I cannot touch आप without falling apart. And the pain that I feel has become harder to hide. I knew there was something special about you, right from the start.
Now, nothing can heal my bleeding heart.

I प्यार you, I need you, I want आप closer than you've ever been before.
But the same words keep coming out from your mouth:

"I प्यार Stefan, it will always be Stefan."

I'm sorry if I don't understand, but आप look at me as if I'm everything आप want. Almost always, when my brother is around, आप act as if I mean nothing to you. But when it's just आप and me, आप act differently. It's as if you're in प्यार with me secretly. So secretly that nobody else knows.

Oh, I can't get these thoughts out of my head. For example, the दिन आप told me that I had लॉस्ट आप forever. Well, forever didn't last that long.

Now that I've felt your lips, for a short but unforgettable moment. How am I supposed to act normal around you? Every time I close my eyes, I feel your lips close to mine..
Sometimes I wish I could have closed eyes all the time.