Turns out I was nervous for nothing! Nobody suspected that I was, me, they all think I'm Alice.
"I'll be right back," I whispered in Zayn's ear. I couldn't find Louis. It's like he disappeared. I walked to the bathroom, where I last saw him. Gone. I walked around the club looking for him. I saw someone sitting at the bar. Louis. I ran over to him, "Louis?" He turned around.
"Who are you?" A man barked. Not Louis.
"Sorry, I guess..." The man shoved his hand in my face to shut me up. I turned around slowly and walked away.
Lilah POV:
Me and Zayn where talking and goofing around, when I felt a pain in my stomach. I stumbled to the ground.
"Lilah!" Zayn yelled trying to catch me. Everything got really blurry and dizzy. I blacked out. I opened my eyes and got blinded द्वारा the bright light. I wasn't in the dark club anymore, I was in a uncomfortable mattress. I looked at my hand and saw a needle in it.
"Why did आप tell me?!" I looked over and saw Zayn, "Why?!" He yelled. I mouthed, 'What?'
"You know!" He yelled Louis trying to hold him back, "You are anorexia and have a bulimia problem!" He yelled.
"Zayn.." I कहा weakly.
"No! How could आप this to me? To all of us? Your just a selfish little bitch!" He yelled and then stormed out. I threw my head back and squeezed my eyes close.
"Lilah, He didn't..." Someone started.
"Just go!" I interrupted. I heard feet dragging and then a door close. I opened my eyes and saw Niall asleep on a chair. I smiled, "Niall." I whispered. I grabbed a stuffed बत्तख, बतख that was on my end तालिका, टेबल and threw it at him.
"Wha.." He whispered, hitting the end tables corners, "Ouch!" He looked over at me, in disappointment, "Why didn't आप tell me?" He asked.
"Niall, आप have to understand." He grabbed my hand.
"Make me understand," I sighed.
"Okay, when I was 8 everybody made fun of me because I wasn't skinny, I was fat and ugly. Nobody loved me, at least it seemed that way. One दिन a लोकप्रिय girl at my school started calling me really mean names like, हाथी and hippo." I took a deep breath, "So at lunch I snuck out and went into the bathroom. I grabbed a unsharped pencil and stuck it down my throat. I have been doing it every since." Niall slid his hand over some scabs on my arm.
"Cutting too?" He asked.
"Mhmm, I did that a week after I started puking, around the same time I starved my self. My parents asked about it, but I just made up different excuses."
Speaking about all of it really made me feel better.
Alot better.
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"I'll be right back," I whispered in Zayn's ear. I couldn't find Louis. It's like he disappeared. I walked to the bathroom, where I last saw him. Gone. I walked around the club looking for him. I saw someone sitting at the bar. Louis. I ran over to him, "Louis?" He turned around.
"Who are you?" A man barked. Not Louis.
"Sorry, I guess..." The man shoved his hand in my face to shut me up. I turned around slowly and walked away.
Lilah POV:
Me and Zayn where talking and goofing around, when I felt a pain in my stomach. I stumbled to the ground.
"Lilah!" Zayn yelled trying to catch me. Everything got really blurry and dizzy. I blacked out. I opened my eyes and got blinded द्वारा the bright light. I wasn't in the dark club anymore, I was in a uncomfortable mattress. I looked at my hand and saw a needle in it.
"Why did आप tell me?!" I looked over and saw Zayn, "Why?!" He yelled. I mouthed, 'What?'
"You know!" He yelled Louis trying to hold him back, "You are anorexia and have a bulimia problem!" He yelled.
"Zayn.." I कहा weakly.
"No! How could आप this to me? To all of us? Your just a selfish little bitch!" He yelled and then stormed out. I threw my head back and squeezed my eyes close.
"Lilah, He didn't..." Someone started.
"Just go!" I interrupted. I heard feet dragging and then a door close. I opened my eyes and saw Niall asleep on a chair. I smiled, "Niall." I whispered. I grabbed a stuffed बत्तख, बतख that was on my end तालिका, टेबल and threw it at him.
"Wha.." He whispered, hitting the end tables corners, "Ouch!" He looked over at me, in disappointment, "Why didn't आप tell me?" He asked.
"Niall, आप have to understand." He grabbed my hand.
"Make me understand," I sighed.
"Okay, when I was 8 everybody made fun of me because I wasn't skinny, I was fat and ugly. Nobody loved me, at least it seemed that way. One दिन a लोकप्रिय girl at my school started calling me really mean names like, हाथी and hippo." I took a deep breath, "So at lunch I snuck out and went into the bathroom. I grabbed a unsharped pencil and stuck it down my throat. I have been doing it every since." Niall slid his hand over some scabs on my arm.
"Cutting too?" He asked.
"Mhmm, I did that a week after I started puking, around the same time I starved my self. My parents asked about it, but I just made up different excuses."
Speaking about all of it really made me feel better.
Alot better.
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Authors note- So do आप like it? PLEASE COMMENT!!! I want to hear your ideas! If आप have any सवालों या ideas टिप्पणी दे on this या message, या Meebo(If I'm on)!(:
Saphire's P.O.V
i was in the hospital room machinery allover. i turned and saw this cured brown haired boy with red lips. i was getting confused i shook him he woke up"umm आप dont sleep here आप sleep over their Harry harry is your name right?"i say he suddenly smiled.
