Niall Horan Fanfic Chapter 22: Wherever I Go
We were driving only for a few minutes. When we got to wherever it was we were going Niall put his hands over my eyes. We stepped outside and I immediately knew it was the beach. He uncovered my eyes and I took in the scenery.
“Ally loved the beach.” I कहा और to myself then Niall.
“I know, that’s why I brought आप here. Since आप missed the wake and the funeral, I thought this would be the best way to say goodbye. Going to her grave would be to emotional, but doing something आप both loved to do together, you’ll be able to let go.” He कहा wrapping his arms around my waist.
“Thank you, for not giving up on me.” I said.
“I told you, I’m never going to leave you. Ever.” He said.
We linked hands and walked out onto the beach. We had left our shoes in the limo. I couldn’t help but feel Ally with us.
“Do आप think it’s possible that Ally’s spirit is here?” I asked Niall.
“Yeah.” He said, after considering it for a little while.
“Do आप think it’s crazy that I think her spirit is here?” I कहा again.
“No, आप could be right.” He said.
We stopped walking and just stood in the water, letting it come in and hit our feet and then recede. I loved being here with Niall. This was perfect. I finally felt at peace with Ally’s death. She was gone and there was nothing I could do but live on for her.
“Thank आप for bringing me here.” I said.
“You’re welcome.” Niall कहा smiling down at me.
“I’m not just saying this, but I think it really did help me.” I said.
“Well, that was the goal.” Niall कहा chuckling a little.
I smiled at him. He really was beautiful.
“Hazel?” he said.
“Yeah?” I answered.
“Harry took आप for ice cream, and आप guys have been hanging out a lot lately, should I be worried?” he asked.
Part of me couldn’t believe he would think Harry would make a हटाइए on me, and I would let him. Another part of me couldn’t believe that he would ask me this while I was grieving the death of my best friend, but then the last part of me saw how he looked. I couldn’t be mad at him when he looked at me like that.
“No, there is nothing to worry about.” I कहा finally.
“Are आप sure?” he said, hesitant because of how long it took me to respond.
“Yeah, Harry and I are just good friends. He was trying to cheer me up.” I said.
“I saw the way he kissed आप on the cheek before and how tight he hugged आप that night on the bus. It looked a little और than friendly.” He said.
I couldn’t believe he was accusing me of cheating on him with Harry, his best friend.
“Niall, I told आप nothing is going on. Why don’t आप trust me?” I कहा getting angry.
“It’s not that I don’t trust आप Hazel, I just, it hurts to see other guys around you. I just want आप to be my one and only.” He said.
“I am Niall, I only प्यार you. आप know that right?” I said.
“Yeah, but…” he trailed off.
“But what? I thought we were done with this?” I said.
“We are. Just forget it.” He said.
“No, tell me.” I said.
“I always feel like, like आप could do better than me. Like I’m not good enough, and that you’ll leave me for some guy who’s bigger and has big muscles and a perfect smile, and who can be around आप all the time, without ever having to leave.” He कहा letting a tear roll down his cheek.
“Niall, I very well could do that, but that’s not what I want. I want you. I प्यार your scrawny arms, and your braces. I don’t want a big tough guy, who’s और interested in working out than being with me.” I said.
Niall just nodded. He let a few और tears slide down his cheeks.
“No one is better than आप Niall. I प्यार you.” I said.
“I प्यार आप too Hazel.” He said.
“Can I have a hug?” I said.
Niall quickly wrapped his arms around my waist and I wrapped my arms around his neck. We were still standing in the water. He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist and nestled my head into his neck.
“Hazel, I प्यार you, I’m sorry for accusing आप of cheating on me. I just get really jealous when I see आप with other guys.” He said.
“It’s okay babe. Just promise me something.” I said.
“Anything.” He replied.
“That you’ll never doubt my प्यार for आप again.” I said.
“I promise.” He said.
He placed me down back in the sand and grabbed my hand. We continued walking down the beach. Every few मिनटों we would stop and किस and/or hug. I was finally not thinking about Ally when my phone rang. It was Ally’s mom. I didn’t know if I could talk to her yet. Niall saw it was her and pressed the talk button. I looked at him shocked but he gave me the ‘It’s for your own good’ look.
