I was stuck in between what fate wanted and what i wanted.The future was in my hands,i just couldnt लपेटें my head around why my destiny was so poor.
I sat on the सोफ़ा, सोफे questioning myself about it.
Should I let it happen?And if I did would i ever forgive myself?I was always telling others,bad things happen for a reason,but was just another excuse?
There were no anwsers,simply because life has no anwser,just सवालों and sometimes आप have to take a risk and leap with no fear.
"Daddy,look what drew."Kenna कहा with a smile.
She wobbled in the living room,holding a picture.
She gave it to me,it had a house on it with 4 stick people on it.The 1st one had a स्कर्ट drawn on and the 2nd one had pants on.
"Whose that?'i pointed to the 1st one.
"Thats mommy."she said.
"Whose that?'i pointed to the सेकंड one.
"Thats Drew."
Pain struck my heart,i tried to be strong,but i got choked up.The other two were sperate.
"Those two are me and ronnie."
"Wheres Daddy and Alex?"
"Well,it doesnt matter.Ronnie says your going to leave again with Alex and mommy loves Drew."
"Look here.''i कहा to her,"I'm not leaving ever,and dont आप forget that.now come here,i प्यार you."
I grabbed her and put her on my lap and hugged her,tears slowly fell from my face.
"Ronnie.'i called out.
"What?'' she walked down stairs.
"Come here beautiful."
"whats wrong daddy?"
"nothing i just प्यार आप guys so much."I got up and hugged her."Im not leaving."
She smiled,it reminded me of why i live.For my kids.
"Okay आप can let go now'' she giggled.
"But I dont want to."I smiled.
"I gotta get ready,im going out to the फिल्में with Derek."
"Your still dating that punk?''i asked.
"Yes,remember आप said.."
"i know what i said,just how is jameson and Angel?''
"They came here earlier when आप were asleep.''
"Really?''
"Yes now can आप let go?Kennas getting jealous"
"Oh no she didnt!'kenna sassed.
I let go of Ronnie and picked up Kenna.
"You need to stop hanging out with your uncle Harry."
"But he gives me cookies"
"What are those?Some type of child biscuit?'
"Dad आप know आप like your child biscuits."ronnie said.
''Quit eatin my cookies!''
The door घंटी, बेल rang.
"That must be Derek."
Ronnie went to anwser the door.
shortly she came back.
"Dad,Some man is here...?''
"Huh?''
On our porch stood with a cane, a familar elderly old man.He had gray white hair and sharp blue eyes.Looking in to his eyes i could see his soul.Such fierce eyes covered with anger but love.Immedatelity recongized him,courtneys father.
"Ronnie take Kenna and go in your room."i ordered her.
"but Dad.."
"Its yes sir,now go."
she left for her room.I stepped on the porch.
"Why are आप here?"i asked.
"Why wouldnt I?''
"Your at my house,i ask the questions."
:"Is that your children?Shes very beautiful."
I pulled out a gun,and pressed it under his chin.
"You will not lay a finger on my children,I sware to god if आप dont tell me why आप are here?''
"What are आप doing??"Derek walk on the porch.
"Please dont shoot!I mean no harm,ive changed"
I had to think about it...I had a gun pressed against an sick elderly mans head....it probablly made me look bad.
"James!"i shouted.
"Woah,Mr.malik..put the gun down...''
i slowly released him.
"James come back another time."
"Give me the gun."he said.
i gave him it.
The old man fell to his knees.
''I have came to make things,right,my time is short.Please understand,i was young and stupid.I was wrong,but आप are gifted.You were the man.For God's sake have mercy on me"he begged.He was bowwing down to me,begging me.I didnt know what to do,but only thing to do.
i knelt down with him and touched his shoulder.
He look at me.We were eye to eye,I could see his sorrows and regret.i got up held out a hand.
He reached for it and i helped him up.
I sat on the सोफ़ा, सोफे questioning myself about it.
Should I let it happen?And if I did would i ever forgive myself?I was always telling others,bad things happen for a reason,but was just another excuse?
There were no anwsers,simply because life has no anwser,just सवालों and sometimes आप have to take a risk and leap with no fear.
"Daddy,look what drew."Kenna कहा with a smile.
She wobbled in the living room,holding a picture.
She gave it to me,it had a house on it with 4 stick people on it.The 1st one had a स्कर्ट drawn on and the 2nd one had pants on.
"Whose that?'i pointed to the 1st one.
"Thats mommy."she said.
"Whose that?'i pointed to the सेकंड one.
"Thats Drew."
Pain struck my heart,i tried to be strong,but i got choked up.The other two were sperate.
"Those two are me and ronnie."
"Wheres Daddy and Alex?"
"Well,it doesnt matter.Ronnie says your going to leave again with Alex and mommy loves Drew."
"Look here.''i कहा to her,"I'm not leaving ever,and dont आप forget that.now come here,i प्यार you."
I grabbed her and put her on my lap and hugged her,tears slowly fell from my face.
"Ronnie.'i called out.
"What?'' she walked down stairs.
"Come here beautiful."
"whats wrong daddy?"
"nothing i just प्यार आप guys so much."I got up and hugged her."Im not leaving."
She smiled,it reminded me of why i live.For my kids.
"Okay आप can let go now'' she giggled.
"But I dont want to."I smiled.
"I gotta get ready,im going out to the फिल्में with Derek."