Harry's P.O.V
when she कहा my name happines ran over me. "yeah do आप remeber anything else a relashionship या anything" i say smiling. "umm आप and louis are close आप sometimes get called Hazza and youre in one direction आप had a girlfriend named saphire.. which is me so हे boyfriend" tears stream down. "oh sorry that was louis and eleanor and liam and danniell i dont have anyone". pain hits me if we had never played tag this would never had happened.
i was in the hospital room machinery allover. i turned and saw this cured brown haired boy with red lips. i was getting confused i shook him he woke up"umm आप dont sleep here आप sleep over their Harry harry is your name right?"i say he suddenly smiled.
Harry's P.O.V
when she कहा my name happines ran over me. "yeah do आप remeber anything else a relashionship या anything" i say smiling. "umm आप and louis are close आप sometimes get called Hazza and youre in one direction आप had a girlfriend named saphire.. which is me so हे boyfriend" tears stream down. "oh sorry that was louis and eleanor and liam and danniell i dont have anyone". pain hits me if we had never played tag this would never had happened.
Saphire's P.O.V
I was running around allover Harry's flat. "no Harry don't आप dare I just took a shower" I say still running. He was running around with ketchup and mustard. "I'm gonna get आप saphsays harry 1 inch away from me. "aww look at these प्यार birds. "says Louis. I blush and keep running allover. He gets one squirt in my hair. "how dare आप Harry Edward styles" I say getting the mustard. "I wonder how your hair looks with yellow highlights Harry" I say aiming at his hair. "you wouldn't it took me hours". I aim at his hair and squirt. I run upstairs but see him already their he must"v ran when I was laughing my head off. I run downstairs but trip on the 4th stair. "SAPHIRE" that's all I hear after I black out.
I was running around allover Harry's flat. "no Harry don't आप dare I just took a shower" I say still running. He was running around with ketchup and mustard. "I'm gonna get आप saphsays harry 1 inch away from me. "aww look at these प्यार birds. "says Louis. I blush and keep running allover. He gets one squirt in my hair. "how dare आप Harry Edward styles" I say getting the mustard. "I wonder how your hair looks with yellow highlights Harry" I say aiming at his hair. "you wouldn't it took me hours". I aim at his hair and squirt. I run upstairs but see him already their he must"v ran when I was laughing my head off. I run downstairs but trip on the 4th stair. "SAPHIRE" that's all I hear after I black out.
Alex's P.O.V
I was at work when my ex comes in he comes yanks me from the hair. Pulls me from the counter "HARRY HARRY HELP!!!!". I wake up sweaty and in tears. I hear Harry running in almost falling. "what happened आप alright babe" he says snuggling close to me. "yeah just a dream about my ex hurting me again" I say shaking still in sweat and tears. "you know I won't let that jerk come near आप ever again आप are my sweetheart and nobody will lay a hand on आप ever आप are mine and आप always will be I प्यार आप now go to bed" he says looking at me with those eyes that I loved I smile and go back to बिस्तर feeling his arms wrapped around me.
I was at work when my ex comes in he comes yanks me from the hair. Pulls me from the counter "HARRY HARRY HELP!!!!". I wake up sweaty and in tears. I hear Harry running in almost falling. "what happened आप alright babe" he says snuggling close to me. "yeah just a dream about my ex hurting me again" I say shaking still in sweat and tears. "you know I won't let that jerk come near आप ever again आप are my sweetheart and nobody will lay a hand on आप ever आप are mine and आप always will be I प्यार आप now go to bed" he says looking at me with those eyes that I loved I smile and go back to बिस्तर feeling his arms wrapped around me.
Ally's P.O.V
I woke up the अगला दिन remembering last night. I get dressed and head to work. I worked at the bakery. I put on my तहबंद, एप्रन and take the orders. I was working when I see Harry walk in I smile but then head back to work so I don't get fired. "hey I have to go to a party and I was wondering if आप could go with me?" I nodded and took the दिन off I get ready and we head off. We were talking and laughing when a smile sweeps across Harry's face. "BOOBEAR!!!!" he yells and runs over to someone with suspenders I laugh the whole time. "ally this is Louis Louis this is ally" I shake Louis's hand and we walk in. I sit down and I see Louis and harry laughing. Oh the magic of. Bromances. I was eating so e snacks when Harry asks me to dance I blush and I get up. We were slow dancing when Harry freezes. "what's wrong wait that sounds just like आप आप LIED TO ME HARRY HOW COULD आप I TRUSTED YOU" I yell. "wait ally let me explain" he says with tears. I एक प्रकार का जहाज़ him and run out with tears.
I woke up the अगला दिन remembering last night. I get dressed and head to work. I worked at the bakery. I put on my तहबंद, एप्रन and take the orders. I was working when I see Harry walk in I smile but then head back to work so I don't get fired. "hey I have to go to a party and I was wondering if आप could go with me?" I nodded and took the दिन off I get ready and we head off. We were talking and laughing when a smile sweeps across Harry's face. "BOOBEAR!!!!" he yells and runs over to someone with suspenders I laugh the whole time. "ally this is Louis Louis this is ally" I shake Louis's hand and we walk in. I sit down and I see Louis and harry laughing. Oh the magic of. Bromances. I was eating so e snacks when Harry asks me to dance I blush and I get up. We were slow dancing when Harry freezes. "what's wrong wait that sounds just like आप आप LIED TO ME HARRY HOW COULD आप I TRUSTED YOU" I yell. "wait ally let me explain" he says with tears. I एक प्रकार का जहाज़ him and run out with tears.