I was so angry,Why did everyone I loved have to die?
After that phone call,I didn't know what to do.Hopelessly I tried to call Drews phone.I had no anwser.
I didn't bother t ask to see If he was alive,because if he wasn't,Id be devastated.I cried for three days straight,Zayn had comforted me.He made me feel better.Everytime we would leave the house I carried a चित्र of Drew and my mom.
I had to hold on to hope.He had to be alive.
In my time I waited for a call,to tell me he was okay.
I was happy for myself and my baby,I couldn't be a emotional wreck while 3 months pregnant.
Amazingly I still could fit in my clothes,Zayn was taking me to the doctor.The doctor had told me about the fetus,and showed me it on an ultra sound.It was beautiful but I made me want to puke at the same time.
I walked around the house in sweat pants and a sports bra,I was freakin huge.I looked like a fat plum.Harry and Liam made jokes about me,They would laugh and call me 'Blue berry' या 'Watermelon.'Zayn the daddy bear, would defend me and say something back.Some times Id be curious about the gender of the baby.I really wanted a girl.
One day,Rachel gave me this body pillow,it looked like a alligator.I was so obsessed with that thing.It was so comfy,and helped with my back.Zayn would get upset about Mr.Gator.
I would never cuddle with Zayn.He would take it and hold me,Id wait til Zayn was alsleep then I'd grab Mr.Gator.
I woke up....on Mr.Gator द्वारा Zayns side.I smiled and got up.
I went down stairs to the dining room.Liam had my सूअर का मांस, बेकन ready.
"Good morning,"he smiled.
Harry was at the table.
"Oh shut up."
"I got your baby's name.Its going to be Bonquisha."He laughed.
"That could work."Zayn walked in.
"We are not naming our Bonquisha."
"What if it's a boy?"Liam asked.
"What if it's a girl?"
"I like it."Niall walked in.
"I will not name our baby something ghetto या crazy."
"Why not?Ya got Zayn.Thats pretty wierd."Louie walked in with Amber.
"We'll were going to the doctor to दिन to see the gender."I announced.
"What of Zayn?"Harry giggled.
"Yea then the species of you."Zayn laughed.
"....."Harry got quite.
"The baby,I want a girl"I smiled.
"I want a boy."Zayn smiled.
"I want a girl."Niall smiled.
"I want a potatoe."Harry giggled.
"Niall,Your pregnant?"Liam asked.
"Yea.Let me tell you."Niall laughed.
"Who's the baby daddy?"Amber smiled.
"I'm the Potatoe daddy."Harry chuckled.
"I want the baby to be a girl."Courtney was behind me.
"When did आप get here?"I was puzzled.
"Does it matter?Now let's go figure out about the baby."
She grabbed my hand and dragged me out the door.Zayn followed.