hey, sorry been busy with, school, work, netball...
anyway, here we go
part 25
Emmett laughed, looking आगे to the promised fight already. He leaned across the table, extending a fist.
“Excellent plan, my brother.” He कहा with enthusiasm .
I stretched out my arm to एक प्रकार का जहाज़ Emmett’s fist with my own.
“No.” Rose hissed.
“Absolutely not.” Bella agreed.
“Nice.” Jasper’s voice was appreciative.
“Idiots.” Alice muttered.
Esme just glared at me, her thoughts silent.
Bella straightened up again, taking charge. She obviously was not pleased with the way things had gone.
“All right, then. Edward has offered आप an alternative for आप to consider.” She कहा coolly. “Let’s vote.”
part 26
She looked at me first this time, seeming to have decided that it was better to get my vote over and done with, seeing as everyone already knew what it would be. It was almost unfair, asking me first. It made it seem like my vote wasn’t as important, that Bella had already disregarded it.
“Do आप want me to शामिल होइए your family?” she asked bluntly. The way she had worded the सवाल would make it sound like I didn’t want her if I कहा anything but yes.
My face must have been hard when I answered, because Bella’s eyes hardened slightly and she wore a stubborn expression.
“Not that way.” I clarified. “You’re staying human.” It was infuriating to watch here हटाइए past my vote with almost total indifference. However, I was the only one in the room who knew her face well enough to detect the slight hint of disappointment that was masked द्वारा her features.
Maintain the same business like expression she moved on to Alice, already sure of her answer.
“Alice?” she asked, deceptively calm. I would have believed her calm expression if it hadn’t been for her दिल beat suddenly rising to a staccato allegro beat.
Sorry, Edward, Alice thought, before quickly replying with a small, sad smile. She knew how I would react. I tried delving deeper into her thoughts, sure she was hiding the outcome of the वोट्स from me, but was slightly frustrated, even if I was unsurprised, to find her mind busy with other matters, currently consisting of the तारा, स्टार Spangled Banner being translated into Latin.
Bella had moved on, now looking to Jasper.
“Jasper?” she asked, sounding slightly relieved that Alice had voted yes.
I’m sorry Edward. It’s for Alice; आप know how she feels about this. Jasper shot me a quick, meaningful glance and then answered in the same fashion as Alice.
“Yes.” He said, his voice grave. Even if it was Alice wanted, it didn’t mean he entirely approved.
I was trying to keep my anger in check as Bella moved on to Rosalie. At least this was one vote I could count on. It was one of the rare times where Rosalie and I were seeing eye to eye.
“Rosalie?” Bella moved on, having successfully maintained her neutral expression.
Rosalie was hesitating. I listened closely as she struggled to find the words. She bit her bottom lip in a characteristic Bella movement.
“No.” She कहा quietly.
Bella kept her face smooth and went to हटाइए on but Rosalie wasn’t quite finished.
“Let me explain,” she pleaded. “I don’t mean that I have any aversion to आप as a sister. It’s just that...this is not the life I would have chosen for myself. I wish there had been someone there to vote no for me.”
Bella nodded slowly, understanding, before turning to Emmett.
“Hell, yes!” he grinned. Sending me a quick glance that obviously said, Sorry Bro, as Emmett would have phrased it.
He went on quickly. “We can find some other way to pick a fight with this Demetri.”
Bella grimaced, no doubt imagining Demetri and Emmett fighting. She turned quickly to Esme, trying to resume her original expression.
“Yes, of course, Bella. I already think of आप as part of my family.” Esme voted without Bella’s prompt.
I was struggling, और than ever to restrain my feelings. I already knew what Carlisle would say. I was out voted.
“Edward.” He looked at me, a slightly beseeching expression in his eyes.
I couldn’t take it. Why did what everyone else say matter anyway? They didn’t प्यार Bella as I did, so how could they understand?
“No.” I growled, my anger finally taking hold.
“It’s the only way that makes sense,” Carlisle insisted. “You’ve chosen not to live without her, and that doesn’t leave me a choice.”
I dropped Bella’s hand, pushed back from the तालिका, टेबल and walked quickly from the room, afraid that I would do something I would regret near Bella. I was growling under my breath, shouting obscenities in my head.
I heard Carlisle sigh before answering Bella’s unasked question. “I guess आप know my vote.”
I heard Bella reply, her voice distinct from the other room even though her words were only mumbled.
“Thanks.” I heard her whisper.
The anger became impossible to control. I needed to vent it, reaching for the first thing my hands touched. Emmett’s brand new, चोटी, शीर्ष of the line biggest plasma television. I felt my hands crush the thin metal as I threw it at the wall. I let out the breath I had been holding and looked at the wall, but really listing to Bella.
