WHAT IS YOUR FILLING ABOUT MICHAEL RIGHT NOW? ARE आप HAPPY,SAD,STILL CONFUSED,MISS HIM,OR WHAT?

I MISS HIM LIKE HELL. I'm really sad..I'm listening to his songs and I hate the fact that he's gone. I hate it.. I..don't know when I'll get over it :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Whenever i hear his songs, i feel happy या smile at the lyrics, how sweet they are, how they reveal his loving nature, but then the happiness turns into sadness and i cant help but cry.

well, at first i was shocked and numb. i refused to believe it and woke up every morning hoping it was just a bad dream. i didn't think it was possible. but then i realised i HAD to believe it. just like every other person wo loves him has to. i realised that wishing for what isn't going to happen is silly and i didn't think MJ would want that.
so, i tried looking at it from a different perspective. i came out of hiding and i made a little memorial for him on the डेस्क in my room. i am still very shattered and i'm not 100 percent sure exactly how to carry on.
that was when...

well, i know most people wont believe me on this, but i promise आप it is true. i have to tell आप all about this dream. whether आप choose to believe it या not i suppose is up to आप but here goes: that was when i had a dream where mj came to me. it was the craziest thing ever. in the dream he told me not to worry that he was in this place where he was सुरक्षित and happy. he did tell me the name of it but i dont rememeber. i remember that अगला to him was this shining figure. i asked what it was and he कहा thats the एंजल who brought him here. i think i asked something like how did he know where i lived and he कहा that he was going to all the प्रशंसकों who are worried and letting them know he's ok now. but i dont think he called them प्रशंसकों i think he called them 'friends.' he then कहा he had to go becasue there were so many people he had to see. the last thing i कहा to him was something like will i ever see आप again and he just कहा these words i remember so clearly. he just went "dont worry. i'm always here. just look around you." and then he just disappeared and i remember crying and asking him where he was. then i looked down and noticed there was a little bit of glitter on the floor where he'd been standing. then i woke up because of my alarm clock. thats the only part of the dream i remember so vividly.
the whole thing was so weird. the weirdest dream i ever had, but i felt so much better afterwards.
i know most of आप wont believe me but it happened not last night but the one before.

I rememeber when I found out that he had died, I was sick at घर that दिन so I didn't go to school. and I'm glad I was sick, cause I wouldn't have to stop myself from crying in class. I felt like the world had stopped when I saw the news that morning, I just sat there...zoned out from the rest of the world, just hoping that It wasn't true. But of course it was, and I didn't really understand completely until the अगला day. he was gone, and I needed to let out my deep sadness. I remember crying for hours straight, still completely unsure of what had happened. I still sometimes cry just wishing that the world could see his beautiful smile again, and I cry because of how some people still side with the tabloids and what they made his life out to be. I hoped that people would दिखाना some और respect, and it makes me sad knowing that anyone couldn't like such a kind and beautiful hearted person. I am trying to stay strong knowing that it is impossible for any person so loving not to go to heaven yet it still kills me seeing all these वीडियो of him, and his children. I miss him so much but I am also happy knowing that he is in a lovely place without having to worry about being labelled. He would have wanted me to live a happy life, yet it so so hard, when all आप want to do is cry... I प्यार seeing his smile, hearing his laugh and listening to his innocent sweet voice, just wish it never ended.

i miss him and i really feel sorry for paris, prince, and blanket

hello फ्रेंड्स while im writting this ive got michaels संगीत on the background and u no what yer im still upset but i always say whenever u hear his संगीत then hes not gone he might be gone in the flesh but his memory lives on so dose his संगीत so hes not really gone because hes always in our hearts so plz dont crry just listning to his संगीत and he will be here with us all  प्यार lindsay

Well I still miss him...You know when i was sad he was there for me...When I was angry he was अगला to me...with his songs!!!He was always here,when i needed him!!!!!So its hard to beleive that he's gone!!!I still cry for Him.,..

Michael still प्यार and still miss you!!!
Forever yours...

xxx

Michael Give Me a Løt.!
I Miss Michael Fröm Böttöm Öf My दिल But Löök I Have His Awesöme Söng, वीडियो & Löts Öf Beautiful Memories When I 1st Sing & Dance Ön His Söng.! When i 1st Try To Do *Moonwalk*
I never Cry för him Bcöz i feel he is always with me Michael Is एंजल
& Everybody Know Michael Will be The King Öf Förever.! <3

I'm so sad i can't believe he's gone and "This is It" was so awesome!!!!!!!!!!

I still MISS him soo much!!!I'm thinking about him every day!!!Sometimes when I at school,I feel that he's waching me,my friends,the foll class!!!It's crazy!!LUV U MICHAEL<3<3<3<3

I MISS him SO MUCH and sometimes I smile in his songs and in some I cry and on Beat It I cry because that's the 1st song I heard after his death.:(

Actually i dont feel sad at all. well on somedays i am, sometimes i find it hard to believe he's gone, other days i miss him. But i try to be happy cuz i know he's in a better place and he's watching over me and all of his fans.......

Somedays आप feel as if आप want to cry,
other days आप feel as if the world has no meaning,
आप feel that now that he's gone आप have nothing to live for, sometimes आप want to close your eyes and hope it is all a dream. But its not a dream it is real, And आप can do nothing but grieve, But there's no need for tears, no और grief, he is now in a place where he is सुरक्षित where he is loved and were he will live in our hearts forever...........
Rest In Peace Micheal we प्यार u!!!!

Your Biggest Fan,
Alicia

I miss him, I still cant believe he's gone. It just doesn't make sense. I प्यार आप MJ

I'm all of the above right now because i,m sad because he's gone,happy because he's in a better place,confused because we'll never know the auctall reason about how he died,and i miss him और and और each day. so right now for me my feelings about him are all mixed up.

until now... it's a mix emotions...i do feel sad because knowing the fact mj is gone, happy coz i know mj is happy in heaven right now, missing him badly coz i know he's not here with us on earth, confusd because all this speculations coming out that he's still alive and his death ia a hoax.. even i want to believe it i know mj wouldn't do that.. he knows many of us will get hurt including his children and his family...acceptance will set us free accept that mj is in peace right now with our father in heaven.

I miss him, I´m sad and confused