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posted by xangelx
It gives me strength to have somebody to fight for; I can never fight for myself, but, for others, I can kill.

I only sleep with people I love, which is why I have insomnia.

I still own my heart, which I know because it hurts so much.

Perfume was first created to mask the stench of foul and offensive odors...
Spices and and bold flavorings were created to mask the taste of putrid and rotting meat...
What then was संगीत created for?
Was it to drown out the voices of others, या the voices within ourselves?
I think I know.

And falling's just another way to fly.

I'm not stupid. I know exactly what's going on, and I'm not fighting it. If I have to go through this, I will glean from it any small benefit I can receive. I will not fight this. Bring it on. Bring on the cure. Bring on the fucking happy. I'm committed.

Awareness is the enemy of sanity, for once आप hear the screaming, it never stops.

I am my heart’s undertaker. Daily I go and retrieve its tattered remains, place them delicately into its little coffin, and bury it in the depths of my memory, only to have to do it all again tomorrow.

Oh, and I certainly don't suffer from schizophrenia. I quite enjoy it. And so do I.

And, what's more, this 'precious' body, the very same that is hooted and honked at, demeaned both in daily life as well as in ever existing form of media, harrassed, molested, raped, and, if all that wasn't enough, is forever poked and prodded and weighed and constantly wrong for eating too much, eating too little, a million details which all point to the solitary girl, to EVERY solitary girl, and say: Destroy yourself.

It is not seen as insane when a fighter, under an attack that will inevitable lead to his death, chooses to take his own life first. In fact, this act has been encouraged for centuries, and is accepted even now as an honorable reason to do the deed. How is it any different when आप are under attack द्वारा your own mind?

I can explain myself: If आप want to be safe, walk in the middle of the street. I’m not joking. You’ve been told to look both ways before crossing the street, and the sidewalk is your friend, right? Wrong. I’ve spent years walking sidewalks at night. I’ve looked around me when it was dark, when there were men following me, creeping out of alleyways, attempting to goad me into speaking to them and shouting obscenities at me when I wouldn’t, and I suddenly realised that the only place left to go was the middle of street. But why would I risk it? Because the odds are in my favour. In the States, someone is killed in a car accident on average every 12.5 minutes, while someone is raped on average every 2.5 minutes. Even when factoring in that, one, I am generously including ALL car-related accidents and not just those involving accidents, and two, that the vast majorities of rapes still go unreported […] And, thus, this is now the way I live my life: out in the open, in the middle of everything, because the middle of the सड़क, स्ट्रीट is actually the safest place to walk

If leeches ate peaches instead of my blood, then I would be free to drink चाय in the mud!

Women who focus on style over substance usually find themselves in a big fucking hole, with other men who want to fuck the hole. Oh so smooth, and none sophistacted. Because, आप know, how sophisticated can hole-fucking really be

I smile to myself knowing that they may be dead.

History written in pencil is easily erased, but crayon is forever.

If that happens again someone's gonna get shot.... with an ऐरो of love!

I feel as though, if I were to extend my hand just a little toward the pool where the ideas ferment, I could grab at the idea and pull it out of the pool and onto the floor where ideas must stand before the jury of the brain. There, it must present itself, still from the pool, and a bit shivery because new ideas are not दिया a towel to dry off with, towels being reserved for proven theories; new ideas are simply pulled and stood up, and asked to explain themselves - not a very pleasant thing really, which is why so many people go into the room where the pool is. The exercise is exhausting not to mention a bit difficult to watch, if आप are at all a sympathetic creature. What was my idea, anyways?

Hey, look at me! Look at me! Look at me! And...look at me. Will he think I'm sexy enough? Will he find me wholesome enough? Am I fuckable? Is he allergic to feathers?!

EA: Is it the smoke that smells like vanilla?
Audience: Yeah.
EA: Yeah, they do that to mask the chemicals that are actually killing you.

Shakespeare; the only man I'd ever love...

Simply put, if आप are a Wayward Victorian Girl, I'll find you.

We had people fainting during the last tour, but I'm aiming for people to actually drop dead at this one.
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posted by xangelx
Rose Rose Rose Red
Will I ever see thee wed
I will marry at thy will sire
At thy will

A thousand years gone by
Too late to wonder why
I’m here alone
If in my darkest hour
She rose that fell a flower
I should have known
Rose Rose Rose Red
Will I ever see thee wed
Only if आप can capture me

Chorus:
Tell me no और stories
And I’ll tell आप no lies
No one wants to hurt me
But everybody tries
And if आप think that I’ve been waiting
For my planets to align
It’s time आप go on
Get your things, get up, get out
I’m doing fine, yeah yeah

Someday these walls will speak
The floors beneath आप creak
To call my name
Here in my web of dreams
My whispers turn to screams
And place the blame
Rose Rose Rose Red
Will I ever see thee wed
Only if आप discover me

Chorus

For this freedom
I have दिया all I had
For this darkness
I gave my light
For this wisdom
I have लॉस्ट my innocence
Take my petals
And cover me with the night

Chorus
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posted by xangelx
Here आप sit in your high-backed chair
Wonder how the view is from there
I wouldn’t know ’cause I like to sit
Upon the floor, yeah upon the floor
If आप like we could play a game
Let’s pretend that we are the same
But आप will have to look much closer
Than आप do, closer than आप do
And I’m far too tired to stay here anymore
And I don’t care what आप think anyway
‘Cause I think आप were wrong about me
Yeah what if आप were, what if आप were
And what if I’m a snowstorm burning
What if I’m a world unturning
What if I’m an ocean, far too shallow, much too deep
What if I’m the kindest demon...
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