still in the bathroom with me
me-*takes razor n cuts a long line on my arm n it pours out bleeding* SHT! *gets quiet hoping nobdy heard tht n cuts my self on my leg in long rows*

my pov
i cnt take it anymore! but it feels so good! im gttng all my sorrows out!

me-*cuts my hand but it hurts so bad i scream a little*
ray-r u okay?
me-uh...yeah...just...um...fell?
ray-?! okay
me-*cuts myself on my othr hand n cries a little instead of scream* sht!!!! *sniff* i thnk im okay...lets do ths. *hides marks n goes out*

in bedroom
me-*dang i 4got 2 wipe off the blood!!! plz dnt notice plz dnt notice!!!!!*

ray's pov
um...wats tht red stuff coming dwn her leg arm n hadn?! r u kidding me?!

me-*tries 2 wipe it off quickly but i guess रे saw n liftd the sleeve of my arm up*
ray-WTF IZ THS?! WAT DID U DO?!
me-*yanks sleeve dwn* nothng n nothng.
ray-y did u do tht?!
me-i ddnt do anythng! i fell.
ray-sum fall
me-n it hurt. now हटाइए out my way
ray-no. 1st tell me y u did tht
me-its nothng. *bites lip*
ray-thts not nothng
me-it iz 2 me. im use 2 it.

my pov
y did i say tht?!

ray-u did ths b4?!
me-uh...no,,,i कहा tht cuz i...use 2...uh...ths iznt....no. i ddnt i lied. *laughs nervously*
ray-*givs me a serious face*
me-*puts head dwn* sorry...
ray-y r u sorry? i ddnt say anythng!
me-idk. just felt lik sayng it
शिशु start cryng so i get Brazil n रे gets India
ray-y did u do tht?!
me-i ddnt do anythng!!!! n its nothng!!!
ray-smh. yeah rite.
me-y do u care all of a sudden?! 1st u hate me thn-
ray-woah woah wait.
me-wat?!
ray-who कहा i hated u?!
me-u were mad at me!
ray-xactly! MAD!
me=so we're NOT ovr?
ray-yeah we r.

my pov
where's my pulse?! where did it go!!!?!?! omg he meant it kenzie breath! kenzie thnk! kenzie DONT FREAK OUT!!! n most importantly DNT DIE!

me-*stops rocking the baby n puts her back in पालना n goes back in bathroom*
ray-kay come out!
me-no im good. *starts 2 get out चाकू we hide in case sumbdy breaks in* im gnna do ths 4 the good of evrybdy...hope yall ready
ray-come on kay open up!
me-no. i need sum time alone!
ray-but can u come out?
me-h3ll no. u dnt care about me! so dnt cry about anythng
ray-kay watevr ur tryng 2 do...DONT!
me-GO AWAY!!!
ray-*okay* goes 2 get bree*

in bree n roc room where there're not speaking 2 each othr.
ray-bree?
bree-yeah?
ray-i thnk kay's tryng somethng
bree-*sits up off the bed* WAT?!
ray-she locked herself in the bathroom n told me since i ddnt care about her not 2 cry about anythng
bree-h3ll no. my friend is NOT dyng 2day!!!

in our room
me in bathroom

my pov
wat am i doing?! oh who am i kidding! its 4 the best of evryone! रे doesnt luv me! we're not 2gethr! EVRYBDY (xcept dray n prince) r fighting!!! there is just TOO much drama at ths house! papparizzi iz gnna eat रे up n ruin his carrer! alana n cassidy r out 2 get him AND tht girl!!! its just 2 much. so...here it goes!
bree-*kicks in door*
me-GET OUT!!!
bree-*takes the चाकू frm me* stop it!!!!! y r u doing ths?!
me-cuz. i cnt take all the drama!!! its TOO MUCH BREE!!!!!! *cries*
bree-*wraps me in a hug*

my pov
i could see रे thrgh my cryng n he looked...sad. n just wlkd out n went in the room

ray's pov
she hates me. n i hate myself 2. but no way. u guys r thnkng rong. she ruined my carrer. n my reputation!!! so u guys need 2 think again if u think i am!!!

in room aftr bree left
ray-*laying on बिस्तर looking at the ceiling*

ray's pov
i think bttr wen im looking up n my hair is out. wierd rite.

me-*lays on सोफ़ा, सोफे looking at the ceiling 2* im sorry
ray-4 wat?
me-tryng 2...u kno...in there.
ray-u dnt hav 2 its my fault
me-no its mine. i ruined ur carrer n ur reputation

ray's pov
see?

ray-but its my fault i tried 2 किस her.
me-u were mad
ray-ik but still i went 2 far.
me-no u ddnt
ray-*gets up n comes ovr 2 me n gets in front of me n i turn my head 2 face him* it was a new low 4 me. n im sorry
me-im sorry 2
ray-dnt say tht.
me-y not? i ruined u.
ray-i deserved it.
me-nobdy does
ray-thts y ur my fav
me-*looks back up at ceiling.* does ths mean...u kno...us...again...?
ray-idk. ill think about it.
me-okay. i luv u ray
ray-i luv u 2.

at school
mari-kenzie
me-kay
mari-kay...can i tlk 2 u?
me-*studies her thn says yes n she takes me 2 girls bathroom*
mari-im sorry 4 almo-well im sorry 4 चुंबन him
me-u guys kissed
mari-*nods head slowly*
me-he nvr told me tht
mari-we kiised at TH
me-not tht place!~
mari-yeah tht place! *laughs without any humor wat-so-evr*
me-*almost cries* okay ty
mari-np.

at home
me-ray? can we...*almost chokes on words n clears throat* um..talk?
ray-okay

in our room
me-u kissed mari
ray-*silence*

ray's pov
y me?!

me-i knew it.
ray-it was an accident! i had so much going on in my head it just happened!!!!
me-but a kiss?!
ray-*looks dwn at his shoe not making eye contact*
me-do u luv her?
ray-*shakes head*
me-*softly* i need a real answer randy
ray-*shoots head up* YES! I DO OKAY!!! GET OVR IT! *leaves n slams door behind him*
me-*lays on बिस्तर cryng n shocked*

my pov
i went overboard sayng his name. fck my life!!!