Michael Was The Innocence We Were Looking For Since Childhood 

The Conspiracy against God is about "The Word", and the profaning of His Holy Name within us. Adam fell in the garden, breaking the direct connection to God. Jesus, the "last Adam" was a quickening Spirit, the Word made Flesh, and the only one with whom we can re-establish our relationship with God. Michael\'s story is still unfolding. He is the one who is, is not. But Jesus is the only name given under heaven by which we must be saved. Many are trying to rewrite HIStory. We were given a help to instruct us. Learn more "here".

Michael was the Innocence We Were Looking For Since Childhood

August 10, 2010 – Michael was the Innocence We Were Looking For Since Childhood

I wanted to tell you about a recent discussion with a friend of mine that I found through Michael and my involvement in his fight for justice

“Michael is the innocence we all want to hang on to in our own lives. There is no conflict in my mind in making the distinction between his outer shell as the beautiful adult male, and the innocent child that lived inside. Other fans who don\'t care to dig deep enough to accept what Michael was psychologically are destined to think of him in the only way they can identify - erotic and lustful.

And you know something? Those are the fans who will recover from Michael\'s "death" and be satisfied when new music is released. It\'s a shallow and selfish love, whereas you and I (and some others) have been profoundly affected by the pain of knowing the magnitude of what we have lost. (I still think of Michael in the present tense, but you know what I mean). And I am not referring to the magnitude of Michael\'s humanitarian, emotional and financial generosity, his career accomplishments, his record breaking sales. I am talking about the great loss of Michael\'s precious life, which was a gift from God. It was Michael\'s purity, innocence, and unselfish love of humanity that found its way into my heart. When you strip away all the trappings of fame and glamour and see Michael for what he really was, the emotion is overwhelming. Michael represented all the goodness that one man can represent in a human being, and money and fame had nothing to do with it. It simply meant that he was able to give more generously on a global scale. But his heart at 50 was the same heart he had at 8 years old when he cried with his mother and vowed to help those starving children!

Bonnie, when we "lost" Michael, every parent lost a son, every child lost a savior, every girl lost her ideal prince, every young person lost an extraordinary role model for decency. We saw great dignity, grace and courage in the face of untold humiliation and cruelty. Not only did the world lose its innocence...but all of humanity lost their moral compass. We know the media would ridicule all of this in a heartbeat. Because...THEY KNOW IT\'S THE TRUTH!”

My response to her, and I will paraphrase because I had some personal information in there I don’t think appropriate on this blog:

“I not only loved Michael\'s purity, I respected it. That\'s why it\'s so hard for me to read these posts about Michael\'s "gold pants". Michael\'s sexual prowess was for the stage only. It was playful and it was cute, but I still cannot watch some of that stuff I have to turn away during some of the more suggestive video clips of his concerts. I close my eyes, shake my head and say, "Michael, Michael, Michael . . .". But when he\'s off stage . . . the innocence is in his eyes. There is no sullying it. His whole countenance would change once he was off that stage.

Innocence was something that was taken from me when I was eight and I had no choice in the matter. From that time on, I was always looking for it in other people. The portraits I would draw were of people always, with large, childlike eyes. I would put them up around my room all facing my bed because I felt it was the only way I would be covered if God watched me sleeping. I didn\'t what him to see what I thought I was, so I thought those pictures would shield me. I hadn’t yet learned out how to get that innocence back and it is possible. But we can\'t do it ourselves. Michael knew. His best friend was Christ. Christ cleanses. Christ takes all of our sin and If I had only learned back then that I could just give all that shame that darkened me inside, I would have maybe had a lot happier childhood.

Yes, I understand Michael\'s innocence. Maybe that too is why I am so drawn to him. He has what I searched my whole childhood to get back. God love him."

I wonder how frustrating it could have been for those who did not grasp the concept of a 40-something year old man still being of innocent mind, to think that “innocent” somehow translated to “stupid” or “simple” or “gullable”. These people weren’t prepared for a Michael that had aspirations other than climbing up into trees to sit and write songs.