“That’s all I needed. Thank you. For wanting to keep me. I feel exactly the same way about all of आप too.” She sounded so happy. Happy?
Esme spoke too, her voice light and cheerful. “Dearest Bella.”
I was calming down slightly, trying to find a way out of this mess. There had to be a way.
“Well, Alice,” I heard Bella begin. “Where do आप want to do this?”
I heard Alice’s confused and terrified thoughts as I ran back to the room yelling.
“No! No! NO!” I roared, moving right up to Bella’s face. She twisted back, fear plain in her eyes. I ignored it, beside myself.
“Are आप insane?” I shouted. “Have आप utterly लॉस्ट your mind?”
I felt the instantaneous, familiar sense of shame and Bella cringed away from me, her hands over her ears, but I was still too angry to हटाइए away from her.
Edward, calm down! Alice’s thoughts came सेकंड्स before she spoke.
“Um, Bella,” she cut in with an anxious voice layered with tension. “I don’t think I’m ready for that. I’ll need to prepare...” she finished uncertainly.
Bella moved so she could see Alice under my outstretched arm. “You promised.” She accused, glaring.
“I know, but...Seriously, Bella! I don’t have any idea how to not kill you.” She still sounded slightly shocked.
“You can do it,” Bella encouraged. “I trust you.”
I couldn’t help it, I snarled in fury. The way she was talking about this, ending her life.
Alice shot me a quick glance before turning to Bella and shaking her head, looking panicked.
The look of stubbornness was back. “Carlisle?” Bella asked, turning to look at him.
I didn’t know what I was doing, but I reached out for her face, stopping her from turning her head. I don’t know what I hoped to achieve with this action, but it felt better with her looking at me.
well, that was a bit longer than usual, hope आप liked it. now im off to school...
anyway, here we go
part 25
Emmett laughed, looking आगे to the promised fight already. He leaned across the table, extending a fist.
“Excellent plan, my brother.” He कहा with enthusiasm .
I stretched out my arm to एक प्रकार का जहाज़ Emmett’s fist with my own.
“No.” Rose hissed.
“Absolutely not.” Bella agreed.
“Nice.” Jasper’s voice was appreciative.
“Idiots.” Alice muttered.
Esme just glared at me, her thoughts silent.
Bella straightened up again, taking charge. She obviously was not pleased with the way things had gone.
“All right, then. Edward has offered आप an alternative for आप to consider.” She कहा coolly. “Let’s vote.”
part 26
She looked at me first this time, seeming to have decided that it was better to get my vote over and done with, seeing as everyone already knew what it would be. It was almost unfair, asking me first. It made it seem like my vote wasn’t as important, that Bella had already disregarded it.
“Do आप want me to शामिल होइए your family?” she asked bluntly. The way she had worded the सवाल would make it sound like I didn’t want her if I कहा anything but yes.
My face must have been hard when I answered, because Bella’s eyes hardened slightly and she wore a stubborn expression.
“Not that way.” I clarified. “You’re staying human.” It was infuriating to watch here हटाइए past my vote with almost total indifference. However, I was the only one in the room who knew her face well enough to detect the slight hint of disappointment that was masked द्वारा her features.
Maintain the same business like expression she moved on to Alice, already sure of her answer.
“Alice?” she asked, deceptively calm. I would have believed her calm expression if it hadn’t been for her दिल beat suddenly rising to a staccato allegro beat.
Sorry, Edward, Alice thought, before quickly replying with a small, sad smile. She knew how I would react. I tried delving deeper into her thoughts, sure she was hiding the outcome of the वोट्स from me, but was slightly frustrated, even if I was unsurprised, to find her mind busy with other matters, currently consisting of the तारा, स्टार Spangled Banner being translated into Latin.
Bella had moved on, now looking to Jasper.
“Jasper?” she asked, sounding slightly relieved that Alice had voted yes.
I’m sorry Edward. It’s for Alice; आप know how she feels about this. Jasper shot me a quick, meaningful glance and then answered in the same fashion as Alice.
“Yes.” He said, his voice grave. Even if it was Alice wanted, it didn’t mean he entirely approved.
I was trying to keep my anger in check as Bella moved on to Rosalie. At least this was one vote I could count on. It was one of the rare times where Rosalie and I were seeing eye to eye.
“Rosalie?” Bella moved on, having successfully maintained her neutral expression.
Rosalie was hesitating. I listened closely as she struggled to find the words. She bit her bottom lip in a characteristic Bella movement.
“No.” She कहा quietly.
