The eyes of an angel
were shown to me today
Chills ran down my arms
Not knowing what to say

Behind those beautiful eyes
Lies the most lovely soul
So warm and so passionate
But not everyone knows

She made me feel special
Sweetly leading me inside
A place were our souls meet
Hearts open as we confide

Modestly she doesn't know
My दिल she has stolen
Makes me soar when I'm down
Warms me when I am frozen

Those eyes shine brightly
Brilliant light in dark skies
I sit and stare motionless
In her sweet एंजल eyes

I Have लॉस्ट Both Of my फ्रेंड्स i have no और फ्रेंड्स i have to keep care of my self now! Why couldnt of i Died द्वारा the Car n not my two freinds trying to save me, why must they of Died Now i Am Getting Picked on 24/7 beucase I am unpopular n now i have no freinds someone help me out here plz! i need someone to hug me या something i have no फ्रेंड्स no family i live alone in my house now! Someone Just someone tell me it will be ok! plz i need help i just need help becuase well i lsot everything the rich kid found were i live the jocks now come to my house and bet me up just plz someone help! I have brusies everywhere on my my whole area chest hurt n well i was gang banged द्वारा the jocks Just help me! I need to hug someone I im losing it i almost killed my self i cut the words Someone Hug Me! on my wrist i just need help *crys* i just need help*crys more*anyone who is पढ़ना this help me plz i have a bad life now! just plz someone help me!

A moment feels like a lifetime
when I'm so far away.
I can feel my body ache for you
as the morning melts into day.

The lights on the dashboard illuminate
the face, the smooth skin.
The streetlights cast a shadow
on the तस्वीरें that could have been.

I sit and crave and need,
as time becomes nothing but numbers
and I feel your touch in my silent slumbers.

The want, the temptation,
the absolute need to satisfy the addiction,
the constant reminder of your sweetness;
it can भालू to description.

Too perfect for words,
too beyond compare.
How do आप expect me to breathe
when you've stolen my air?

Try to give me a good reason
why I shouldn't want you.
I miss you, no, you've got it all wrong.
I'm lost, and I'm aching with you.

I was walking in school and the jocks punks and लोकप्रिय kids start to bet me up so I was late to class fuck those jocks, लोकप्रिय kids(in my school)well as I was saying every passing period I was late for class becuase of them and I dont want to kill them(I dont दिखाना how strong I am)so now I have ASD(something I never had)and I have to sit near a "ass-hole" a.k.a a jock in ASD and I going to be pick on द्वारा him i now that for a fact but even worse its the quaterback of the football team ima ask the woman in ASD if I can have a better spot but I now she I going to say no and well after I got out of school I was pulled back in(by force) and was picked on once और so whwen my parnets came I was all hurt(bleeding down my arm a huge scar on my face and a few punchs in the chest)I was about to cough up blood but I didnt and I still dont now what to do

END Of Part 2

आप may wonder, why i get so afraid
it's only because i know i'm not perfect.
and when i can't seem to ease my worry
it's because i am in need.
i don't know how to poetically,
puts this all into words
but i am afraid of losing you,
your the reason i am alive
if आप wonder why i freak out,
get close to maybe panicking..
it's because without you,
i am nothing, just an empty shell.
when i frustrate you,
i don't get mad at anyone but myself..
bc i can't mess up..and lose आप
आप are the smile on my face
the speed in my pace.
the air that i breathe..
you're everything to me..
i know that आप प्यार me,
i have never doubted that at all
but i'm always afraid..
because i know i'm not perfect
and it scares me to know
i could lose it all..
i need आप
i प्यार आप
आप are my life.

Well I got the Object and only my फ्रेंड्स can see it so me and my two फ्रेंड्स can see it only so every person that was with the "popular" rich kid came to me and begged forgiveness and i कहा "ok u can see it as long as आप stay away from the rich kid" so they did and it only lasted a दिन and then the rich kid started romurs about me and my two real फ्रेंड्स so we are unpopular once और and now i need to find another plan so we are लोकप्रिय once और so well he is being a "popular" rich kid he doesnt now that they only प्यार him for his money i now they still प्यार me a bit but money is takeing them over so i will make part 5 later...




END Of Part 4

I only have 2 फ्रेंड्स left and they both are goth like me we have made a promise of how much the rich kid bribes us we will not take the money inless the other 2 take it too so im only फ्रेंड्स with them and only them we eat alone and well talk to eachothers only and the rich kid trys and heres what we are talking about because he bribes people with good hereing but we whisper will queitly and we just talk about how we want to पंच the rich kid so badly and leave this school and start a new life but frist we need to find out a plan to get the jocks away from the rich kid.


