I'm having trouble with my gender orientation (ill explain in the deets)

Well, being Bi doesn't mean आप don't know what gender आप are. It means your pysically nd emotionally attracted with both Females and Males. If आप are questioning your identity as a person with gender though, ask yourself do आप feel और like आप belong to be seen as a male या female? do आप enjoy the feeling of being feminine (womanly) inside and want to portray those feelings outwardly?