There goes one और mistake
Do I bore आप with my problems?
Is that why आप turn away?
Do आप know how hard I tried
To become what आप want me to be?
Take me
This is all that I've got
This is all that I'm not
All that I'll ever be
I've got flaws, I've got faults
Keep searching for your perfect heart
It doesn't matter who आप are
We all have our scars
We all have our scars
आप say don't act like a child
But what if its a father I need?
Its not like आप don't know what आप got yourself into
Don't tell me I'm the one who's naive
Do आप know how hard I've tried
To become who आप want me to be?
Take me
This is all that I've got
This is all that I'm not
All that I'll ever be
I've got flaws, I've got faults
Keep searching for your perfect heart
It doesn't matter who आप are
We all have our scars
We all have our scars
Come on, just let it go
These are things आप can't control
Your expectations, your explainations
Don't make sense to me
आप and your alternatives
Don't send me to your therapists
Deep down, I know what आप mean
And I'm not sure that's what I wanna be
No
Take me
This is all that I've got
This is all that I'm not
All that I'll ever be
I've got flaws, I've got faults
Keep searching for your perfect heart
It doesn't matter who आप are
We all have our scars
We all have our scars
Oh no no no
Did I say something stupid
There goes one और mistake..
* Title, subject to change *
I must not go on like this, life and प्यार are both deadly. For the rest of eternity I will have to deal with the hell that happened to me in my past. A person,or monster, must know the differences between good and evil, प्यार and lust, guilt and trust. Long after my death I have finally learned that life is full of temptation. This temptation that I speak of is a sneaky, deadly, and vile weapon lurking in the shadows waiting for your arrival. Once it has swallowed आप in to the deepest point, suffering for long enough, आप will realize that vengeance is needed.
❦......~ ~.....❦
Who the story is about is kind of obvious, Spectra. I needed to write this, her past seems like a mysterious tragedy O_O (I'm weird 0_o) But how DID she die? Who knows but, my theory is.....
I must not go on like this, life and प्यार are both deadly. For the rest of eternity I will have to deal with the hell that happened to me in my past. A person,or monster, must know the differences between good and evil, प्यार and lust, guilt and trust. Long after my death I have finally learned that life is full of temptation. This temptation that I speak of is a sneaky, deadly, and vile weapon lurking in the shadows waiting for your arrival. Once it has swallowed आप in to the deepest point, suffering for long enough, आप will realize that vengeance is needed.
❦......~ ~.....❦
Who the story is about is kind of obvious, Spectra. I needed to write this, her past seems like a mysterious tragedy O_O (I'm weird 0_o) But how DID she die? Who knows but, my theory is.....