Bella kept her face smooth and went to हटाइए on but Rosalie wasn’t quite finished.
“Let me explain,” she pleaded. “I don’t mean that I have any aversion to आप as a sister. It’s just that...this is not the life I would have chosen for myself. I wish there had been someone there to vote no for me.”
Bella nodded slowly, understanding, before turning to Emmett.
“Hell, yes!” he grinned. Sending me a quick glance that obviously said, Sorry Bro, as Emmett would have phrased it.
He went on quickly. “We can find some other way to pick a fight with this Demetri.”
Bella grimaced, no doubt imagining Demetri and Emmett fighting. She turned quickly to Esme, trying to resume her original expression.
“Yes, of course, Bella. I already think of आप as part of my family.” Esme voted without Bella’s prompt.
I was struggling, और than ever to restrain my feelings. I already knew what Carlisle would say. I was out voted.
“Edward.” He looked at me, a slightly beseeching expression in his eyes.
I couldn’t take it. Why did what everyone else say matter anyway? They didn’t प्यार Bella as I did, so how could they understand?
“No.” I growled, my anger finally taking hold.
“It’s the only way that makes sense,” Carlisle insisted. “You’ve chosen not to live without her, and that doesn’t leave me a choice.”
I dropped Bella’s hand, pushed back from the तालिका, टेबल and walked quickly from the room, afraid that I would do something I would regret near Bella. I was growling under my breath, shouting obscenities in my head.
I heard Carlisle sigh before answering Bella’s unasked question. “I guess आप know my vote.”
I heard Bella reply, her voice distinct from the other room even though her words were only mumbled.
“Thanks.” I heard her whisper.
The anger became impossible to control. I needed to vent it, reaching for the first thing my hands touched. Emmett’s brand new, चोटी, शीर्ष of the line biggest plasma television. I felt my hands crush the thin metal as I threw it at the wall. I let out the breath I had been holding and looked at the wall, but really listing to Bella.
“That’s all I needed. Thank you. For wanting to keep me. I feel exactly the same way about all of आप too.” She sounded so happy. Happy?
Esme spoke too, her voice light and cheerful. “Dearest Bella.”
I was calming down slightly, trying to find a way out of this mess. There had to be a way.
“Well, Alice,” I heard Bella begin. “Where do आप want to do this?”
I heard Alice’s confused and terrified thoughts as I ran back to the room yelling.
“No! No! NO!” I roared, moving right up to Bella’s face. She twisted back, fear plain in her eyes. I ignored it, beside myself.
“Are आप insane?” I shouted. “Have आप utterly लॉस्ट your mind?”
I felt the instantaneous, familiar sense of shame and Bella cringed away from me, her hands over her ears, but I was still too angry to हटाइए away from her.
Edward, calm down! Alice’s thoughts came सेकंड्स before she spoke.
“Um, Bella,” she cut in with an anxious voice layered with tension. “I don’t think I’m ready for that. I’ll need to prepare...” she finished uncertainly.
Bella moved so she could see Alice under my outstretched arm. “You promised.” She accused, glaring.
“I know, but...Seriously, Bella! I don’t have any idea how to not kill you.” She still sounded slightly shocked.
“You can do it,” Bella encouraged. “I trust you.”
I couldn’t help it, I snarled in fury. The way she was talking about this, ending her life.
Alice shot me a quick glance before turning to Bella and shaking her head, looking panicked.
The look of stubbornness was back. “Carlisle?” Bella asked, turning to look at him.
I didn’t know what I was doing, but I reached out for her face, stopping her from turning her head. I don’t know what I hoped to achieve with this action, but it felt better with her looking at me.
well, that was a bit longer than usual, hope आप liked it. now im off to school...
हे guys,
im sorry i havn't written in a while but i've been sick for a couple of days so i havn't been able to write. hopefully i will be feeling better so i will have something up on wednesday. i know thats ages away, sorry.
to give आप something to think about in the अगला couple of days, i've been thinking of a name i could use if i continued eternal night into eclipse.
my idea was Moonlight.
i chose this because of the whole Jacob is the sun thing and the moon blocks the sun in an eclipse. tell me what आप think and any other idea's आप have :)
i'll try and write और soon!!
im sorry i havn't written in a while but i've been sick for a couple of days so i havn't been able to write. hopefully i will be feeling better so i will have something up on wednesday. i know thats ages away, sorry.
to give आप something to think about in the अगला couple of days, i've been thinking of a name i could use if i continued eternal night into eclipse.
my idea was Moonlight.
i chose this because of the whole Jacob is the sun thing and the moon blocks the sun in an eclipse. tell me what आप think and any other idea's आप have :)
i'll try and write और soon!!