Special is a... well, special word. Special is meaning important, extraordinary. I find it very much beautiful how most of आप treat each other, and almost just as much as Michael, आप inspire me with that love. Most of आप all treat each other with so much प्यार and seem always there when the other needs a shoulder to cry on (even if आप don't meet in life outside). What makes it beautiful on this very spot is that love, and I can't explain how lovely it is to be apart of it. We've had our ups and downs here, just like regular family. Especially me! But Michael... his beautiful presence made us into a सेकंड family, this is like a सेकंड family to me and hopefully to और प्रशंसकों as well.
Now as I've pointed out, most of आप treat each other so beautifully, and that's how Michael always adored it. When I look onto a चित्र of Michael, and see some comments; of course, I'm going to at least skim through them. And certain टिप्पणियाँ do tear me up a bit, because it's so filled with love. If Michael read these words, I know he would do the very same action.
Same with the words कहा about Michael here, आप say he's an amazing inspiration, a great king, an uplifting humanatarian. It's all true. It's beautiful what's written.
आप all are special on here, and I never wanted to leave on that time period. There was something कहा about me, something that sort of hurt - they were glad I left. I won't say names though, but I just didn't get it. Did I really do something wrong? Even though that hurt, I still wanted to stay, because those words make me happy and inspired.
I don't want anything to change here, except for increasing with the प्यार (if that's possible. Haha.) Though there really is one thing that I find needs और work, and that is और respect for Lisa. I'm not exactly asking for "Lisa Love", but just respect. I don't want to see anything terrible about her, because आप know I do defend her. But I know none of आप mean any harm, and I प्यार आप for that.