I प्यार my parents.
I don't know how I'll live without my parents, because I realize that they are the only people I'll always have. फ्रेंड्स don't last forever, and partners don't either. But your parents... they stick with आप from the beginning until the very end. Even when they leave the world, their memory and their wise lessons guide आप throughout life. The प्यार your parents have for आप is the strongest प्यार ever felt द्वारा humans. And I think it would be idiotic to say otherwise.
I fight a lot with my parents. I become insolent and harsh with them at times, and sometimes, I exceed to such limits that I make my mother cry. I make my parents fight amongst each other just because of me and my mistakes. I've done a lot to hurt them. I've lied to them, I've betrayed them and I've hurt their reputation. I always seem to want और from them, without realizing that they have दिया me और than they have ever दिया themselves.
But in the end, Mom, Dad... I प्यार you. I get worried when आप come to pick me up from school late. I start panicking, praying to God that both of आप are fine. Dad, when आप go on a business trip for a week, I get anxious on the third day. And I start asking my mom when you'll be back. Mom, I can't even imagine staying away from you. आप went away for a week for a job, and nothing seemed right in the house. I feel like screaming when either of आप are upset. My head starts to ache when either of आप gets sick. Even though I don't दिखाना it, I need आप guys in my life because honestly, आप mean the world to me. If there is no one else in the world but आप guys, trust me, I would be happy. Because I know that no one will ever keep me as happy as आप two.
You've done so much for me, and I apologize that I'm not able to give आप as much. Dad, आप work for my education, for luxuries in my life, to give me happiness. आप worked so आप could give me a perfect childhood. आप carried me around on your shoulders whenever I wanted to. आप took me out even when आप were sick. When my brother was sick and my mother was in the hospital with him, आप became my mother as well as my father. आप cooked me food, even though you've never done it before in my life. आप ironed my clothes and आप tucked me into bed. Even now, आप give me whatever I want with a smile on your face.
आप cry when I'm sick, Mom. आप stay up at nights and care for me, making sure I have all the medicines I need. When I can't be bothered to eat, आप willingly feed me yourself. I've never told आप this, but I प्यार eating from your hands. When I come घर from school, आप give me the biggest hugs. When I'm upset, you're upset. When I'm happy, you're happy. I know sometimes I fight with you, scream at आप and think that आप want me to be perfect... but deep down, I know that's not true. Whatever आप do, it's for me. It's because आप want to make me a better person. Mom, when my brother died, I saw how broken आप were. I saw it in your eyes... but I was young- I was just 9. Despite the pain, आप put a smile on your face so I could have another chance of a proper childhood. Despite that fateful incident, आप try to be happy just for me. आप tell me that I'm your everything... your son AND your daughter. I can't even begin to thank आप for everything you've done. And I can't even begin to apologize for how many times I've hurt आप deeply.
Mom, Dad... I know I've done a lot of things... but I know and आप know that I प्यार you. And I always will.
I don't know how I'll live without my parents, because I realize that they are the only people I'll always have. फ्रेंड्स don't last forever, and partners don't either. But your parents... they stick with आप from the beginning until the very end. Even when they leave the world, their memory and their wise lessons guide आप throughout life. The प्यार your parents have for आप is the strongest प्यार ever felt द्वारा humans. And I think it would be idiotic to say otherwise.
I fight a lot with my parents. I become insolent and harsh with them at times, and sometimes, I exceed to such limits that I make my mother cry. I make my parents fight amongst each other just because of me and my mistakes. I've done a lot to hurt them. I've lied to them, I've betrayed them and I've hurt their reputation. I always seem to want और from them, without realizing that they have दिया me और than they have ever दिया themselves.
