of course. Then she asks him if he still loves her and he says his newly famous line...I need to go find lindsey या whatever it is that he says. I mean for real...just say I प्यार आप too peyton....or say "Oh" like he did in season 4(LOL) i mean thats better than i need to go see lindsey! UGH. I mean to a point I can understand being afraid of accepting the fact that आप are in प्यार with someone that's hurt आप in the past. And when he asked her to marry him and she कहा someday she MEANT it. He overreacted as usual. But Peyton knows she should have कहा yes. Everyone knows she should have कहा yes and I honestly think that if she had known how Lucas would have reacted she would have कहा yes. I think that Peyton would drop everything for him, I guess she has...hmm, seems to me like she'd wait forever for him, i mean it has been three years already. But he really needs to get his act together, he loves her so much and yet her hurts her like he does.

And for a moment let's ignore Peyton and talk about Lindsey. I don't like Lindsey but it's also a horrible thing to do to her. I mean how do आप propose to a woman आप know आप don't प्यार to try and convince yourself you've moved on from the woman आप do love. someone cue Keith लोल luke needs some help(LOL, या at least Karen so she can एक प्रकार का जहाज़ him :) ) anyway I mean it's not fair to her to make her think that you're in प्यार with her and want to be with her forever. Though she's pretty much as stupid as he is for saying yes. I mean she has to know that he's in प्यार with Peyton, it's obvious and unless she's a complete idiot she has to know. and since I don't think she's oblivious to it, I think it makes me dislike her even more. I mean who says yes to a proposal from a man thats in प्यार with someone else. I mean आप gotta find a man that's in प्यार with you. why would आप wanna spend your life knowing that you're someone's सेकंड choice. and to make it even worse he purposely chose आप सेकंड because he couldn't admit to himself he was in प्यार with someone else.

And now now to Lucas himself. If आप forget both girls for a सेकंड and the fact that he's an idiot. He's not justing hurting them. He's hurting himself. I know it's hard for him but he needs to admit to himself that he gave up on them and that he was wrong when he ended their relationship because Peyton wanted to wait before they got married. He needs to just admit to himself that he was wrong and that he is still in प्यार with her so that he can be happy. He deserves to be happy. He deserves to be with someone that is as much in प्यार with him as he is with them. and that someone just isn't lindsey. and i'm not saying she doesn't प्यार him. i'm saying that she will never प्यार him the way peyton does and he will definately never प्यार lindsey the way he loves peyton. So he needs to save all the drama and admit it already.

As big of an idiot as Lucas is I still feel bad for him too. I don't know why but it just seems to me like he's afraid to be happy for some reason. Like he's so afraid that something is going to ruin his happiness with peyton that he'd propose to another woman just to convince himself he's not in प्यार with her....UGH.

Anyway that was my take on the lucas/peyton/lindsey storyline from tonight's episode. I can't wait for the Leyton reunion because this could just drive me insane lol. I feel bad for Lucas, Lindsey and Peyton. But mostly for Peyton.