I can't believe it's here

Excited but feeling quite sick with nerves...this finale might just break me. I swear my life revolves around Delena, so if Elena tells Stefan she loves him more than Damon it might just end me. No joke.

After reading spoilers about the kiss, I feel terrified. I feel quite sure that it's just to placate Stelena fans, because they haven't had much SE this season, but I still feel really ticked off. I know what I want to see happen, and I feel total conviction that Elena has to pick Damon because if she doesn't, the writers are in danger of making her and the triangle look really stupid. But then again, the TVD triangle has never been a conventional one. It's taken a lot of unexpected twists and turns. I've been OK with that. But now, at the end of 3 Seasons, I think: it's GOT to happen. There has to be some kind of breakthrough, and it has to be positive. I just feel really on edge and scared.