Isn’t it amazing that innocence is the very first thing that is attacked when it presents itself. Even we corrupt it without really doing it with any malice. We can’t leave anything alone that God gives us. We have to use, abuse and ruin it in some way.

Why is it that a 20, 30 or 40 year old man cannot be innocent? Why is it so hard to accept?

If anyone doubts the horror Michael had to endure starting from those 1993 allegations, just read this. “Dehumanizing Michael Jackson” If Michael were my son (he’s not, just for the record) and I found out later that some corporation officers were behind humiliating my son like that, I would be moving hell and high water to expose them for what they did! And what is MORE horrifying is the fact that ANY FATHER of a child would put their son through an ordeal like falsely accusing an innocent of child molestation for MONEY, thereby saddling that child with the GUILT over what this man was put through.

Is it a wonder that Jordan Chandler ended up seeking emancipation from his parents and having his father arrested for assault? Source

Did Jordan Chandler confess he lied? Source I wish this were true, but it’s on a tabloid and because it’s POSITIVE toward Michael, that’s the only time a tabloid will not be believed.

“On July 2, 1993, in a private telephone conversation, Chandler was tape-recorded as saying, “I had good communications with Michael. We were friends. I liked him and respected him and everything else for what he is. There was no reason why he [Jackson] had to stop calling me. I sat in the room one day and talked to Michael and told him exactly what I want out of this whole relationship. What I want.

There are other people involved that are waiting for my phone call that are in certain positions. I’ve paid them to do it. I picked the nastiest son of a**** I could find [Evan Chandler\'s lawyer, Barry Rothman], all he wants to do is get this out in the public as fast as he can, as big as he can and humiliate as many people as he can. Everything\'s going to a certain plan that isn\'t just mine. Once I make that phone call, this guy is going to destroy everybody in sight in any devious, nasty, cruel way that he can do it. I\'ve given him full authority to do that. He\'s nasty, he\'s mean, he\'s smart and he\'s hungry for publicity.

If I go through with this, I win big-time. There\'s no way I lose. I will get everything I want and they will be destroyed forever...Michael\'s career will be over.”

In the same conversation, when asked how this would affect his son, Chandler replied, "That\'s irrelevant to me...It will be a massacre if I don\'t get what I want. It\'s going to be bigger than all us put together...This man [Jackson] is going to be humiliated beyond belief...He will not sell one more record"

—Evan Chandler during taped phone conversation between himself and his son’s stepfather. Source

You can read the rest of the transcript of that conversation in it’s entirety, here.

I want to analyze this conversation for a minute. The first part of this phone call, Evan said:

“There was no reason why he [Jackson] had to stop calling me…”

It is pretty common knowledge now that Evan Chandler was obsessed with Michael. In Ray Chandler’s book, which also states it was Michael’s idea for Michael to build Evan a house and completely contradicts the phone conversation that was taped by Dave Schwartz. He was jealous of Micheal’s friendship with his son, jealous that Michael later preferred to visit Jordan at his mother’s home than at Evan’s home after he began pressuring Michael about building him another house and of course the famous “hair stroking” incident after he drugged Michael with Toradol to help him ease a migraine. (this is assuming that Ray is any more truthful than his brother).

"Evan tried to get back on track before Jordie returned. He stroked Michael’s hair and reassured him, “I don’t care if you’re gay, Mike. I just want you to know you can tell me if you are.”

“Uh-uh”, Michael slurred. “Not me.” Source of Ray Chandler’s book excerpt.

More from the taped phone conversation (paraphrased, the guy has a foul mouth):

“I picked the nastiest son of a ***** I could find [Evan Chandler\'s lawyer, Barry Rothman], all he wants to do is get this out in the public as fast as he can, as big as he can and humiliate as many people as he can.”

Who is Barry K. Rothman? He’s another inner-circle business and entertainment lawyer. Source Rothman website

How did Chandler find him? Usually one would go with a litigation lawyer or a civil law attorney. How would Chandler, a two-bit dentist think of going for an entertainment lawyer? And this lawyer wants to “get this out in the public as fast as he can, as big as he can and humiliate as many people as he can…”? Why? What is the purpose? This seems like more than a lawsuit in the works and this is only the casual pre-plan phone call. This web site describes Rothman as a contract dispute lawyer for companies and talent. So how did Chandler find Rothman?