END of part 3

Well yes I was still GOTH every kid in my school loved me and did almost everything I did, which was great intill this new kid came and starting bribeing my "fans" and now he is the लोकप्रिय and he bribed the jocks and other लोकप्रिय kids to bet me up everytime I come in school in passing periods and after school and I really hate it so ive been saveing up money(not to bribe but for something else आप will now what it is on "about my life part 4"but I highly doute it will last a week before he starts to bribe again and where I get bet up again

Well i was once a लोकप्रिय kid in school but now senice the rich kid showed up and bribed People to call me a He-She becuase im a Girl with small boobs and he bribed the jocks and लोकप्रिय kids to bet me up my life Sucks now my फ्रेंड्स are now enemys And i cant keep a something Persionl to a kid at my school with out them Saying it to the other kids i sit in the back of every class I have all A's but my life Still sucks and i dont now how much longer i can take this the jocks push me around like im a toothpick(beucase i dont wnat to पंच them to hard या they might cry)so i let them push me around but they will be sorry one दिन i will be the one that is better then them.



END of Part 1

When I think of you,
my दिल smiles.
Then I realize
I havent felt like this in a while.

When I think of you,
my दिल beats fast
and this feeling
I know will last.

When I think of you,
I think of that last kiss.
I guess that is
really what I miss.

When I think of you,
I imagine our time together.
When we were together
nothing else mattered.

When I think of you,
I imagine आप in my arms
and that you're waiting for me.
Waiting to make me feel सुरक्षित and warm.

आप कहा when आप think of me,
आप know द्वारा my side
is where आप want to be
for the rest of your life.

when आप think of me,
i hope आप me miss me.
i hope आप प्यार me.

When आप think of me,
आप think of
my gentle touch
and how आप can't get enough.

When आप think of me,
I hope आप think of the girl I was
instead of who I appear to be.

I hope आप think of me.

Your hands make me tingle
Your touch is divine
Your lips make good shapes
When attached to mine

Your legs give me Goosebumps
Touching mine in bed
आप arms लपेटें around me
No words need be said

Your fingers delight me
Those nails on my skin
Your hair sometimes tickles
And warms me within

Your bum feels so perfect
When laying as spoons
My cock fits so nicely
Between those half moons

Your body’s getting smaller
Not too small I pray
I like it's proportions
It's movement and sway

Your Tongue is divine
And gives me such pleasure
What your body gives
Is impossible to measure

But my darling I state
Of all these body parts
The one that is precious
Is your bottomless heart.

Well as आप can see it is the late summer n i havent made any फ्रेंड्स still becuase i am a freak i have meet someone with abvise parents could use some help n i could use some help still but no one has been helping me becuase they think i am mean n other stuff i have thought of suidiced n well people dont care about me so i might jusst quit doing this aobut my life n end it all for once. If I dont stop I means i have found someone that cares about me, So Wish me luck on friending someone n not kill myself

well i still cant get over theres death n well now i really am made fun of badly! becuase im not लोकप्रिय n all that n the newest reason is beucase i have no फ्रेंड्स with me so i just want to be loved n wanted to be left alone that is very werid i know but i just want both! i need help bady n well ill make another part of my like called "life in the asylum" dammit i cant get there deaths off my mind someone help! i just want love!*look at hand*just someone love/help me plz*crys* i cant stop crying either just someone tell me it will be ok in my life tell me i can do better then this just someone help me with my life! i cant tak it longer no noe will wnat me beucase i was in a asylum!

Well there is something i have to tell u guys now i was raped when i was 15 snd im 17 now and i still hate my life the new school is great made new फ्रेंड्स have a hot!!! Vampire boyfriend and well so do my other 2 फ्रेंड्स and so well hardly have homework still becuase we are smart :p my brother Shadow(acct name Xenomorph) is doin great and well he can turn demon as well becuase we are family.Oh and im readin this मांगा called ROSARIO + VAMPIRE it is a great मांगा to read i प्यार it n my फ्रेंड्स do too!

well he still hasnt found out but we have a new school so we are up 24 7 most of the time now so i wont be on as much as i did, we started out as unpopular kids in the new school but we gained it so we are लोकप्रिय kids in that school so we dont care about the rich kid anymore n hell i dont care for the name He-she a little but i still hate the name Anyway The jocks still bet us up i have a few new scars on me और hits in my chest one of them hit my boob n it hurts like hell!so ya i wont be on alot anymorethis is Nyteshade Miller Signing out.

I just found out that I have a sceret about myself and only some people now about it and well I can't have ture प्यार and फ्रेंड्स या family I have to watch over me self I am part demon and human i can onyl be a 16 साल old girl and im a 29 साल old blood goddess i am not lieing its very werid and i think i have powers so ive been keeping low and my two friend I found out something about them they are also demons so we have something in common so we all have been keeping a low प्रोफ़ाइल and now the rich kid wants to now why we are not trying to to a scam to be लोकप्रिय once more