Restless
© Gina
I wake up everyday,
mainly to my dismay,
the pain it caused will never end,
I never had the strength to tell a friend,
how do आप open up,
when your whole life आप kept it shut up,
how do आप get the pain to subside,
when all आप want to do is curl up and hide,
this whole thing is my fault,
I couldn't tell my mother I was his default,
even when I escaped the crime,
I knew I would never regain the time.
Source: Sexually Abused द्वारा My Mother's Boyfriends, Rape Poems link
© Gina
I wake up everyday,
mainly to my dismay,
the pain it caused will never end,
I never had the strength to tell a friend,
how do आप open up,
when your whole life आप kept it shut up,
how do आप get the pain to subside,
when all आप want to do is curl up and hide,
this whole thing is my fault,
I couldn't tell my mother I was his default,
even when I escaped the crime,
I knew I would never regain the time.
Source: Sexually Abused द्वारा My Mother's Boyfriends, Rape Poems link