So here I am. My first time on फैन्पॉप in months. I came back to see what was happening and I find that Best has been spamming my wall, the Slytherin common room has been broken into, and a poster of me "missing" has bene created.
Flattered though I am, I feel guilty because there are quite a few things I never told any of you, though I can name a couple of आप that have suspected it.
First and foremost, are the explanations of the people आप know of as Trix and Sara. They are the online characters of my two closest फ्रेंड्स whos' names I will not disclose. I have always considered myself an actress, and I have always enjoyed keeping many personalities available for myself to use. I could rage at people as Trix, and keep your respect as myself.
For those who haven't caught on yet, Trix and Sara never existed. I owned both accounts and nothing that ever came from them was from anyone but me. Like I said, I am an actress. Did I act well enough to fool you?
Don't be concerned though. The Lexa that आप knew on THIS account, as Ninja-Kitten, is most certainly who I am. The people who inspired Trix and Sara are my friends, and we do karate together. We are sisters, just as I led आप to believe from our faked conversations.
So in reality, आप have gotten to know 2 people very well, although perhaps Trix's life was just an interpretation.
So that is the confession that I have been waiting to give to आप ever since I started this charade. I hope आप understand. I hope आप forgive me for leading आप on in such a way. But know that whatever आप told Trix about Lexa, and whatever आप told Lexa about Trix, it was all about who I was playing, and I am never offended द्वारा proffesional criticism. I know I am not the best Bellatrix roleplayer ;)
And my सेकंड confession. This is one that runs a bit deeper, and will no doubt concern many of आप who genuinely care about me.
Since I quit फैन्पॉप a few months ago, I had been battling with my teachers and my parents over my school grades. In my humble opinion, I am quite brilliant, and dislike being talked down to in the style of the "old-school" teachers. And so my grades suffered, as did my family life.
Light scratches here and there, easily covered द्वारा long sleeves and incapable of leaving lasting damage. The scars are barely visibile now, only a few months after I made them. Only last night did I add a few more. Only 10 cuts, but these are a bit deeper. They'll heal too though with time. Don't worry about me, friends, I have Trix (or at least, the person आप know as Trix) and I have Sara (likewise) and I have a वृत्त of people who cling to each other for help and guidance, and we know we'll be alright.
I write this knowing that I will probably only return to फैन्पॉप to answer टिप्पणियाँ on this article, and I hope that the majority of आप understand what I'm saying here.
I never कहा goodbye when I left. This is goodbye. If आप wish to contact me further, आप may टिप्पणी दे on my blog and I will give आप my contact information.
~Lexa
PS, the पासवर्ड for the Chamber of Secrets is the spell that conjures a snake. Capitalised of course, I am, after all, the Linguistic Dictator that आप all know and hopefully love.
Flattered though I am, I feel guilty because there are quite a few things I never told any of you, though I can name a couple of आप that have suspected it.
First and foremost, are the explanations of the people आप know of as Trix and Sara. They are the online characters of my two closest फ्रेंड्स whos' names I will not disclose. I have always considered myself an actress, and I have always enjoyed keeping many personalities available for myself to use. I could rage at people as Trix, and keep your respect as myself.
For those who haven't caught on yet, Trix and Sara never existed. I owned both accounts and nothing that ever came from them was from anyone but me. Like I said, I am an actress. Did I act well enough to fool you?
Don't be concerned though. The Lexa that आप knew on THIS account, as Ninja-Kitten, is most certainly who I am. The people who inspired Trix and Sara are my friends, and we do karate together. We are sisters, just as I led आप to believe from our faked conversations.
So in reality, आप have gotten to know 2 people very well, although perhaps Trix's life was just an interpretation.
So that is the confession that I have been waiting to give to आप ever since I started this charade. I hope आप understand. I hope आप forgive me for leading आप on in such a way. But know that whatever आप told Trix about Lexa, and whatever आप told Lexa about Trix, it was all about who I was playing, and I am never offended द्वारा proffesional criticism. I know I am not the best Bellatrix roleplayer ;)
And my सेकंड confession. This is one that runs a bit deeper, and will no doubt concern many of आप who genuinely care about me.
Since I quit फैन्पॉप a few months ago, I had been battling with my teachers and my parents over my school grades. In my humble opinion, I am quite brilliant, and dislike being talked down to in the style of the "old-school" teachers. And so my grades suffered, as did my family life.
Light scratches here and there, easily covered द्वारा long sleeves and incapable of leaving lasting damage. The scars are barely visibile now, only a few months after I made them. Only last night did I add a few more. Only 10 cuts, but these are a bit deeper. They'll heal too though with time. Don't worry about me, friends, I have Trix (or at least, the person आप know as Trix) and I have Sara (likewise) and I have a वृत्त of people who cling to each other for help and guidance, and we know we'll be alright.
I write this knowing that I will probably only return to फैन्पॉप to answer टिप्पणियाँ on this article, and I hope that the majority of आप understand what I'm saying here.
I never कहा goodbye when I left. This is goodbye. If आप wish to contact me further, आप may टिप्पणी दे on my blog and I will give आप my contact information.
~Lexa
PS, the पासवर्ड for the Chamber of Secrets is the spell that conjures a snake. Capitalised of course, I am, after all, the Linguistic Dictator that आप all know and hopefully love.
