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Daddy thinks I’m afraid
I’m afraid of never finding a प्यार that fits me
Well, he’s right in a way
Because everyday I fear और that we will never be

I’m zoning out on आप and I can’t breathe
You’re haunting my thoughts so I can’t sleep
And even though I know we could never be
I don’t wanna lose this fantasy

Can I just close my eyes
And imagine आप are अगला to me
Can I just pretend my life
to be so much और than it seems
Can I just ignore the pain
Can I please पार करना, क्रॉस your way
It’s so hard to keep it inside
I just wanna प्यार you, can I

Mommy mocks the fact I once
I once loved आप but doesn’t...

Boy, I hate you
Why आप have to be the way that आप are
If only आप were different
It would make it much easier for me to हटाइए on

I thought आप finally belonged to the past
But who am I kidding, you’re a प्यार that seems to last

My दिल breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true
It’s getting और obvious everyday
I’m in प्यार with you, again

It’s getting harder
To हटाइए on without आप every day
But आप don’t even know me
I should just get a life and go my own way

My दिल breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true...

Here I stand
My दिल beating out of my chest
Here I stand
Trying to leave it all to rest

I'm taking small steps forward
Big steps backwards
'Cause this is the last where I wanna be
I'm swallowing my fear
And I'm gathering my courage
'Cause you're the last person I wanna see

But if I wanna get over this I need to get through this
There can't be no healing without pain
And I can't conceal it
And I won't believe it
That all of it would've been in vain

You promised I'd never be
Anything I saw in me
You didn't I'd make it to the big leagues
You never thought I'd stand a chance
But yet here I am
At some place आप will...