But in the end, Mom, Dad... I प्यार you. I get worried when आप come to pick me up from school late. I start panicking, praying to God that both of आप are fine. Dad, when आप go on a business trip for a week, I get anxious on the third day. And I start asking my mom when you'll be back. Mom, I can't even imagine staying away from you. आप went away for a week for a job, and nothing seemed right in the house. I feel like screaming when either of आप are upset. My head starts to ache when either of आप gets sick. Even though I don't दिखाना it, I need आप guys in my life because honestly, आप mean the world to me. If there is no one else in the world but आप guys, trust me, I would be happy. Because I know that no one will ever keep me as happy as आप two.
You've done so much for me, and I apologize that I'm not able to give आप as much. Dad, आप work for my education, for luxuries in my life, to give me happiness. आप worked so आप could give me a perfect childhood. आप carried me around on your shoulders whenever I wanted to. आप took me out even when आप were sick. When my brother was sick and my mother was in the hospital with him, आप became my mother as well as my father. आप cooked me food, even though you've never done it before in my life. आप ironed my clothes and आप tucked me into bed. Even now, आप give me whatever I want with a smile on your face.
आप cry when I'm sick, Mom. आप stay up at nights and care for me, making sure I have all the medicines I need. When I can't be bothered to eat, आप willingly feed me yourself. I've never told आप this, but I प्यार eating from your hands. When I come घर from school, आप give me the biggest hugs. When I'm upset, you're upset. When I'm happy, you're happy. I know sometimes I fight with you, scream at आप and think that आप want me to be perfect... but deep down, I know that's not true. Whatever आप do, it's for me. It's because आप want to make me a better person. Mom, when my brother died, I saw how broken आप were. I saw it in your eyes... but I was young- I was just 9. Despite the pain, आप put a smile on your face so I could have another chance of a proper childhood. Despite that fateful incident, आप try to be happy just for me. आप tell me that I'm your everything... your son AND your daughter. I can't even begin to thank आप for everything you've done. And I can't even begin to apologize for how many times I've hurt आप deeply.
Mom, Dad... I know I've done a lot of things... but I know and आप know that I प्यार you. And I always will.
Me, back in the depression days :/
Not the water that travels in a flow
Not the earth that sits below
Not the wind that blows through his hair
Not the आग that shines in his stare
None of the four old elements will do
Let's add a fifth, for me and you
One for the smile that sits on our faces
One that makes our hearts take off at paces
That slams our hearts against our ribs
That takes no offence to the jokes and the fibs
Something that reflects even better than रंग light
Something that makes आप feel in flight
A feel that makes आप thirst for more
A feel like water at beaches shore
A thing that makes आप do hand-in-hand
A special thing आप wouldn't trade for all the land
A truth and care आप see in his eyes
A truth and care clearer than the clearest skies
A आग bright to burn forever
A आग आप keep going together
One that makes आप smile and makes your दिल throb
One that's really for us, just us
Let's call it Love...
Not the earth that sits below
Not the wind that blows through his hair
Not the आग that shines in his stare
None of the four old elements will do
Let's add a fifth, for me and you
One for the smile that sits on our faces
One that makes our hearts take off at paces
That slams our hearts against our ribs
That takes no offence to the jokes and the fibs
Something that reflects even better than रंग light
Something that makes आप feel in flight
A feel that makes आप thirst for more
A feel like water at beaches shore
A thing that makes आप do hand-in-hand
A special thing आप wouldn't trade for all the land
A truth and care आप see in his eyes
A truth and care clearer than the clearest skies
A आग bright to burn forever
A आग आप keep going together
One that makes आप smile and makes your दिल throb
One that's really for us, just us
Let's call it Love...
Then, all of a sudden I saw a light, a bright light.
As I followed it, I noticed that with each step, all the sadness, sorrow and all of that was vanishing.
Then, I found myself being invaded, invaded द्वारा joy, happiness and love.
The light became brighter and brighter, and i heard a voice, a sweet gentle voice, asking me to embrace the light, to follow it, so I did.
The light became so intense that I had to close my eyes, but when I opened them I saw it clearly, I saw the एंजल who had just saved me.
Nessie, that एंजल was you!^^
Thanks for all the happiness आप brought to my life^^ आप mean a lot to me, I प्यार you! <33
