Chapter 1
Hi, my name is Vanessa and my best friend is Joseph Jonas, I have known him my whole life since we were kids, his just 2 months older than me, and we live right अगला door. Joe and I are really close he shows me his songs and ill sing him mine, were inseparable.
I was in my room गाना my new song called right here when Joe walks in and jumps on my bed, and if I were sitting on it I would have fallen off, thank god I was sitting on my window सीट with my गिटार on my lap and my fingers strumming the notes, I didn’t notice he came in when he called out I was a little occupied with looking out the window staring at the clear blue sky.
I got pulled back into reality and out of my dream land when Joe was calling.
“Vee” he कहा calling me.
I didn’t answer
“Hello, anybody there”
Still no answer
“Fine, ill just be on your computer”
“What! No!” I कहा snapping my head to look at him
“Why can’t I go on it?” he asks with his baby voice.
“Because a girl’s computer has personal stuff in it”
“But your not a girl, you’re my best friend” he कहा looking at me with a confused look
I just stare at him trying not the let the hurt दिखाना on my face; i’m used to him saying stuff like this, its happened for almost 10 years, I know I कहा I was फ्रेंड्स with him since birth and i’m 17 now but I only realized that I loved my best friend 10 years ago.
I know I कहा love, see I went past like 5 years ago, it my little secret, and on my computer I keep a secret diary, so I don’t let anyone on my computer not even my mum.
I know what you’re thinking it’s just a diary, but what’s on that diary would ruin my friendship with the one I love, I rather be फ्रेंड्स with Joe than nothing at all.
I quickly walked out of my room so Joe couldn’t see the sadness in my eyes, but ill get over it soon I always do, because I know that nothing can happen, I walked into my private bathroom right across from my room and look at my self in the mirror, I just stare at my face at criticize my look, i’m fat, i’m not blond, I don’t have blue eyes, i’m not perfect, not as perfect as Joe’s girl friend, Anna, she’s perfect, she has blond hair and blue eyes, just like the original blond hair blue eyes American. I can see why Joe likes her; she’s a model, tall and beautiful. And i’m just me, i’m his best friend, just plain old me, [think Vanessa Hudgens], my mum and dad say i’m beautiful, but I know there just saying that because there my parents, and i’m petit, on Joe I only come up to a little under his shoulder.
Did I mention i’m half Filipino and Spanish? So आप could say I have a bit of culture in me, I wouldn’t change it for anything, but I just want to know, why he doesn’t see me like any other girls.
I’m girly but I like to play sports as well, but i’m not a guy, I know he thinks that because i’m his best friend and I don’t दिखाना that he actually hurts me because I don’t want to seem weak.
My room is girly is has a four poster bed, which I call my princess बिस्तर and my room रंग all match, with light lavender and white. I call it a princess बिस्तर because it has shutters which I can shut around my बिस्तर for some privacy. And a window सीट that’s over looks a park I used to play at, with it’s over towering trees and a simple झूला, स्विंग set in the middle. My प्रिय फूल are lilies so I have fresh lilies and lavender on my बिस्तर side table. And a balcony looking towards Joe’s house and he has a balcony as well so he just climbs onto mine just to hang out. If I have had a stress full दिन I just lie on my balcony and stare at the stars until I feel better. My balcony is really big so it has a little बिस्तर mattress on it for me to lay on, I write my songs when i’m on my balcony mostly at night when no one can hear me. I have a सोफ़ा, सोफे and few seats and a flat screen TV in front of my बिस्तर and a study तालिका, टेबल with my purple सेब computer and an old fashioned dressing तालिका, टेबल which is white and matches my बिस्तर side tables. My room is pretty big since it’s a whole floor and my parents decided to knock down the walls because they decided I need और space. My room has lots of light because of all the windows and I have a walk in closet which looks like the inside of a boutique, and looks vintage as well, iv always like vintage stuff, so I have a side of my closet which in vintage and a side which is all new clothes and the latest fashion, and when आप walk in on the end दीवार right in front is all of my shoes. I have a collection.
And did I mention i’m one of the richest families, my dad managers the Jonas brothers, and my mum is a fashion designer.
