I saw you...
3 years पूर्व it happened...
I see आप again today...
And आप turn away?!
How could आप turn away?!
Shut me out like you've done nothing!
Well we all know आप did something!
But what आप caused was hell.
Id wake up breathless in tears...
Nightmares creeping inside my head...
Havent learned its okay to trust...
Since आप smothered me Inside that bed...
I would cut around आप because i felt like tearing at my veins.
The flash backs theyd come on so strong..
Driving me insane.
I closed my eyes and there आप were!
But somehow i forgave...
I never forgot i just swallowed it down...
Until I thought it was gone.
But here we are i see you're face.
Eyes still cold as frost and i cant erase.
Every tear i cried...
My self worth that आप fried...
My trust thats a stranger.
And आप left me with scars...
On my wrists and in my mind.
आप just left all this confusion...
Hurt and pain...
आप just left all these haunting memories
Especially now that i see your face again.
They tell me im selfish...
They call me a hateful bitch.
For not wanting to talk to you.
For not दिखा रहा है kindness toward you.
If they only knew what आप कहा that Sunday night of august 31st...
या worse what you'd have done.
They'd dislike you....
But no...
Not one....
They all pity आप like some victim.
3 years पूर्व it happened...
I see आप again today...
And आप turn away?!
How could आप turn away?!
Shut me out like you've done nothing!
Well we all know आप did something!
But what आप caused was hell.
Id wake up breathless in tears...
Nightmares creeping inside my head...
Havent learned its okay to trust...
Since आप smothered me Inside that bed...
I would cut around आप because i felt like tearing at my veins.
The flash backs theyd come on so strong..
Driving me insane.
I closed my eyes and there आप were!
But somehow i forgave...
I never forgot i just swallowed it down...
Until I thought it was gone.
But here we are i see you're face.
Eyes still cold as frost and i cant erase.
Every tear i cried...
My self worth that आप fried...
My trust thats a stranger.
And आप left me with scars...
On my wrists and in my mind.
आप just left all this confusion...
Hurt and pain...
आप just left all these haunting memories
Especially now that i see your face again.
They tell me im selfish...
They call me a hateful bitch.
For not wanting to talk to you.
For not दिखा रहा है kindness toward you.
If they only knew what आप कहा that Sunday night of august 31st...
या worse what you'd have done.
They'd dislike you....
But no...
Not one....
They all pity आप like some victim.
Ingredients:
1 cup ice cubes
1 cup chopped pineapple
1 small ripe banana
3 tablespoons Splenda no calorie sweetener
1/2 cup reduced fat coconut milk
1/2 teaspoon vanilla
Steps:
1. Combine all ingredients in blender until smooth, stopping to scrape down edges occasionally
2.Pour in cups
3. Enjoy
[recipe from the Splenda simple and sensational cook book]
(Alternative: Sugar can be substituted instead of Splenda)
Per serving: calories 140 (50 from fat) protein 1g, fat 6g,(saturated fat 3G) carbs 23g, fiber 2g, cholesterol 0g sodium 10mg, sugar 18g
1 cup ice cubes
1 cup chopped pineapple
1 small ripe banana
3 tablespoons Splenda no calorie sweetener
1/2 cup reduced fat coconut milk
1/2 teaspoon vanilla
Steps:
1. Combine all ingredients in blender until smooth, stopping to scrape down edges occasionally
2.Pour in cups
3. Enjoy
[recipe from the Splenda simple and sensational cook book]
(Alternative: Sugar can be substituted instead of Splenda)
Per serving: calories 140 (50 from fat) protein 1g, fat 6g,(saturated fat 3G) carbs 23g, fiber 2g, cholesterol 0g sodium 10mg, sugar 18g