With the help of my wife and children,I was able to walk away and say good bye to an old friend.It had been a few days since the funeral,Anna took the kids out for ice cream.I didn't really feel like going any where,I was still a bit upset.I found myself wondering around,I walked through the empty house.I found myself to be in the extra bedroom,where Mr.Tom had stayed.
Everything was untouched,Excactly as he left it.
On the bed,sat the book he gave to me.I didn't think much of if,I hadn't read it but that 1st page.I sat down on the bed,and and opened it to the सेकंड page.In deep black writing,It read'Prove your love.'I was puzzled nothing और was written on that page.
"I put a ring on her finger,Thats how I proved it."I कहा to myself.
But it didn't seem right,as if I were wrong.I sat for a for minutes,thinking about it.Soon I heard car doors shut.I put the book down,and walked out to the living room.They came in the house,Kenna ran up to me.She had चॉकलेट on her face,I picked her up and hugged her.
"Sweetie,You got a little something on your face."I said.
"There's also a little something in your car."Laughed Alex.
She leaned in and greeted me with a kiss.
"Yea,She got a bit messy.Just look at Ronnie."
I looked at Ronnie,she hadn't कहा a word,She was covered in chocolate.Instantly I laughed.
"it's not funny!!"she whined.
"Yes it is!!"I chuckled.
"Oh really??Then आप might hug dad??"
She tried to hug me but I ran.She chased me around.
"Don't break any thing!!"Yelled Anna.
I bumped into a vase breaking it...
"It was Ronnie!!!"
"Zayn!!"She yelled.
She then started to chase me.I ran upstairs in to our bedroom and locked the door.I felt relieved,until I turned around.
On the बिस्तर sat a stack of divorce papers.
"Noo!!Dammit."yelled Anna.
I opened the door,
"Why?"I asked her.
She sighed and walked in.
"It wasn't meant for आप to see,Courtney कहा I should when आप where in Britain."
"And आप listen to her?"I shouted.
"I thought about it,But I don't.."
"Why not!If आप even took it in consideration."
I stood up and started to pack.
"Zayn!!Dont leave!"she yelled.
She was crying,and I was angry.
"Think about our children!"She yelled.
"Why?They already knew it was going to happen,Their hearts can't break anymore then they already are."
I zipped my suitcase,and turned around.
"Daddy..."I heard the sweet voice of Kenna.
She was there the whole time,She stood द्वारा the door in her pajamas.I stopped what I was doing,and I knelt down.
"Yes,Honey bee."
"Are आप going to leave again?"she started to cry.
"No,We are.Straighten up my Lil solidier,You don't have to cry."
"No!!!You can't take them from me!"Anna yelled.
She pushed me,but then she backed up.I stood up,Lookin her in the eye.She was scared,It was the 1st time she had hit me in the 30 years I knew her.I walked closer to her,I was angry and out of control.I pulled my hand back,but then I heard a yell.
"No!!Stop it!!"Ronnie yelled.
I looked back,But I went back to Anna.
"Don't ever put your hands on me again.I will be taking them."I told her.
I turned back and I picked up Kenna and my suitcase.
I started to walk down the stairs.
"Dad!!Dont leave!"Yelled Ronnie.
"Alex!Come on,Ronnie are आप leaving या not??"
"No,This is stupid."She कहा from up the stairs with tears in he eyes.Kenna started to cry too,Alex कहा nothing.
"Ron..nie...."Kenna managed to say.
Ronnie came downstairs,
"Kenna,Sissy loves आप and don't आप forget it,I have to stay to watch over mommy,Remember what happened last time?"
She didnt say anything to me.I kissed her on the आग head and walked out the door.
Everything was untouched,Excactly as he left it.
On the bed,sat the book he gave to me.I didn't think much of if,I hadn't read it but that 1st page.I sat down on the bed,and and opened it to the सेकंड page.In deep black writing,It read'Prove your love.'I was puzzled nothing और was written on that page.
"I put a ring on her finger,Thats how I proved it."I कहा to myself.
But it didn't seem right,as if I were wrong.I sat for a for minutes,thinking about it.Soon I heard car doors shut.I put the book down,and walked out to the living room.They came in the house,Kenna ran up to me.She had चॉकलेट on her face,I picked her up and hugged her.
"Sweetie,You got a little something on your face."I said.
"There's also a little something in your car."Laughed Alex.
She leaned in and greeted me with a kiss.
"Yea,She got a bit messy.Just look at Ronnie."
I looked at Ronnie,she hadn't कहा a word,She was covered in chocolate.Instantly I laughed.
"it's not funny!!"she whined.
"Yes it is!!"I chuckled.
"Oh really??Then आप might hug dad??"
She tried to hug me but I ran.She chased me around.
"Don't break any thing!!"Yelled Anna.
I bumped into a vase breaking it...
"It was Ronnie!!!"
"Zayn!!"She yelled.
She then started to chase me.I ran upstairs in to our bedroom and locked the door.I felt relieved,until I turned around.
On the बिस्तर sat a stack of divorce papers.
"Noo!!Dammit."yelled Anna.