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I don’t flaunt my money, I don’t want people to be fake around me, I don’t want people to use me for my money and my status.
आप see my school is a private school, [think gossip girl], and your status counts on what आप wear and were आप come from. It’s pretty simple; if you’re not rich आप don’t count seeing as only people who can afford to come to this school are all rich या famous.
[Xxxxxx]
As I walk out of the bathroom I see Joe sitting on my window सीट पढ़ना my new song, he sees me walk in and smiles.
“Hey, what took आप so long” he asks
“Well, a gir-. I mean I need to freshen up” I say looking down.
“Oh ok, well can आप sing me your song its sounds great”
“Sure” I say.
I’ll be right here where आप need me
Anytime just keep believing
And I’ll be
Right here …
If आप ever need a friend
Someone to care and understand
I’ll be
Right here
All आप have to do is call my name
No matter how close या far away
Ask me once and I’ll come
I’ll come running
And when I can’t be with आप dream me near
Keep me in your दिल and I’ll appear
All आप got to do is turn around
Close your eyes, look inside
I’m right here
Isn’t it great that आप know that
I’m ready to go wherever you’re at
Anywhere, I’ll be there.
All आप have to do is call my name
No matter how close या far away
Ask me once and I’ll come
I’ll come running
And when I can’t be with आप dream me near
Keep me in your दिल and I’ll appear
All आप got to do is turn around
Close your eyes, look inside
I’m right here
Whenever आप need me
No need to worry
आप know that I’m gonna be right here
Ask me once and I’ll come
I’ll come running
And when I can’t be with आप dream me near
Keep me in your दिल and I’ll appear
All आप got to do is turn around
Close your eyes, look inside
I’m right here
“That was awesome” he says with a smile that makes me melt.
“Thanks” I say, I can feel the blush coming.
“Well I got to jet; I have a तारीख, दिनांक with Anna tonight”
“Well, have fun” I say while he walks out onto my balcony and jumps onto his balcony and into his room.
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Hi, my name is Vanessa and my best friend is Joseph Jonas, I have known him my whole life since we were kids, his just 2 months older than me, and we live right अगला door. Joe and I are really close he shows me his songs and ill sing him mine, were inseparable.
I was in my room गाना my new song called right here when Joe walks in and jumps on my bed, and if I were sitting on it I would have fallen off, thank god I was sitting on my window सीट with my गिटार on my lap and my fingers strumming the notes, I didn’t notice he came in when he called out I was a little occupied with looking out the window staring at the clear blue sky.
I got pulled back into reality and out of my dream land when Joe was calling.
“Vee” he कहा calling me.
I didn’t answer
“Hello, anybody there”
Still no answer
“Fine, ill just be on your computer”
“What! No!” I कहा snapping my head to look at him
“Why can’t I go on it?” he asks with his baby voice.
“Because a girl’s computer has personal stuff in it”
“But your not a girl, you’re my best friend” he कहा looking at me with a confused look
I just stare at him trying not the let the hurt दिखाना on my face; i’m used to him saying stuff like this, its happened for almost 10 years, I know I कहा I was फ्रेंड्स with him since birth and i’m 17 now but I only realized that I loved my best friend 10 years ago.
I know I कहा love, see I went past like 5 years ago, it my little secret, and on my computer I keep a secret diary, so I don’t let anyone on my computer not even my mum.
I know what you’re thinking it’s just a diary, but what’s on that diary would ruin my friendship with the one I love, I rather be फ्रेंड्स with Joe than nothing at all.
I quickly walked out of my room so Joe couldn’t see the sadness in my eyes, but ill get over it soon I always do, because I know that nothing can happen, I walked into my private bathroom right across from my room and look at my self in the mirror, I just stare at my face at criticize my look, i’m fat, i’m not blond, I don’t have blue eyes, i’m not perfect, not as perfect as Joe’s girl friend, Anna, she’s perfect, she has blond hair and blue eyes, just like the original blond hair blue eyes American. I can see why Joe likes her; she’s a model, tall and beautiful. And i’m just me, i’m his best friend, just plain old me, [think Vanessa Hudgens], my mum and dad say i’m beautiful, but I know there just saying that because there my parents, and i’m petit, on Joe I only come up to a little under his shoulder.
