Everytime I look into your eyes
I can't stop thinking of all your lies
And though I try so hard not to remember
I can't save myself from breaking up inside

I know आप didn't mean it that way
I know आप didn't wanna betray
But that's not gonna stop my eyes filling them with tears
I know you're sorry somehow
But it's just too late now
And all I want is leave this mess behind with all my fears

Everytime I see आप at school
I wonder how I could be such a fool
And though I try so hard just to forget it
I can't ignore the fact that you've hurt me so

I know आप didn't mean it that way
I know आप didn't wanna betray...

I know I'm a mess
And आप know it's because of you
I wish I could cause
You the pain आप put me through
It's like I burn out
I should stop playin this game
I could shout it out
'Cause it will never be the same

'Cause behind all the tears in your eyes
I can still read all your lies
I can still feel the pain आप caused into me
And behind all the sorries आप say
I can still hear the betray
I can still feel the desire to make आप bleed

I hope आप are down
And if you're not I'll make it true
It takes so long to forget
And it's all because of you
It's like I burn out
I should stop playing this game
I could shout it...

Frustration is causing me to pull my hair out
Desperation is causing me to cry my दिल out
Imagination has caused my head into the clouds
But realization has caused me to tumble down

Of all the guys I got to know you’re the one I will remember
And I won’t shed a tear, but inside I’ll cry a river

I’m falling back down to earth
My feet steady on the ground
If anything I’ve learned from love
It’s आप get लॉस्ट but never found
Broken down from these emotions
I realize how unfair life is
Still I can’t stop believing
There’s gotta be और than this

Acting like a कुतिया, मतलबी I abreact on my friends
Hoping...

आप कहा I couldn’t live without you
But I’m doing just fine
You कहा I couldn’t breathe without you
But I’m feeling all right
You कहा I’d feel like a mess
That I’d be consumed द्वारा loneliness
But I’m still sleeping well at night

Since you’re out of the picture
I feel alive again
You were not what I imagined
And now I won’t ever let आप in
You let me down
Fooled me around
Sayin’ you’ll प्यार me ‘til the end
Now you’re back with your ex, so don’t come around again

You कहा I was cold around you
But आप never asked why
You कहा I never cared about you
But आप were the one full of lies...

So, I decided to write a song about Damon and Elena. It’s from Elena’s point of view. First she’s in denial. She doesn’t want to believe she’s starting to feel something for Damon. Then she’s torn between the two Salvatore brothers. And in the end she chooses Damon :)

I used to hate you
You were everything I never wanted
Every war आप got started
I used to fear you
You could never make me feel safe
I never knew I’d see the light of दिन again

There’s no way
You could’ve changed
You’re still the same heartless monster
You were back in the day

Still all I see
Is your face haunting me...

When आप read this
I’ll be gone
Though I never कहा I प्यार you
I wrote it in many प्यार songs
All I ever wanted was to be with you
But I guess it was asked too much
Now all I want to do is run away
‘Cause I’ve had enough

I wanna let go
But my hands are tied on you
I wanna walk away
But my feet refuse to move
I’m प्यार struck, आप got me completely
And now we’ll never know what might have been

Don’t feel sorry
I’m the one to blame
I shouldn’t have been so damn gutless
And told आप straight away
But I guess it’s not very convenient
When you’re living miles apart
Though I know physical distance
Doesn’t...

I can’t get no reach of you
You want me with you
Then आप push me away
And I can’t get no clear view
From these bloodshot windows
In your eyes

I’m torn left and right
You can’t seem to make up your mind
When will आप drop your disguise
And दिखाना me your inner side

I can hear what आप say
But it doesn’t make any sense
When आप say आप प्यार me
Then निगलना, निगल, निगल संकलन the words back in
I’m tired of this game
Will आप just pick a side
If आप don’t wanna lose me
Make up your mind

You treat me like a queen
Then आप look at me
Like I’m dirt on your shoes
And आप say the sweetest things
Then आप talk to me
Like I’m...

आप must be so sure of yourself
Now आप think I'm in प्यार with you
You must have great thoughts of yourself
Now आप think I'm in प्यार with you
But I won't waste my time on a dirt-looking नितंब, गधा like you
I'd rather be alone than thinking 'bout the one आप think i do

I would stand all night in the rain
I would suffer all world's pain
If it would help to get it into your head
That I'm not in प्यार with
You.With every joke आप make
I'd better wipe my smile away
'Cause everytime I look at you
You think I'm in प्यार with you

You must be scared your फ्रेंड्स will make fun of you
Now आप think I have a crush on you
You...

आप think you've got me eating out of the palm of your hand
You think I'm dreaming 'bout being your girlfriend
You think that with आप I want it all
But don't be mistaken, I'm the one in control

I'm like the sand आप try to catch with your hands
The और आप try to hold me, the और I slip away
I'm like the air you're so desperately trying to breathe
You need me to get just through the day
But I won't stay

I think you've got me all wrong
I think आप need to हटाइए on alone
I think आप should've known better than to expect
You could force me into something I would regret

I'm like the sand आप try to catch...

You're the kinda headache there are no painkillers for
And of all people I wish you'd be the one slamming my door
I'd run away but my hands are tied
So won't आप come and save me tonight

C'mon, प्यार me and need me
Like this will last forever
Don't leave me या wake me
Or say I'd put myself together
Hold me, embrace me
'Cause this could be over anytime
C'mon and save me tonight


You're the kinda दिल that's taking over my mind
And now all I do is think about आप all the time
I'd run away and leave this all behind
So won't आप come and save me tonight


C'mon, प्यार me and need me
Like this will last forever
Don't...