“There are other people involved that are waiting for my phone call that are in certain positions. I’ve paid them to do it.’

There are other people involved waiting for his phone call. What people? In certain positions? He’s paid them to do it? He’s a dentist. Where did he get the money to bribe people? He would have had to pay the psychologist, the D.A. and other experts. He had already been slapped in the past with a disciplinary action as a dentist and was behind on child support payments. Where would Chandler get the money to “pay” people to be positioned? What was the source of his funding of this conspiracy?

Let’s take this a step further. This screen play that Evan wanted Michael to fund. Is this even legitimate? Evan Chandler had already broken ground with his co-write of the semi-successful movie “Robinhood – Men in Tights”. Why would he need Michael to lend him credibility for a screen play?

Geraldine Hughes worked as a legal assistant for Barry Rothman during this time. Years later, she writes a book about the extortion attempt she witnessed during that case. Was this to vindicate Michael or discredit Chandler’s story and distance him from those behind the scenes? Chandler was still seeking money even after the settlement. He tried to sue Michael for another $60 million. Was he was a loose cannon that the powers that be considered a risk? After Michael’s death in 2009 Evan Chandler is found dead of a “self-inflicted” gunshot wound.

It was never the intention for Michael to ever spend time in jail. They couldn’t afford that, they had records to sell. What they wanted to do, was break Michael financially and spiritually to inhibit his ability to perform. They didn’t want to destroy the empire . . . just the king. They wanted the empire under THEIR control. They wanted the catalog.

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Labels: 1993 allegations, barry rothman, conspiracy, Evan Chandler, extortion, jordan chandler, living with michael jackson, music catalog, Tom Sneddon

"...when we "lost" Michael, every parent lost a son, every child lost a savior, every girl lost her ideal prince, every young person lost an extraordinary role model for decency. We saw great dignity, grace and courage in the face of untold humiliation and cruelty. Not only did the world lose its innocence...but all of humanity lost their moral compass. We know the media would ridicule all of this in a heartbeat. Because...THEY KNOW IT'S THE TRUTH!”

No better words have ever been spoken!

Thank you Ladyaquarius. When she wrote that to me I just had to post it here it was so beautiful.

So...Bonnie..."self-inflicted"...do you believe it was other than suicide? Perhaps Chandler, what he knew about who, was a threat?

Cookie - There are some things that I just have to turn my head sometimes because I will get embarassed if I don't. Sorry Mike!

Truthbtold - Chandler is harder than the others to write off the suicide. But if you read the transcripts of that phone call he made, someone else was behind what he did. I posted in a blog tonight that Chandler did NOT have the money to be buying people off . . . someone else had to be funding him. Someone with deep pockets. Chandler still could have committed suicide, but chances are, he was a convenient risk put under.

Sergey - Thank you so much! I'm happy you came. :o)

Once again, this is beautiful. Thank you for posting, Bonnie.

With regards to Chandler, if we suggest that someone else was behind his actions, then we let him off the hook, and I truly believe that he was of evil intent and that he set out to destroy Michael because he couldn't have what he longed for. He saw Michael as the gateway to his dreams, and when Evan couldn't get what he wanted, he extracted revenge. I spoke with Raymond Chandler (aka Charmatz)and on asking him why the family were doing what they were doing to Michael and if they would please just tell the truth and do the right thing, he said: "What would happen to us if we changed our story now? We'd be killed, wouldn't we?' His words say it all. They had come so far down the line and were too full of evil and pride to turn back and to do the right thing.

Ray's book is full of crap and lies! The only thing I want to correct is minor but irks me. If he gave Michael Toradol for a migraine if Michael's speech was slurred it was from the migraine, not the drug! Toradol is in the same family as ibuprofen, naprosyn, etc. just a little stronger!

Another point-Jordan helped Evan write the screenplay for 'Men In Tights'. That movie is full of sexual innuendo and situations. Jordie would not remain 'sexually uneducated' after writing this. He knew a lot more than he admitted to the court.

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