Did I mention i’m half Filipino and Spanish? So आप could say I have a bit of culture in me, I wouldn’t change it for anything, but I just want to know, why he doesn’t see me like any other girls.
I’m girly but I like to play sports as well, but i’m not a guy, I know he thinks that because i’m his best friend and I don’t दिखाना that he actually hurts me because I don’t want to seem weak.
My room is girly is has a four poster bed, which I call my princess बिस्तर and my room रंग all match, with light lavender and white. I call it a princess बिस्तर because it has shutters which I can shut around my बिस्तर for some privacy. And a window सीट that’s over looks a park I used to play at, with it’s over towering trees and a simple झूला, स्विंग set in the middle. My प्रिय फूल are lilies so I have fresh lilies and lavender on my बिस्तर side table. And a balcony looking towards Joe’s house and he has a balcony as well so he just climbs onto mine just to hang out. If I have had a stress full दिन I just lie on my balcony and stare at the stars until I feel better. My balcony is really big so it has a little बिस्तर mattress on it for me to lay on, I write my songs when i’m on my balcony mostly at night when no one can hear me. I have a सोफ़ा, सोफे and few seats and a flat screen TV in front of my बिस्तर and a study तालिका, टेबल with my purple सेब computer and an old fashioned dressing तालिका, टेबल which is white and matches my बिस्तर side tables. My room is pretty big since it’s a whole floor and my parents decided to knock down the walls because they decided I need और space. My room has lots of light because of all the windows and I have a walk in closet which looks like the inside of a boutique, and looks vintage as well, iv always like vintage stuff, so I have a side of my closet which in vintage and a side which is all new clothes and the latest fashion, and when आप walk in on the end दीवार right in front is all of my shoes. I have a collection.
And did I mention i’m one of the richest families, my dad managers the Jonas brothers, and my mum is a fashion designer.
[Xxxxxx]
link
link
link
link
link
link
link
[Xxxxxx]
I don’t flaunt my money, I don’t want people to be fake around me, I don’t want people to use me for my money and my status.
आप see my school is a private school, [think gossip girl], and your status counts on what आप wear and were आप come from. It’s pretty simple; if you’re not rich आप don’t count seeing as only people who can afford to come to this school are all rich या famous.
[Xxxxxx]
As I walk out of the bathroom I see Joe sitting on my window सीट पढ़ना my new song, he sees me walk in and smiles.
“Hey, what took आप so long” he asks
“Well, a gir-. I mean I need to freshen up” I say looking down.
“Oh ok, well can आप sing me your song its sounds great”
“Sure” I say.
I’ll be right here where आप need me
Anytime just keep believing
And I’ll be
Right here …
If आप ever need a friend
Someone to care and understand
I’ll be
Right here
All आप have to do is call my name
No matter how close या far away
Ask me once and I’ll come
I’ll come running
And when I can’t be with आप dream me near
Keep me in your दिल and I’ll appear
All आप got to do is turn around
Close your eyes, look inside
I’m right here
Isn’t it great that आप know that
I’m ready to go wherever you’re at
Anywhere, I’ll be there.
All आप have to do is call my name
No matter how close या far away
Ask me once and I’ll come
I’ll come running
And when I can’t be with आप dream me near
Keep me in your दिल and I’ll appear
All आप got to do is turn around
Close your eyes, look inside
I’m right here
Whenever आप need me
No need to worry
आप know that I’m gonna be right here
Ask me once and I’ll come
I’ll come running
And when I can’t be with आप dream me near
Keep me in your दिल and I’ll appear
All आप got to do is turn around
Close your eyes, look inside
I’m right here
“That was awesome” he says with a smile that makes me melt.
“Thanks” I say, I can feel the blush coming.
“Well I got to jet; I have a तारीख, दिनांक with Anna tonight”
“Well, have fun” I say while he walks out onto my balcony and jumps onto his balcony and into his room.
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please look at the pictures just click on the links
this is my new story
so please टिप्पणी दे and update
if i think this story isn't getting enough प्यार I'll मिटाइए it
