After I graduated from middle school and I was 14, I wanted to turn emo. Never really succeeded in pulling off the look, so I'm kinda scemo, I guess... But I always had this dark energy inside me, ever since elementary school. I think it was in 3rd grade when I had my first suicidal thought.
i never realized it, i just kinda grew into the style over years..but i've been depressed sense i was 5 years old when my parents got divorced...my life has gotten worse sense then..so that is no longer the स्रोत of my depression.
in 4th grade i looked at some ईमो hairstyles and my mom ended up cutting my hair like it i प्यार the hair then i started loving the style so in 4th grade i started then in late 5th early 6th i started listening to the musick