Hi, I'm TruBerries and I would like to share with आप a प्यार experience that I've went through not that long पूर्व and hope that I would never go through this again. I do believe it's about time that I shared this story because I've kept it bottled up inside me for a long time. I've told bits and pieces of it, but it's time for the whole story.
I've met a guy who was about four years older than me(yeah I like guys who are a little older than I am. I've picked that up from my best friend lol) He was tall, incredibly fine(hate to admit he still is), a smile that brightens up a room, intelligent, had a voice that you'd always wanna hear, and focused. Of course that all that I thought BEFORE hand. Anyway, he was one of those guys that would keep begging and trying to convince me that he wasn't like the other guys that I've came across. I've always attracted idiots with stupid pick up lines that are a huge turn off. For example, 'Girl, आप are finer than my girlfriend", 'They call me फ्रेड Flintstone 'cause baby I can make your bedrock" Seriously? Give me a break these lines are और than enough to make me knock आप into a coma. Yeah, those are the types of idiots that I've mentioned earlier. Anyway, back to the ex-boyfriend, he kept begging and begging until one दिन that I guess he got tired of the rejection. A दिन या two had gone द्वारा and I started having सेकंड thoughts like maybe I SHOULD give him a chance. I mean आप never know unless आप try,right? To make a long story short he gave me the brush off, which I was used to द्वारा the way. Rejection and brush-offs are my two best friends.
Within the अगला couple months, we started over and we were liking each other ever since....well, until he कहा those three little words that us decent females प्यार to hear all the time. Yes, I loved him back very much and it remained that way for at least the अगला four years. I was very much in प्यार with him and the truth of the matter is, I still do but at the same time I hate him. I hate the fact that I प्यार him still.
Cut to four years later I've found out that he had a musical life that he refused to tell me about with a fiancee on the side. How did I find out about her? She told me and it's interesting how that came about. See, I have this sixth sense, well everyone has it, and something told me to go on my AIM Lifestream and so I did. Now we all get a little silly sometimes when we think that the one we प्यार was लेखन messages to us when they were really for someone else. He wrote on his fiancee's दीवार 'I miss आप baby" and of course she कहा she missed him too. Like a dope I've added her to my सूची and that same दिन she sent me an instant message. Yes, I made a fool out of myself and she was laughing at me when I was trying to be nice on the subject. She claimed that I had the wrong person and I didn't 'cause I know his face even if it was on a दूध carton and I knew the other details about him. At that point, I had to let him go and my दिल was absolutely shattered when I've learned about that. Guess what, my दिल is still healing.
I honestly, don't know what hurt the most: the fact that he अभिनय different than he normally was(I left that part out deliberately but he was अभिनय strange) या that he had broken my heart. Then again it's probably both.
Future Reference:
-Start to wondering why the guy/girl that you're seeing is being different than usual. Trust me, there's always a surprise reasoning
-If your guy/girl doesn't pick up the phone when आप call regularly and आप KNOW that he/she doesn't have a job, feel free to go over to their place. I know y'all one दिन will have a key to his/her place
-Girls, if a guys says that he wants to get married and have a family, turn around and run because the truth of the matter is, he really doesn't या if he does, it'll give him a reason to cheat while you're at घर barefoot and pregnant trying to make sure that आप don't injure yourself .
**See, my guy told me that and look what happened**
-Guys, if आप find that your girl's cheating on you, please refrain from begging on your knees and asking what you've done wrong. The best thing to do is just walk away. I know it may hurt and be hard for आप to do that, but it's better than begging on your knees in front of her and the idiot that she's cheating on आप with crying.
Before come to the conclusion that you're in love, MAKE SURE it is प्यार with sincerity otherwise you'll have the complete opposite.
I've met a guy who was about four years older than me(yeah I like guys who are a little older than I am. I've picked that up from my best friend lol) He was tall, incredibly fine(hate to admit he still is), a smile that brightens up a room, intelligent, had a voice that you'd always wanna hear, and focused. Of course that all that I thought BEFORE hand. Anyway, he was one of those guys that would keep begging and trying to convince me that he wasn't like the other guys that I've came across. I've always attracted idiots with stupid pick up lines that are a huge turn off. For example, 'Girl, आप are finer than my girlfriend", 'They call me फ्रेड Flintstone 'cause baby I can make your bedrock" Seriously? Give me a break these lines are और than enough to make me knock आप into a coma. Yeah, those are the types of idiots that I've mentioned earlier. Anyway, back to the ex-boyfriend, he kept begging and begging until one दिन that I guess he got tired of the rejection. A दिन या two had gone द्वारा and I started having सेकंड thoughts like maybe I SHOULD give him a chance. I mean आप never know unless आप try,right? To make a long story short he gave me the brush off, which I was used to द्वारा the way. Rejection and brush-offs are my two best friends.
Within the अगला couple months, we started over and we were liking each other ever since....well, until he कहा those three little words that us decent females प्यार to hear all the time. Yes, I loved him back very much and it remained that way for at least the अगला four years. I was very much in प्यार with him and the truth of the matter is, I still do but at the same time I hate him. I hate the fact that I प्यार him still.
Cut to four years later I've found out that he had a musical life that he refused to tell me about with a fiancee on the side. How did I find out about her? She told me and it's interesting how that came about. See, I have this sixth sense, well everyone has it, and something told me to go on my AIM Lifestream and so I did. Now we all get a little silly sometimes when we think that the one we प्यार was लेखन messages to us when they were really for someone else. He wrote on his fiancee's दीवार 'I miss आप baby" and of course she कहा she missed him too. Like a dope I've added her to my सूची and that same दिन she sent me an instant message. Yes, I made a fool out of myself and she was laughing at me when I was trying to be nice on the subject. She claimed that I had the wrong person and I didn't 'cause I know his face even if it was on a दूध carton and I knew the other details about him. At that point, I had to let him go and my दिल was absolutely shattered when I've learned about that. Guess what, my दिल is still healing.
I honestly, don't know what hurt the most: the fact that he अभिनय different than he normally was(I left that part out deliberately but he was अभिनय strange) या that he had broken my heart. Then again it's probably both.
Future Reference:
-Start to wondering why the guy/girl that you're seeing is being different than usual. Trust me, there's always a surprise reasoning
-If your guy/girl doesn't pick up the phone when आप call regularly and आप KNOW that he/she doesn't have a job, feel free to go over to their place. I know y'all one दिन will have a key to his/her place
-Girls, if a guys says that he wants to get married and have a family, turn around and run because the truth of the matter is, he really doesn't या if he does, it'll give him a reason to cheat while you're at घर barefoot and pregnant trying to make sure that आप don't injure yourself .
**See, my guy told me that and look what happened**
-Guys, if आप find that your girl's cheating on you, please refrain from begging on your knees and asking what you've done wrong. The best thing to do is just walk away. I know it may hurt and be hard for आप to do that, but it's better than begging on your knees in front of her and the idiot that she's cheating on आप with crying.
Before come to the conclusion that you're in love, MAKE SURE it is प्यार with sincerity otherwise you'll have the complete opposite.