“Hello?” Ally’s mom said.
“Hi Mrs. Varen how are you.” I said.
“As well as I can be. How are आप holding up honey?” she said.
“I’ve been better.” I said.
“Well I heard आप were back home. I wanted to have आप over for dinner.” She said.
“Can I bring my boyfriend?” I asked.
“Sure.” She कहा hesitantly.
“Thank you.” I answered.
“Well that’s all for now. I’ll see आप tomorrow night then.” She कहा hanging up.
“What did she want?” Niall asked grabbing my hand.
“She wanted me over for dinner. I asked if आप could go and she कहा yes. Will आप come?” I said.
“Yeah of course.” He said.
“It’s tomorrow night, she probably talked to my mom so I’ll find out और from her later.” I said.
“Are आप okay?” he asked me.
“Yeah. Yeah I am okay.” I answered. Honestly, I was okay.
After that we continued walking down the beach. When we got to the end we made our way back and got in the limo to go home. The whole way घर I had my head rested on Niall as he hummed various songs in my ear. When we got back to my house he walked me to my door.
“See आप tomorrow?” he said.
“See आप then.” I said.
He gave me and small किस and then went back into the limo. I watched it pull away before I went inside. Today was one of the best days ever. It was late at night when I got घर so I went straight to my room and collapsed onto my bed. My phone rang.
“Hello?” I कहा sleepily.
“Hey babe.” Niall said.
“What’s going on?” I asked him.
“Nothing just getting into my hotel room.” He said.
“Cool.” I answered.
“Yeah, आप sound tired. Did I wake you?” he said.
“Nope I was just about to put my pajamas on.” I said.
“Cool, well goodnight princess.” He कहा making a kissy noise into the phone.
“Goodnight.” I giggled.
“I प्यार you, sweet dreams.” He said.
“I प्यार आप too.” I said.
When we hung up I put on my pajamas and slid into bed. Tomorrow was going to be rough. I didn’t know if I was ready to talk about Ally. I didn’t want to break down. That’s the last thing her parents need is me freaking out. I’m glad Niall was coming. He always knew what to say and do to make me feel better.
We were driving only for a few minutes. When we got to wherever it was we were going Niall put his hands over my eyes. We stepped outside and I immediately knew it was the beach. He uncovered my eyes and I took in the scenery.
“Ally loved the beach.” I कहा और to myself then Niall.
“I know, that’s why I brought आप here. Since आप missed the wake and the funeral, I thought this would be the best way to say goodbye. Going to her grave would be to emotional, but doing something आप both loved to do together, you’ll be able to let go.” He कहा wrapping his arms around my waist.
“Thank you, for not giving up on me.” I said.
“I told you, I’m never going to leave you. Ever.” He said.
We linked hands and walked out onto the beach. We had left our shoes in the limo. I couldn’t help but feel Ally with us.
“Do आप think it’s possible that Ally’s spirit is here?” I asked Niall.
“Yeah.” He said, after considering it for a little while.
“Do आप think it’s crazy that I think her spirit is here?” I कहा again.
“No, आप could be right.” He said.
We stopped walking and just stood in the water, letting it come in and hit our feet and then recede. I loved being here with Niall. This was perfect. I finally felt at peace with Ally’s death. She was gone and there was nothing I could do but live on for her.
“Thank आप for bringing me here.” I said.
“You’re welcome.” Niall कहा smiling down at me.
“I’m not just saying this, but I think it really did help me.” I said.
“Well, that was the goal.” Niall कहा chuckling a little.
I smiled at him. He really was beautiful.
“Hazel?” he said.
“Yeah?” I answered.
“Harry took आप for ice cream, and आप guys have been hanging out a lot lately, should I be worried?” he asked.
Part of me couldn’t believe he would think Harry would make a हटाइए on me, and I would let him. Another part of me couldn’t believe that he would ask me this while I was grieving the death of my best friend, but then the last part of me saw how he looked. I couldn’t be mad at him when he looked at me like that.
“No, there is nothing to worry about.” I कहा finally.
“Are आप sure?” he said, hesitant because of how long it took me to respond.
“Yeah, Harry and I are just good friends. He was trying to cheer me up.” I said.