I'm staring at the paper
Not knowing what to write
This usually goes so naturally
When you're not on my mind
But telling आप how I feel
Is so hard to put in words
'Cause as far as you're concerned
I'm just the millionth प्रशंसक girl

But when everything goes wrong
And I'm at the darkest point of my life
There's only thing crossing my mind

I don't wanna fall into pieces
I don't wanna lose control
I don't wanna cry my दिल out
When I tend to be so strong
This feeling of आप and I forever
It makes me emotional
It couldn't get much better
Then आप knocking at my door

I'm wandering through the streets
Not knowing where...

I don’t know what’s playing in your mind
I can only base your story on what आप write
If this is really आप and this is not some kind of mask
Than I have a सवाल for you, if it’s not too much to ask

How does it feel
To be left all alone
To have no one to lean on
To be unwanted
Bet आप don’t wanna see
The damage आप have caused
The फ्रेंड्स आप have lost
‘Cause आप took them for granted
Now your dreams are haunted
‘Cause you’re so unwanted

You don’t know what has been going on
You don’t realize all the things आप कहा were wrong
If this is who आप are and you’re not hiding your inner truth...

So, आप tell me
That I’m the most beautiful girl you’ve ever met
And now you’re going on
On how आप can’t get me out of your head
Has no one filled आप in
That I don’t do things I might regret
So आप can pack up your little act
‘Cause I’m not falling for that

‘Cause I’m out of your league
You’re not even close to good enough for me
When I open my दिल
It’s gotta be right from the start
I know you’re wildest fantasies
But they don’t match with reality
So आप can beg on your knees
You can’t get me

Now आप tell me
That I should be thankful to have आप around
And that instead of being...

I’m not bitter
I’m just being picky
I’m not cold
I’m just being lonely
I’m not lost
I’m just undiscovered
Living in my shell of safety
Building walls up once again

‘Cause I am afraid
That when I’d give आप my दिल it might break
But I know
That when I’d give आप my प्यार
I gotta give आप all I have
Leave nothing out

I’m not broken
I’m just being scarred
I’m not hateful
I’m just playing it hard
You can reach me
If आप try hard enough
But if you’d rather not stay, just walk away
And don’t waste both of our time

‘Cause I am afraid
That when I’d give आप my दिल it might break
But...

Got no reason to cry
I’m okay
Got no reason to hide
I’m okay
Got no reason to run from life
Or to fake a smile
Everything’s perfect this way
I’m okay

Bury me while I’m still breathing
Haunt me while I’m still sleeping
Torture me while I’m still feeling
Everything’s perfect this way
I’m okay

Got no place to run to
But I’m okay
Got no heaven to go through
Still I’m okay
Got no idea what to do
Or how to live without you
But everything’s perfect this way
I’m okay

Bury me while I’m still breathing
Haunt me while I’m still sleeping
Torture me while I’m still feeling
Everything’s perfect...

Ain't it sad
How I'm pushing people away
Refuse to let them in
All because of you
Ain't it sad
How I'm trying to हटाइए on
But you're controlling my heart
Ever since I fell in प्यार with you

And even though I can only think about nothing but you
I still need to wake up and face the truth

'Cause आप are
Everything I'll never have
I wish I could go back
To where I लॉस्ट my head
So I could erase that moment
I'm everything you'll never know
If this is how the story's supposed to go
Then I'd take a piece of paper and my favourite pen
And I'd write it all over again

I won't cry
This pain's too deep
to be lightened with...

Daddy thinks I’m afraid
I’m afraid of never finding a प्यार that fits me
Well, he’s right in a way
Because everyday I fear और that we will never be

I’m zoning out on आप and I can’t breathe
You’re haunting my thoughts so I can’t sleep
And even though I know we could never be
I don’t wanna lose this fantasy

Can I just close my eyes
And imagine आप are अगला to me
Can I just pretend my life
to be so much और than it seems
Can I just ignore the pain
Can I please पार करना, क्रॉस your way
It’s so hard to keep it inside
I just wanna प्यार you, can I

Mommy mocks the fact I once
I once loved आप but doesn’t...

Boy, I hate you
Why आप have to be the way that आप are
If only आप were different
It would make it much easier for me to हटाइए on

I thought आप finally belonged to the past
But who am I kidding, you’re a प्यार that seems to last

My दिल breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true
It’s getting और obvious everyday
I’m in प्यार with you, again

It’s getting harder
To हटाइए on without आप every day
But आप don’t even know me
I should just get a life and go my own way

My दिल breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true...

Here I stand
My दिल beating out of my chest
Here I stand
Trying to leave it all to rest

I'm taking small steps forward
Big steps backwards
'Cause this is the last where I wanna be
I'm swallowing my fear
And I'm gathering my courage
'Cause you're the last person I wanna see

But if I wanna get over this I need to get through this
There can't be no healing without pain
And I can't conceal it
And I won't believe it
That all of it would've been in vain

You promised I'd never be
Anything I saw in me
You didn't I'd make it to the big leagues
You never thought I'd stand a chance
But yet here I am
At some place आप will...

I’m looking in the mirror
Staring at what I’ve become
I’ve come a long way
If आप know where I came from
Still I have not seen the light
At the end of the tunnel yet
‘Cause अगला to all the good things
There’s still one thing I can’t forget

I wanted to have
Everything I can’t get
I wanted to be
Everything that’s out of reach
I wanted to go to places I can’t get to
I wanted you

I go to work everyday
And I chat with my friends
I read, listen to music
And go to the फिल्में now and then
People say I got my life
All figured out
But when I take a closer look
It’s nothing I dreamed about

I wanted to...