आप would think that living is pretty easy. आप wake up दिन to दिन and do a normal routine. Sometimes it is thrown off balance but आप just adapt to it. We are built that way. But sometimes some people have a glitch. I'm one of those people. I worry too much about small things, i never have just one emotion running through my body, i can't tell what प्यार is because whenever i think i know what it is it slaps me in the face and the hurt and leaves a scar. प्यार is hard for me. I've been hurt some many times द्वारा love. Sometimes i think just giving up life would be much easier than suffering the way i am now. Even though people may not प्यार me, i still प्यार those people anyhow. I want आप so much but i feel like आप don't care. Sometimes it's just easier to give up and not live at all.