“I saw the way he kissed आप on the cheek before and how tight he hugged आप that night on the bus. It looked a little और than friendly.” He said.
I couldn’t believe he was accusing me of cheating on him with Harry, his best friend.
“Niall, I told आप nothing is going on. Why don’t आप trust me?” I कहा getting angry.
“It’s not that I don’t trust आप Hazel, I just, it hurts to see other guys around you. I just want आप to be my one and only.” He said.
“I am Niall, I only प्यार you. आप know that right?” I said.
“Yeah, but…” he trailed off.
“But what? I thought we were done with this?” I said.
“We are. Just forget it.” He said.
“No, tell me.” I said.
“I always feel like, like आप could do better than me. Like I’m not good enough, and that you’ll leave me for some guy who’s bigger and has big muscles and a perfect smile, and who can be around आप all the time, without ever having to leave.” He कहा letting a tear roll down his cheek.
“Niall, I very well could do that, but that’s not what I want. I want you. I प्यार your scrawny arms, and your braces. I don’t want a big tough guy, who’s और interested in working out than being with me.” I said.
Niall just nodded. He let a few और tears slide down his cheeks.
“No one is better than आप Niall. I प्यार you.” I said.
“I प्यार आप too Hazel.” He said.
“Can I have a hug?” I said.
Niall quickly wrapped his arms around my waist and I wrapped my arms around his neck. We were still standing in the water. He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist and nestled my head into his neck.
“Hazel, I प्यार you, I’m sorry for accusing आप of cheating on me. I just get really jealous when I see आप with other guys.” He said.
“It’s okay babe. Just promise me something.” I said.
“Anything.” He replied.
“That you’ll never doubt my प्यार for आप again.” I said.
“I promise.” He said.
He placed me down back in the sand and grabbed my hand. We continued walking down the beach. Every few मिनटों we would stop and किस and/or hug. I was finally not thinking about Ally when my phone rang. It was Ally’s mom. I didn’t know if I could talk to her yet. Niall saw it was her and pressed the talk button. I looked at him shocked but he gave me the ‘It’s for your own good’ look.
“Hello?” Ally’s mom said.
“Hi Mrs. Varen how are you.” I said.
“As well as I can be. How are आप holding up honey?” she said.
“I’ve been better.” I said.
“Well I heard आप were back home. I wanted to have आप over for dinner.” She said.
“Can I bring my boyfriend?” I asked.
“Sure.” She कहा hesitantly.
“Thank you.” I answered.
“Well that’s all for now. I’ll see आप tomorrow night then.” She कहा hanging up.
“What did she want?” Niall asked grabbing my hand.
“She wanted me over for dinner. I asked if आप could go and she कहा yes. Will आप come?” I said.
“Yeah of course.” He said.
“It’s tomorrow night, she probably talked to my mom so I’ll find out और from her later.” I said.
“Are आप okay?” he asked me.
“Yeah. Yeah I am okay.” I answered. Honestly, I was okay.
After that we continued walking down the beach. When we got to the end we made our way back and got in the limo to go home. The whole way घर I had my head rested on Niall as he hummed various songs in my ear. When we got back to my house he walked me to my door.
“See आप tomorrow?” he said.
“See आप then.” I said.
He gave me and small किस and then went back into the limo. I watched it pull away before I went inside. Today was one of the best days ever. It was late at night when I got घर so I went straight to my room and collapsed onto my bed. My phone rang.
“Hello?” I कहा sleepily.
“Hey babe.” Niall said.
“What’s going on?” I asked him.
“Nothing just getting into my hotel room.” He said.
“Cool.” I answered.
“Yeah, आप sound tired. Did I wake you?” he said.
“Nope I was just about to put my pajamas on.” I said.
“Cool, well goodnight princess.” He कहा making a kissy noise into the phone.
“Goodnight.” I giggled.
“I प्यार you, sweet dreams.” He said.
“I प्यार आप too.” I said.
When we hung up I put on my pajamas and slid into bed. Tomorrow was going to be rough. I didn’t know if I was ready to talk about Ally. I didn’t want to break down. That’s the last thing her parents need is me freaking out. I’m glad Niall was coming. He always knew what to say and do to make me feel better.