"Your still dating that punk?''i asked.
"Yes,remember आप said.."
"i know what i said,just how is jameson and Angel?''
"They came here earlier when आप were asleep.''
"Really?''
"Yes now can आप let go?Kennas getting jealous"
"Oh no she didnt!'kenna sassed.
I let go of Ronnie and picked up Kenna.
"You need to stop hanging out with your uncle Harry."
"But he gives me cookies"
"What are those?Some type of child biscuit?'
"Dad आप know आप like your child biscuits."ronnie said.
''Quit eatin my cookies!''
The door घंटी, बेल rang.
"That must be Derek."
Ronnie went to anwser the door.
shortly she came back.
"Dad,Some man is here...?''
"Huh?''
On our porch stood with a cane, a familar elderly old man.He had gray white hair and sharp blue eyes.Looking in to his eyes i could see his soul.Such fierce eyes covered with anger but love.Immedatelity recongized him,courtneys father.
"Ronnie take Kenna and go in your room."i ordered her.
"but Dad.."
"Its yes sir,now go."
she left for her room.I stepped on the porch.
"Why are आप here?"i asked.
"Why wouldnt I?''
"Your at my house,i ask the questions."
:"Is that your children?Shes very beautiful."
I pulled out a gun,and pressed it under his chin.
"You will not lay a finger on my children,I sware to god if आप dont tell me why आप are here?''
"What are आप doing??"Derek walk on the porch.
"Please dont shoot!I mean no harm,ive changed"
I had to think about it...I had a gun pressed against an sick elderly mans head....it probablly made me look bad.
"James!"i shouted.
"Woah,Mr.malik..put the gun down...''
i slowly released him.
"James come back another time."
"Give me the gun."he said.
i gave him it.
The old man fell to his knees.
''I have came to make things,right,my time is short.Please understand,i was young and stupid.I was wrong,but आप are gifted.You were the man.For God's sake have mercy on me"he begged.He was bowwing down to me,begging me.I didnt know what to do,but only thing to do.
i knelt down with him and touched his shoulder.
He look at me.We were eye to eye,I could see his sorrows and regret.i got up held out a hand.
He reached for it and i helped him up.
Ally's P.O.V
their was something fishy going on he sounded just like him. but i shook it off i got up and went inside. i checked my Twitter and saw somebody followed me i check and see @Harry_Styles I smile and follow back. when somebody knocks on the door i check and see Harry "hey whats up" i say smiling. "nothing i just wondered if आप wanted to take a walk?" i nod and head out. "so tell me about youreself" says Harry looking at me with those beaming green eyes. i told him every-thing he looked straight at my eyes when i was talking. i liked that cause i knew he was listening.
Harry's P.O.V
"so tell me about youreself" she says with that smile that i adored. i told her everything execpt that i was in One Direction. i sang her a few songs. so did she she had the most beutiful voice. i was already 9:30 at night we both head घर tonight was the best night.
authors note: sorry if it was boring
their was something fishy going on he sounded just like him. but i shook it off i got up and went inside. i checked my Twitter and saw somebody followed me i check and see @Harry_Styles I smile and follow back. when somebody knocks on the door i check and see Harry "hey whats up" i say smiling. "nothing i just wondered if आप wanted to take a walk?" i nod and head out. "so tell me about youreself" says Harry looking at me with those beaming green eyes. i told him every-thing he looked straight at my eyes when i was talking. i liked that cause i knew he was listening.
Harry's P.O.V
"so tell me about youreself" she says with that smile that i adored. i told her everything execpt that i was in One Direction. i sang her a few songs. so did she she had the most beutiful voice. i was already 9:30 at night we both head घर tonight was the best night.
authors note: sorry if it was boring
Harry's P.O.V
i was out-side jogging when i saw her she was soo beutiful. she had brown wavy hair blue green eyesshe was द्वारा the lake गाना some songs and tanning. i smiled and continued to jog. when i was done i decided to go sit with her. "hey do आप remember me ?".
Ally's P.O.V
i turned around to see a boy with curly bronw hair green eyes and the best smile. "umm air-port right sorry i hit my head earlier dont remember that much" i say removing my ear-phones. "what song were आप listenig to'' asks harry. my memory came back the other day. "this song called up all night?" when she कहा that i froze. "may i listen to it?' asked Harry. "umm sure" i hand him my ear-phones he listend to it with his eyes closed he was smiling. "hey आप sound like one one of them" i ask. ''you are probably thinking of somebody else good song though" says harry getting up he then continues to jog. author's note: sorry its short.
i was out-side jogging when i saw her she was soo beutiful. she had brown wavy hair blue green eyesshe was द्वारा the lake गाना some songs and tanning. i smiled and continued to jog. when i was done i decided to go sit with her. "hey do आप remember me ?".
Ally's P.O.V
i turned around to see a boy with curly bronw hair green eyes and the best smile. "umm air-port right sorry i hit my head earlier dont remember that much" i say removing my ear-phones. "what song were आप listenig to'' asks harry. my memory came back the other day. "this song called up all night?" when she कहा that i froze. "may i listen to it?' asked Harry. "umm sure" i hand him my ear-phones he listend to it with his eyes closed he was smiling. "hey आप sound like one one of them" i ask. ''you are probably thinking of somebody else good song though" says harry getting up he then continues to jog. author's note: sorry its short.
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