I opened the door,
"Why?"I asked her.
She sighed and walked in.
"It wasn't meant for आप to see,Courtney कहा I should when आप where in Britain."
"And आप listen to her?"I shouted.
"I thought about it,But I don't.."
"Why not!If आप even took it in consideration."
I stood up and started to pack.
"Zayn!!Dont leave!"she yelled.
She was crying,and I was angry.
"Think about our children!"She yelled.
"Why?They already knew it was going to happen,Their hearts can't break anymore then they already are."
I zipped my suitcase,and turned around.
"Daddy..."I heard the sweet voice of Kenna.
She was there the whole time,She stood द्वारा the door in her pajamas.I stopped what I was doing,and I knelt down.
"Yes,Honey bee."
"Are आप going to leave again?"she started to cry.
"No,We are.Straighten up my Lil solidier,You don't have to cry."
"No!!!You can't take them from me!"Anna yelled.
She pushed me,but then she backed up.I stood up,Lookin her in the eye.She was scared,It was the 1st time she had hit me in the 30 years I knew her.I walked closer to her,I was angry and out of control.I pulled my hand back,but then I heard a yell.
"No!!Stop it!!"Ronnie yelled.
I looked back,But I went back to Anna.
"Don't ever put your hands on me again.I will be taking them."I told her.
I turned back and I picked up Kenna and my suitcase.
I started to walk down the stairs.
"Dad!!Dont leave!"Yelled Ronnie.
"Alex!Come on,Ronnie are आप leaving या not??"
"No,This is stupid."She कहा from up the stairs with tears in he eyes.Kenna started to cry too,Alex कहा nothing.
"Ron..nie...."Kenna managed to say.
Ronnie came downstairs,
"Kenna,Sissy loves आप and don't आप forget it,I have to stay to watch over mommy,Remember what happened last time?"
She didnt say anything to me.I kissed her on the आग head and walked out the door.
Author's note: None of the boys have girlfriends yet, Some people आप do not know are in this so if आप like आप can change the names in your mind so आप can relate.
The Holidays were here everyon ewas talking dancing and just hanging out.
Most of the साल sevens and some साल six's were going to a holiday park like they normally go hang out at the closed up school have a dance hang out have a good time.
"Guys it's the Holiday's please come with us"I begged.
"I can't because my family is taking me fishing on their houseboat" कहा Madison with a sad look on her face.
"I can't because i have to stay at घर with my brother" कहा Samuel.
"Samuel time to go" कहा Sam's Mother.
"Later guys" कहा sam.
I'll come with i have to walk home, see आप guys later" कहा Madison walking up the stiars with sam and his mum.
"Well let's go we have our stuff and the Bus is about to leave" कहा Coan.
The Holidays were here everyon ewas talking dancing and just hanging out.
Most of the साल sevens and some साल six's were going to a holiday park like they normally go hang out at the closed up school have a dance hang out have a good time.
"Guys it's the Holiday's please come with us"I begged.
"I can't because my family is taking me fishing on their houseboat" कहा Madison with a sad look on her face.
"I can't because i have to stay at घर with my brother" कहा Samuel.
"Samuel time to go" कहा Sam's Mother.
"Later guys" कहा sam.
I'll come with i have to walk home, see आप guys later" कहा Madison walking up the stiars with sam and his mum.
"Well let's go we have our stuff and the Bus is about to leave" कहा Coan.
what i wore Friday:
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Friday went द्वारा pretty quickly considering i wasnt even paying attention to what the teachers were saying. i was just thinking of what to tell Saxon.
Lunch came and i sat with Jazzy and Saxon as usual. Jazzy kept glaring at me obviously wanting me to tell him but i coulndt. maybe at the dance?
Saxon's POV**
She looked nervous like she wanted to tell me something. something was definitely wrong.
"Saxon" she said, "are आप going to the dance?"
"Probably not. dont have anyone to go with. how about you?"
"Ya im going with Jazzy. आप should शामिल होइए our group."
"I'll think about it. I dont have anything to where tough."
"Me and Jazzy are going shopping tomorrow. आप should come!"
द्वारा this time Jazzy looked like she was about to blow up considered i hadnt asked her her opinion on anything.
"I think i will" i reply. and with that the lunch घंटी, बेल rang.
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Friday went द्वारा pretty quickly considering i wasnt even paying attention to what the teachers were saying. i was just thinking of what to tell Saxon.
Lunch came and i sat with Jazzy and Saxon as usual. Jazzy kept glaring at me obviously wanting me to tell him but i coulndt. maybe at the dance?
Saxon's POV**
She looked nervous like she wanted to tell me something. something was definitely wrong.
"Saxon" she said, "are आप going to the dance?"
"Probably not. dont have anyone to go with. how about you?"
"Ya im going with Jazzy. आप should शामिल होइए our group."
"I'll think about it. I dont have anything to where tough."
"Me and Jazzy are going shopping tomorrow. आप should come!"
द्वारा this time Jazzy looked like she was about to blow up considered i hadnt asked her her opinion on anything.
"I think i will" i reply. and with that the lunch घंटी, बेल rang.